it's 8:36 am but i haven't slept so it's night for me. here's a song i've been singing to myself as i make tea, to the tune of everytime we touch by cascada
cause everything is fake
it's all a construct
and everything is fake
and i think that's fine
money, gender, time, not real
that's just how i feel
and sleep's a construct too
Has anyone seen Izzy recently?
Izzy took a break from notebook a while back, they pop up in the venting chat every once and a while though.
So, who's all still awake? There's like, no activity going on anywhere right now. (At least for me.)
I think I'm gonna go crash in about 1/2 an hour or so since I've been up and going for 25 hours now…. On the brighter side of things, at least my normal lack-of-sleep amount has gone down from 48-36 hours!
I’m awake but it’s not that late here
Jesus, some god really has it out for you
Its 2 am here. (I put my time zone at the end of my user.) Okay, gonna get something to munch on since I can't go to sleep hungry for some reason, and then go get that sleep that my body is screaming for.
Jesus, some god really has it out for you
And another God and my Guardians are working over-time to make sure I survive.
Sooooooo…. How's everyone been?
I''m glad that you are! :-D
I'm not tired and I've been up for 13 hours.
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My Near death Experiences:
1: Breathing problems as a baby (found out about this one from my parents)
2: Drowned (more than once, 2x)
3: Chocked (on food, liquid, and by a person, 3x)
4: Ran over (more than once, 6x)
I am who I am due to these, and I wouldn't have it any other way. In fact, if it weren't for these, I probably would've committed suicide.
I feel this…
Sensitive stuff kiddlywinks!
- I ate bleach in a powder form.
- Have stopped breathing multiple times.
- My heart has a tendency to not to what it is supposed to…
- Almost hit by cars, more than once.
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Self harm
is a thing for me.
- If I fall down the stairs one more time there is a good chance my neck will snap.
I downloaded Minecraft for the first time since 2013 and suddenly it's 4:30am
That’s a phat mood.
Hold up since 2013??? Wow, you’ve done well to stay away from temptation for that long 😂😂
Tell that to hundreds of hours in Terraria instead :P
I'm totally freaked out. My online class was supposed to end tomorrow and I was stressing out to catch up, but the dates totally extended by a week and now I am really ahead, but I don't know if it was my computer or the actual class
I downloaded Minecraft for the first time since 2013 and suddenly it's 4:30am
andrew (Our Supreme Lord and Overseer)…
Oh dear
I feel like it might be time for me to join this chat… if that is okay with you guys! If it isn't, sorry to bother! But I have Not Been Sleeping. And it is Not Fun.
Welcome to our sleep deprived chat. We are all half-asleep and half-dead here.
Like my letter of recommendation to see the Trans Doctor. I totally get it.
Welcome to our sleep deprived chat. We are all half-asleep and half-dead here.
y'all are only half-dead?
damn, I'm jealous
No no I'm fully dead but I'm life-passing.
(This is a straight/cis passing joke if you didn't pick up on that)
It's a quarter after one, I'm still awake and I need sleep now.
Insomnia took control, I just want to sleep yes I need sleep now
And I don't know why I'm awake right now, I just need sleep now.
I can relate to that on a spiritual level.