Tyson!! That’s so helpful. I’m currently in the car going to practice ahhh I’m so nervous.
Not my name, but you're welcome. Good luck. I think you're going to have a fun time.
OMG I DIDNT SEE IT AUTOCORRECTED IM DYING 💀💀Anyways, thanks Ace. Practice is over. I walked half the thing with the coach umm ngl kinda embarrassing but I hope I’ll improve. I’m not really used to running long distances. At least the kids are nice.
I got my license today so… that's cool I guess
Hey my friend got hers today too. Fun
You know people who Just ghost you? Well, I do. One of my old friends. Over a damn video game. A Vidio game! I lost one of his weapons and he just flips and just blocks me! Like, What the hell!? I offered to give him one, Or even craft him a better weapon but noooooooo he had to be the type to block me- Over a damn game- Im just pissed. Annoyed and so much more.
2020 books really said "we're gonna give The Gays beautiful covers" and delivered on it, huh
Man I can't wait to move out so I can buy all the pretty, gay books
God, same
The Afterlove cover will be the death of me
I want to read The Priory of the Orange Tree so bad
:[ the "wait do I like this person" feeling is back and I don't like it
Whoa.
Whoa what?
You having any Feelings for someone is weird.
You know people who Just ghost you? Well, I do. One of my old friends. Over a damn video game. A Vidio game! I lost one of his weapons and he just flips and just blocks me! Like, What the hell!? I offered to give him one, Or even craft him a better weapon but noooooooo he had to be the type to block me- Over a damn game- Im just pissed. Annoyed and so much more.
Sucks, bro.
:[ the "wait do I like this person" feeling is back and I don't like it
Whoa.
Whoa what?
You having any Feelings for someone is weird.
I don't know if I do and I Don't Like It
2020 books really said "we're gonna give The Gays beautiful covers" and delivered on it, huh
Man I can't wait to move out so I can buy all the pretty, gay books
God, same
The Afterlove cover will be the death of meI want to read The Priory of the Orange Tree so bad
I have a copy but she's too thicc, she scares me-
they meant 'tysm' ace you fool
shhh i was making a joke and totally didn't not realize that at all
Tyson!! That’s so helpful. I’m currently in the car going to practice ahhh I’m so nervous.
Not my name, but you're welcome. Good luck. I think you're going to have a fun time.
OMG I DIDNT SEE IT AUTOCORRECTED IM DYING 💀💀Anyways, thanks Ace. Practice is over. I walked half the thing with the coach umm ngl kinda embarrassing but I hope I’ll improve. I’m not really used to running long distances. At least the kids are nice.
lmao np dudeling
You'll get better with each practice, I can promise you that. So long as you have fun, that's what counts.
so… remember how I was planning to come out to my best friend?
I recently found out that the reason she left our big group server wasn’t to avoid notifications, she just couldn’t stand two of the users there cause they were lesbians and wouldn’t stop talking about it, which made her so uncomfortable she had to leave.
She brought it up to me and was all like “I’m so glad someone understands, I’m always worried if I say it out loud people will think I’m a terrible person” which I get, sometimes it’s difficult when a large portion of the population including people you want to care about make you severely uncomfortable. however, even though I understand where she’s coming from and agree for the most part, it’s been haunting me, what if I tell her about this, maybe try to go to her for advice, and she decides she doesn’t want to talk to me anymore?
so now I’m not so sure, I think I’m not going to come out at all, not even about being ace, I don’t want her to think I’m like them.
but even if I don’t tell her what if she finds out? I’m not gonna date any girls, I would never allow myself to do that, but there are still other ways she could figure it out if I don’t make this stop, and I don’t want her to dislike me-
why can’t I just be normal? how do i make these emotions go away? guys are cute too, it won’t be the end of the world if I have to bury some feelings here and there, I just don’t want to risk losing my closest friend all cause i’m messed up…
someone please tell me what to do i’ve been overthinking this all week
Hmm, I dunno. I've only ever come out to a few people, and all of them have been chill so I don't really know. And you're not messed up. You know what is messed up? Her ditching a server because two people are in love.
one of my best friends is mildly homophobic
we didn't talk for months because of it
I know it's cliche but if they really care about you they'll suck it up and love you anyways
you really think so?
^What Leo said
I would wait until you're in a safe/stable place before telling them though, in case anything goes wrong. Your safety should be your number one priority.
you really think so?
I have all my gay friends and I’m 100% not chooin’ on the Gay Train.
But start with Ace. All Christians have nothing against that iirc.
God, Ella, just make sure you have a good support system in place before you tell her. I don't want to fearmonger, but please make sure you have other supportive friends and a place to go in case she tells your parents. From one queer Catholic to another, your sexuality is not worth risking your safety.
But start with Ace. All Christians have nothing against that iirc.
Or use the Nun/Consecrated Single card
Even if those don't end up being your vocations, you can still probably get away with saying "yeah, I don't want to get married. maybe I'll be a nun" and they won't look too deeply into it.
God, Ella, just make sure you have a good support system in place before you tell her. I don't want to fearmonger, but please make sure you have other supportive friends and a place to go in case she tells your parents. From one queer Catholic to another, your sexuality is not worth risking your safety.
Especially since as far as I can tell, conversion therapy isn't illegal in Missouri.
she wouldn't tell a soul, i've trusted her with worse.
I'm just worried she might not be too ok with it, she's my only close friend outside of notebook and i don't want her to hate me
i've felt so masculine lately but I want to wear skirts so to make a long story short I will be applying for femboy hooters
you know what? forget everything I said. I’m not coming out to anyone, if they find out, I’m not hiding well enough.
it doesn’t matter if my thoughts have changed, if I give up on this promise, what will stop me from giving up on all the others?
I’m going to stop taking the meds again, unfollow that page, poison myself if it comes to it-
whatever it takes, I’m not going to be that person
also man I am tired
fri ends need to stop calling so late
let's not stop taking our meds ella
it’s better than the alternative
I mean, how have the meds been working? I've been gone for a while
You think your day was bad? I went on to my therapy zoom with the username Fuck Off. Needless to say, I got my ass handed to me for that.
why would you do that though?
I mean, your therapist's job is to help you
it's kinda fucked up to be rude to them