forum Sleep Deprived Insomniacs Club

Started May 03, 2020 by @SupernaturalSyGuyIsTIred group

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I probably need therapy over some of the crap that I've seen and heard throughout my life…. I went through things that I think most people really shouldn't from a very young age.

I had a therapist when I once. Hardly said a word to him.

My problem with having a therapist is I'm deathly afraid of talking to like 25+ yo adults who I have never known before in my life.

I'm flat out terrified of talking to people face-to-face or the slightest negative interaction with someone else. Oh, I'm also afraid of ever again physically touching someone I don't at least now the name of (though knowing their name doesn't lessen the fear much).

My problem with having a therapist is I'm deathly afraid of talking to like 25+ yo adults who I have never known before in my life.

You seem to do ok talking to me so far…. I'm nearly 26.

I'm flat out terrified of talking to people face-to-face or the slightest negative interaction with someone else. Oh, I'm also afraid of ever again physically touching someone I don't at least now the name of (though knowing their name doesn't lessen the fear much).

Ok so physical contact is a huge no for me unless I initiate/ask for it. Talking to strangers face-to-face makes me want to run and hide. A negative interaction with another person I barely know will make me cry.

My problem with having a therapist is I'm deathly afraid of talking to like 25+ yo adults who I have never known before in my life.

You seem to do ok talking to me so far…. I'm nearly 26.

I meant face-to-face lol

My problem with having a therapist is I'm deathly afraid of talking to like 25+ yo adults who I have never known before in my life.

You seem to do ok talking to me so far…. I'm nearly 26.

I meant face-to-face lol

Lol Understandable. Plus I don't ask a bunch of personal questions.

My problem with therapists is they don’t help me. They make things worse and they don’t help the constant thoughts that I’m being watched or that everyone is judging me.
One guy I had who was supposed to focus on my anxiety eventually caused me to question whether or not I actually have anxiety, which made me even more anxious.
A woman I had made me talk about my dad, and that’s not a topic I discuss with anyone unless I’m comfortable with them seeing me cry.
Nowadays the only people I talk to about shit are Moxie, my boyfriend, and someone I work with.
Oh… and never ever touch my sides.
Just don’t.

Anyone else know what an ambivert is?

I do.

Anyone else know what an ambivert is?

Yup. Pretty much describes me online. I'm a full introvert irl tho

I do.

Same

I just spent 2 and a half hours playing violin for my friends.
Yeah, I just kinda thought yall should know that.
Uhhh
Ima dip now
byeeeeeee

I am without a doubt an ambivert. I like being around other people and socializing, but I also don't mind being by myself. That's when I usually read, write, or draw.

I just spent 2 and a half hours playing violin for my friends.
Yeah, I just kinda thought yall should know that.
Uhhh
Ima dip now
byeeeeeee

Nice! Bye, Iz.

Lol Izzy just randomly pops in to say she played the violin for two hours and leaves.

I probably would've done band back during my schooling years. The majority of the student body is/was in band….

I would've done band cause a lot of my friends were in it but it didn't really interest me. Instead, I've opted to learn guitar this year.

I managed to cut my hair too long so now I have to go back and give myself a boyish haircut sjefhrkdfjg

At long last, I've finished a poem I was writing. So now my focus is all here.

I did orchestra classes. But then my hand gave up on me. .-.

I managed to cut my hair too long so now I have to go back and give myself a boyish haircut sjefhrkdfjg

2017 me…

I managed to cut my hair too long so now I have to go back and give myself a boyish haircut sjefhrkdfjg

Oof.

I did, however, do choir and ran track (mostly for something to do and to get out of the house). I did 100 meter dash, 70 meter dash, and long jump. Choir was okay, but our teacher would always have us sing childish songs….

At this point it's whatever. I've wanted to have a boyish haircut for a while lmfao

I managed to cut my hair too long so now I have to go back and give myself a boyish haircut sjefhrkdfjg

2017 me…

Thinks about 2017

What a terrible year. 10/10 wouldn't do again.

I did, however, do choir and ran track (mostly for something to do and to get out of the house). I did 100 meter dash, 70 meter dash, and long jump. Choir was okay, but our teacher would always have us sing childish songs….

Nice! I've considered doing choir but never track because I am just not athletic.

I managed to cut my hair too long so now I have to go back and give myself a boyish haircut sjefhrkdfjg

2017 me…

Thinks about 2017

What a terrible year. 10/10 wouldn't do again.

Honestly, 2016 and onward has been sUCKY fricking Baby Shark getting released is the bane of my existance

I managed to cut my hair too long so now I have to go back and give myself a boyish haircut sjefhrkdfjg

2017 me…

Thinks about 2017

What a terrible year. 10/10 wouldn't do again.

I don’t remember much of 2017 other than the people who picked on me started to respect me

At this point it's whatever. I've wanted to have a boyish haircut for a while lmfao

My hair used to be down to my waist. I donated 18 inches to Wigs for Kids. Right now its of medium shaggy length.