"Trust me, you will. It's not like anyone sticks around…" he sighed. "But that's just because I am challenge. If you wanna try, go ahead, but don't expect me to get attached to you…"
I really can't, or else I'm just going to get really clingy and drive him away… He internally sighed at the thought. I just need to push him away, but how? He's determined to get through to me…and I don't wanna hurt him…
" well few questions. you like snuggles?"
"Why is that any of your business if I'm not gonna let you get close to me?" His tone continued to drip with sarcasm. "And, for your information, I don't like snuggles. I don't even like interaction." He was lying, just unwillingly to admit that he was actually rather clingy and just craved someone's affection.
" im asking because im not going to give up on you" he said as thier orders arrived
"We both know that's a lie." He took his order and began to drink it. "I've heard it a million times before, and well, I've been given up on and abandoned each time. Therefore, you will be the same. I will always be abandoned by those I let close. I've come to accept that as the truth."
" so youve been burned before, well guess what. im not going to leave. promise " he aid and held out his hand
Kokichi stared at the other's hand for a moment before taking it. "You better not break that promise, or I will break you…" He sighed before thinking, unintentionally out loud. "I will either way. I'm annoying…"
" eh, sounds like fun" he said with a dorky smile
"Are you sure about that? Trust me, I get annoying… You better like someone constantly needing your attention, or this isn't gonna work.." he looked away from the other, contemplating leaving. "If you're still up for it, where should we go now?"
(Hi hi!)
" lets go watch a movie, " he said " and yes, a clingy person is what im looking for."
"That's….kinda surprising. You really want someone like me…?" He was taken aback by that. "If that's the case, you know when I said that I don't like snuggles? Well, that was a lie. I love them. You will give them to me later."
" alright," he chuckled and stood up " come on, we can go to my place,"
Kokichi stood up as well. "Sounds like a plan," he said, reaching his hand out to the other before grabbing it. "I hope you don't mind."
" not at all." he said and intertwined their fingers.
"I'm glad. Now, lead the way back to your place. We are cuddling when we get there." He smiled a bit.
shuchi smiled, picking up kokichi
(Was working on something)
"Ah, you decided to carry me without me having to ask. I knew you liked me~" he teased.
shuichi smiled, " i do, not goin to lie." he said
"Even if you did lie, I would easily know. You kinda pick up on it when that's all you do." He then looked away. "What? Why would I be honest with people I don't trust? They don't need to know what's going on.."
shuchi gave a small smile " i can tell te diffence. your eyes advert when you think im going to leave you, your heart races when you lie.."
"You've known me for ten minutes and you've already picked up on that? Huh, you know me better than I thought…" There was a sight smile on Kokichi's face now. "Maybe you actually do care…"
' i pay attention to detail, and yes i care." he said
"I don't know what to say, really… It's strange being cared about… I like it, but…" he trailed off, sighing..
shuichi sighed, he started signing a song, he wasnt the best at it but it always made him better. (mm courage to change sai. go listen to it.)
Kokichi was silent for a moment before speaking. "Um….I don't know how to respond to you singing, but… Never mind… I don't even know what to say in general…except for you're not bad at singing."
(I'll do that later)
" its to hep calm you.." he said
"It's doing a fairly good job, but how do you even know what I'm thinking about, even with what you've picked up on?" he asked, sighing. "My mind is kind of a mess right now."
" its just an instinct, im around a lot of people everyday "
"I didn't know that, but that's fair. I guess a lot of what's going on is just the fact that I'm beginning to trust you, and I hate that…" he sighed again. "Not because I hate you, but because I hate the thought of getting close to someone just to have them leave… I'm still scared that you will one day, and now I'm actually attached, so all I want is your attention.."