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Started March 26, 2022 by Deleted user

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Lis collapses, passed out from the exhaustion of launching Bane into the wall.

Bane came to after a while. The repercussions were going to cost him greatly, but he didn't know that yet. He couldn't cognitively think everything was fuzzy in his mind. All thoughts were absent. The only emotion present was sadness. He didn't understand why he was sad. Nothing sad had happened to him. Pain shot up from all his muscles, and he let out a howl. The hellhound started to cry, and he didn't know why. He didn't cry. Crying wasn't a strong thing to do. But yet he recognized it through the wet drops landing on his hands and the whimpers coming from him. Nothing was clear. He didn't understand why Naize was a puffball, looking at him with fear. He didn't understand why Lis was on the ground. He didn't understand why Devon stood over him. He was terrified out of his own mind.

Devon fell down, suddenly feeling lightheaded and weak.

Lis wakes up with a jolt when Devon falls. She notices Bane's tears and walks over, wrapping him in a tight hug. It appears she doesn't remember what had happened, either. She also drags Dev into the hug.

Bane flinched at Lis hugging him. He drew his knees to his chest, his eyes wide and jaw quivering. It was as if he was a little kid again, watching all he knew fall from his dad's murdering sprees. Then was encouraged to do it too, just like how 'daddy' had done it. He started whimpering louder, the tears rolling down his face and dripping onto his hand. He still couldn't comprehend his immense sadness. Only that it was there. He didn't know what to do or what had happened. Bane sniffled, trying to get the tears to stop. His head spun, and his vision was tunneling. He tried rocking himself, trying to get rid of all the thoughts of when he was little.

Naize calmed and went to banes side

Bane reached out to pet Naize. He pulled his hand back, hesitating, seeing how scared she was. He reached out again and pet Naize on the head. Straggler tears rolled down his face. "I'm sorry for whatever I did." His voice was hoarse and quiet from all the crying and whimpering. "I just don't remember what happened. I'm sorry." He continued to say sorry over and over again, unknowing why he did. He just couldn't stop.

Naize worked her way into his hold slowly, purring louder now

Devon layed down, letting his exhaustion take over he passed out.

Bane was surprised that Naize had crawled into his arms. "Do you forgive me, Naize?" He asked the little kitty. He didn't want to be viewed as the monster he knew he had become. Bane just wanted everyone to forgive him, but he wasn't sure sorry was going to cut it. He was okay with the fact they may never forgive him. He was okay that they may kick him out for being too violent. He knew deep down he almost murdered someone. The beast in him taunted him about that.

Naize needed his stomach and tucked her head under the wolf's.

Devon seemed to disappear, then reappear every few seconds, like he couldn't decide where he was.

Bane giggled through his tears. He was very ticklish. "I think you do forgive me. I'm glad. I couldn't live with myself if you didn't." Bane wiggled a hand out of Lis' tight hug, putting it on Devon's back. He tried to keep him attached to this place, to keep him here, so he didn't disappear. According to his sister, the boy liked him, but Bane didn't know how he felt toward Devon. He didn't grasp the concept of liking someone. He was closer to Lis, so wouldn't that mean he liked her? Bane furrowed his brow at these thoughts. Figuring this out was going to be a pain, but he decided to put it in the back of his mind. He pulled Devon closer. Everyone was close to him, and he liked the comfort. His thoughts were hell.

Devon woke up after a minute, slowly opening his eyes, he felt Bane's hand on his back and used that to take some of Bane's energy, not much, but he himself was on the edge of well, not being there.

Lis hushes Bane, holding him tightly as he starts to rock. And when Naize comes over to help, Lis smiles softly at the cat, glad for some unidentifiable reason that Naize still trusted Bane.

She looks down at Devon and notices how faded he looks. She reachs down and takes Dev's hand gently.

"Take as much as you want." she murmurs.

Bane sniffled, trying to slow the tears for the last time. The tears finally stop, but he still looked like a mess. "I'm scared." He mumbled. His mind was clouded with horrifying scenes of blood he knew from his childhood. He started to shake uncontrollably. "I'm scared I'll hurt you guys beyond repair. I'm scared dad will make me kill you all. I—I am a monster." He glanced down sadly. "I am an uncontrollable monster :("

Devon took some energy from Lis before sitting up, he hugged Bane, which surprised him, he never gave hugs. "you are not a monster, you are not going to kill anyone, I know it can be scary, but we are here and we can protect you from even yourself" he said softly, attempting to comfort Bane.

Bane was even more surprised that Devon hugged him. "How can I be sure. I KNOW I lost it. I can see the knife in the wall. Naize was scared. I can see it in your faces. I can feel it in my back. I almost murdered Naize. It's probably better to throw me out. I am unpredictable—I am a feral beast." He sighed. These aftershock moments were the worst. He just wanted it all to go away. "It is very scary. And what's worse—You don't know how to control me when I do go all feral, not even I do."

Naize curled tighter to him, moments going in and out of her head

Lis looks closely at Bane.

"I think I may have one idea, although I would prefer to talk to you about it privately." Lis murmurs, face slightly red.

Bane sighed. Trying to regain a steady breath after crying was hard. "Alright." He rubbed his eyes. Bane picked up Naize and put her next to Devon. He wiggled his way out of Devon's hug and Lis' cradling. He stood and stretched, whimpering as the pain in his back shot up to his neck.

Lis leaves with Bane for a bit. After a couple minutes, laughter can be heard and their voices can be very vaguely heard. They come back after a few more minutes. Lis is scarlet red.

Bane also seemed a bit flushed. "Well, that was certainly—interesting." His stomach was turning, he didn't like it. He sat on the bed once again, laying down to hush his hurting head. This bed as super comfortable, he could fall asleep right here, right now. He started to smiled while staring at the ceiling.

Lis turns even redder. "Yeah. . ."

She avoids Bane's gaze as long as she can, then looks up at him to see if he was looking at her.

Naize moved and curled into devons lap, purring loudly

Bane looked up at Lis and smiled. He also smiled when he heard Naize's purring. All the puffiness from his eyes went down, and his face looked clearer. "I feel much better now. I'm sorry for going mad and nearly hurting you guys. I will try to control my anger." He paused. "Or maybe not." He mutters to himself in a low voice.

Lis raises an eyebrow.

"Why 'or maybe not'? Is it because of what I said?" she laughs.