forum Your Personal Venting Space 3: Tokyo Drift
Started by @The-N-U-T-Cracker
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@saor_illust school

oh
i don't cut, dw

leo already helped steer me clear out of that path back when they were on nb
i just have this one spot where i like,,, idk bite my skin?
like
idk the pain helps to give me smth to focus on

bUT
with all that being said,
everything's alright now
i'm gonna try to stay clean again, hopefully i don't get stressed again >_>

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Does anyone else sometimes get intense waves of happiness from doing literally nothing?? Like, I'll be walking down the stairs in a good mood and them suddenly I'm hit with this wave of happiness that lasts 2 seconds and gives me a sudden urge to squeal. Idk if it's just me but it happens a lot…

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Does anyone else sometimes get intense waves of happiness from doing literally nothing?? Like, I'll be walking down the stairs in a good mood and them suddenly I'm hit with this wave of happiness that lasts 2 seconds and gives me a sudden urge to squeal. Idk if it's just me but it happens a lot…

sometimes i could be doing something really random like organizing sum shit and it gives me the Good Chemicals
but idk if that's the same

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on another note, we've gotten to the point where artists have to make playlists of approved songs for twitch streaming

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Someone could literally walk up to me, tell me that they enjoy being around me and that they genuinely care about me and give me a giant hug and I still wouldn't believe them…
I- why am I like this

@Relsey-TheElder

If My Father
Tells me to do my homework
One more time
I'm going to lose it.

My Most esteemed Sir,
If one does not acknowledge when ones child does accomplish tasks such as their ridiculous sum of homework, One does not have the right to nag or belittle when they do not complete such a task. If you do so, one can only come to the conclusion that you sir, first dismiss hard work then chastise it's absence. This is extremely hypocritical of you, I ask, no, Demand, that you discontinue such behavior, else face the wrath a young teenage woman can bestow upon an individual.

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Can I have a mental breakdown now?
PLEASE?
I need something to distract me from biting my nails. ( I do that when i have an anxiety attack.)

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Feeling disrespectful towards my parents for hopefully valid reasons. I’m kind of sick of them treating my queerness like it’s inherently sexual. Whenever I talk about queer characters in my stories (say, a lesbian couple who tames dragons) they always go on about “why are you obsessing over your character’s sex lives” or “gender isn’t real, biological sex is” and I’m sick of it. I swear I’m going to lose it someday. Three more years until I move out unfortunately.

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Feeling disrespectful towards my parents for hopefully valid reasons. I’m kind of sick of them treating my queerness like it’s inherently sexual. Whenever I talk about queer characters in my stories (say, a lesbian couple who tames dragons) they always go on about “why are you obsessing over your character’s sex lives” or “gender isn’t real, biological sex is” and I’m sick of it. I swear I’m going to lose it someday. Three more years until I move out unfortunately.

parents suck unfortunately, i can relate
also a lesbian dragon taming couple sounds amazing

@Pickles group

Feeling disrespectful towards my parents for hopefully valid reasons. I’m kind of sick of them treating my queerness like it’s inherently sexual. Whenever I talk about queer characters in my stories (say, a lesbian couple who tames dragons) they always go on about “why are you obsessing over your character’s sex lives” or “gender isn’t real, biological sex is” and I’m sick of it. I swear I’m going to lose it someday. Three more years until I move out unfortunately.

Why are they obsessing about their child's characters' sex lives? That feels icky. If your child is excited about something they're doing and you're making it about sex..uh hon. also you're their creator it's kind of your job to know details about them

@berlioz

I'm exhausted and so done with these people. Everyone in my family can be pissy and scream at me and slam doors and treat each other bad but then the ONE DAY I say I'm cranky and don't wanna be around anyone, they all come after me. I wasn't rude or anything. I just told them I wanted to be alone. So they all tell me how horrible I am and that it's wrong to be angry and that it's wrong to be annoyed. When I haven't even acted wrong. They guilt trip me into being fake happy. I never get a turn for having emotions. They're fucking toxic. I'm constantly smothered and it's really getting to me. How am I supposed to get better with these people constantly around?

@berlioz

My sister yelled at me to "not get mad about everything" when I said "I don't wanna be out here all day" because she said that she was about to show me something and she didn't and I just wanted to go back to my room. Seriously? I'M THE ONE who needs to not get mad about everything? ok I know I look rageful but seriously I'm like the third calmest person I know
I'm always walking on eggshells for them. I should be allowed to be pissed without the constant barage of "whats wrong why are you sad why are you mad stop being this way be happier you're being wrong right now stop" when I'm- GOD FORBID- experiencing perfectly normal teenage angst. They're so bad for me.

@berlioz

Also while I'm venting my parents always make me take care of the dog and while I know I'm lucky to have a dog, I hate having a dog. I don't get any joy out of having him as a pet and he's really stressed me out and made my life a lot worse. He makes everyone yell which contributes to my anxiety and I already have a fear of yelling so. He's cute in an ugly way tho, and again I know I should be grateful to have a pet and whatnot, but I'm the only one who actually takes care of him. And when I complained about it to my mom she said "you wanted a dog, and I told you if you wanted a dog you'd have to help take care of it"
When I literally said I didn't want a dog and that I wasn't gunna help take care of it. Gaslighting 100

Also I want my dad to go back to physical work, I hate having him at home.

@SpookyScarySnoteleks group

Guys I am wheezing
My friend came over and said he hadn't eaten all day(it was like, 4:30) so we went to the store and got sodas and he got an entire loaf of bread and biked back with the bag in his mouth, then we talked about One Piece for a while then he biked home, with the bag of bread in his mouth

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Ok but how do people just go through their lives without feeling like they're being too clingy??? I can barely even start a conversation with someone because I'm afraid that they'll find me annoying. Just- how?!?