Good news: took me three days but I finally remembered all the food we ate within the past week and am now caught up again :D

then the possibly good but also maybe not good news: my second therapy session is today, I am very extremely scared and I wanna stay home but it’s apparently too late for that-

ive been craving salt for the past few days

and oh
i had cramps yesterday the kind that I get before I start bleeding so I put on a pad
Nothing happened
wish I could get rid of my period forever..I don’t even want to have kids
I’ve also been feeling irritated lately so I think it’s gonna start soon but it’s having trouble making up its mind. Like bruh I’m getting the symptoms but nothing is happening.

Today's Oddly Specific Life Lesson with Ash:
Never assume that your second grade teacher moved out of the house down the street from the store, and run by her house to avoid awkward interactions just in case her and the other 5 occupants of her house are just leaving to go on a walk, and be sure to remember what she looks like even if she grew her hair long.

i just sketched something and i'm pretty proud of it, but now i'm scared to line and color it because i don't wanna ruin it

mood

ive been craving salt for the past few days

and oh
i had cramps yesterday the kind that I get before I start bleeding so I put on a pad
Nothing happened
wish I could get rid of my period forever..I don’t even want to have kids
I’ve also been feeling irritated lately so I think it’s gonna start soon but it’s having trouble making up its mind. Like bruh I’m getting the symptoms but nothing is happening.

Yeah, that happens to me sometimes. I haven’t tried it but I’ve heard that birth control can stop your cycle or at least lessen the symptoms.

UGH. The university I'm taking a few classes at (early college; I'm still in high school, just taking some college classes) is so fucked up. It's a Christian university, which means e v e r y o n e there is Christian. My Panromantic, potentially demi-sexual ass does not fit in there lmao. But i'm taking a research class, and they just said that if your source is not supported by a biblical worldview, then it is not a valid source, no matter how much research has gone into it, no matter how many scientists have backed it up, and i am pissed, because it's such a slippery fucking slope. Think about it. What's to stop them from taking it a step further? From "not a valid source" to "not valid at all". And I just….I cannot express my hatred. It's censorship at it's finest

I rode my bike to the post office. I expected about two pieces of mail. You know like usual. I guess no one's gone to the post office in a few weeks because there was at least ten envelopes, two newspapers, and two packages just sitting there waiting for me. I had to pile it all on the seat of my bike and walk home.
Got home and realized I'd left the mail keys at the post office.

Outside is just walls of dark white all around. No mountains, no sky. You can only see so far. It smells like burnt plastic. It's smoke. Apparently the ozone in my county is "very unhealthy".

Better than 2017, when the sky was red and it rained ash for weeks.

Are you in California?????

Huh. They just talked about how, due to the pollutants and our elevation, you may feel pressure on your lungs. Definitely feel that. Feels yucky. Made my heart palpilate this morning pretty bad. They said not to go outside if you have a heart or lungs condition.
Whoops :)

Are you in California?????

Nah, Utah. It's from their fires tho. Are u there?

Are you in California?????

Nah, Utah. It's from their fires tho. Are u there?

I am indeed :))
I'm not in danger but its so fucking smokey

Are you in California?????

Nah, Utah. It's from their fires tho. Are u there?

I am indeed :))
I'm not in danger but its so fucking smokey

Oof. August is always bad.

Are you in California?????

Nah, Utah. It's from their fires tho. Are u there?

I am indeed :))
I'm not in danger but its so fucking smokey

Oof. August is always bad.

I've had a few friends and teachers evacuate

Some of my dads coworkers live in the mountains and they had to evacuate

I'm currently in the mountains and I'm surpised we haven't been told to evacuate yet

Are you in California?????

Nah, Utah. It's from their fires tho. Are u there?

hot willy wonka state

Are you in California?????

Nah, Utah. It's from their fires tho. Are u there?

hot willy wonka state

H o n e y g r o s s

so my foot is bleeding because i hit it on a door like half an hour ago

Did a sketch for some Heathers art, time to line it. Here's hoping I don't fuck it up cause I'm really proud of the sketch

Downloading SynthV after like a year lol
not sure what I'm gonna do with it but whatever it is, it'll be fun
maybe I'll write a really shitty song at some point who knows

so my foot is bleeding because i hit it on a door like half an hour ago

Did it just start bleeding or has it been bleeding for half an hour? I don't know where I'm going with this but I'm very nosy and I want to know

so my foot is bleeding because i hit it on a door like half an hour ago

Did it just start bleeding or has it been bleeding for half an hour? I don't know where I'm going with this but I'm very nosy and I want to know

i have no clue, but some of the blood is dried and I looked at it right when I hit it, so sometime in the first 5 minutes, maybe

Are you in California?????

Nah, Utah. It's from their fires tho. Are u there?

hot willy wonka state

Indeed, I think I can tell which valley he's in by the mountains in the background

Did a sketch for some Heathers art, time to line it. Here's hoping I don't fuck it up cause I'm really proud of the sketch

:D didn't go horribly!

Are you in California?????

Nah, Utah. It's from their fires tho. Are u there?

hot willy wonka state

Indeed, I think I can tell which valley he's in by the mountains in the background

we ride at dawn

^^kind of sexual joke under that spoiler