forum Sleep Deprived Insomniacs Club

Started May 03, 2020 by @SupernaturalSyGuyIsTIred group

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I need to go..I feel a panic attack coming

Take care of yourself Lee. 😊

My whole thing about redoing years is that half of it still wouldn't change because the brain things I brought up yesterday.

I really want to go through with what I wrote a poem about. But, alas, I'm a fucking coward.

Mmm felt that. If I went through with half of what I thought/wrote about a lot of lives would be easier.

After all, without everything that I've been through, I likely wouldn't be who I am today.

Precisely why I want to redo years. So that I'm not who I am now.

I mean are there things that I don't like about myself? Absolutely (looking at you nail-biting habit that I've been working on quiting for more than a few years now and other things that I'm not gonna mention). For the most part I like myself as I am.

Good for you, Sy. I'm glad that you do.

Y'all ever just have a gut feeling? Like something is wrong at the moment but you don't know what?

Yes.

My gut is literally twisting itself into knots right now but I don't know why. Low-key don't wanna leave my room to check if anything is off but I'm gonna just to feel a bit better. If I don't come back I probably died of blunt force trauma to the back of the head.

Okay, best of luck with your exploration.

Did not die but also barely looked for anything. Doors and windows are all locked so that's fun at least. Couldn't find my cat which is upsetting because I'm reliant on her for sleep at this point but whatever.

Oof.

On an unrelated note. I decided to do it. I am going count to three, and commit to what I wrote in my poem. So, with that being said, I bid you all a sweet adieu.

Oof.

On an unrelated note. I decided to do it. I am going count to three, and commit to what I wrote in my poem. So, with that being said, I bid you all a sweet adieu.

Please tell me you mean you're going to sleep.

Not even close. I wouldn't write a poem about going to sleep.

Oof.

On an unrelated note. I decided to do it. I am going count to three, and commit to what I wrote in my poem. So, with that being said, I bid you all a sweet adieu.

Please don't….

Not even close. I wouldn't write a poem about going to sleep.

In that case, I don't know what the hell you're going to do but you better extend your fucking countdown and wonder if it's really worth potentially leaving everyone you know behind.

I’m back…

Ah, hello there, Lee!

Hey, you okay?

Nope.

Want to DM me?

I don't know. I don't think it'll help.

I see.. well you know where I am if you do need someone to just listen

I think I like making homicidal maniac characters….

Oh, that's nice. Do you have a character that you'd call your favourite?

I swear to God. My gut feeling has suddenly subsided. If this was what it was about I think I need to go.

I think I like making homicidal maniac characters….

Those are always fun haha

Oh, that's nice. Do you have a character that you'd call your favourite?

Hmmm…. That would definitely be William!

Ah. I like William from what I've seen of him. :)

Oh, that's nice. Do you have a character that you'd call your favourite?

Hmmm…. That would definitely be William!

I hear/see the name William and instantly think of the man behind the slaughter memes