forum These Corona Blues Got Me Down (mlm anyone? ~ One on one ~ Closed)

Started March 30, 2020 by @Toxic_Persephone group

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Nico whined as Evan took his time lifting his shirt, slowly running his hands up his sides,
"What are going to do to me?~" he whispered, catching the dangerous glint in Evans's eyes

“Now, that depends on what you really want, cutie~ I could fuck you senseless; I could edge you until you’re begging for release; I could even be sweet for you, slow and loving.” He dragged his hands back down Nico’s body, hooking his fingers into the other’s pants. “I’m going to make you feel good anyway you chose, or if you’d prefer, you could give me complete control~“

"I want you to ruin me.." he huffed, already worked up from the boy just looking at him. Evan ran his hand down the boy's stomach,
"I want you to fuck me till I can't stand, till I can't talk."
Evan bent down and ran a line of kisses down his navel,
"show me how much of a slut I am for someone I just met."

(Want to continue here, in pms, or skip??)

How could he resist such sweet words? They made his pants feel too tight and his core heat in pleasure.

Evan had a really good feeling that this quarantine was going to end up much better than he had thought.

“Strip. Now.”

(Eeeyyyy here’s this btw, the last posted is below:)

Evan watched Nico more than he watched the actual movie. “Sleep tight.” He murmured, kissing Evan’s head. He Pulled the other closer, rocking the smaller male.

He was so cute. Evan wanted to keep Nico around forever.

Nico cracked his eyes open to the light kisses of dawn.
Why the fuck was he up so early?
He wriggled around a bit, trying to get up, before remembering he had his mystery roommate wrapped around him. He freed himself eventually, stuffing his way to the bathroom. He locked to door and stared at himself in the mirror for a minute.
What the fuck am I doing?
He quickly looked away and turned on the shower, stepping in and hoping to wash away last nights sins.

Evan always took a long time to wake up. He was a heavy sleeper once he actually got to sleep - which was hard with insomnia - and often times couldn’t be woken by anything.

He had slept through a fire drill one time. That was an interesting story to tell people.

When he finally did open his eyes he was met with a cold, empty bed and the sound of the shower. A soft groan left his throat and he resorted to hugging his pillow close to replace the comfort he had lost. It didnt feel the same.

Evan couldnt expect Nico to be with him 24/7 but he sure as hell wanted it to be that way.

Nico jumped out of the shower and dried off. His chest was heavy for some reason, giving his the sensation of not being able to breathe. He stopped drying himself suddenly and stared at the ground. He wasn't sure how long he had been in there, but his lips were going blue and cold shivers ran through his arms.

Evan waited patiently for the shower to turn off. He wouldn’t take one but he wanted to make sure everything was alright. He had made a really big step with Nico, and he was afraid it would drive the other off.

Moments passed, then minutes. Still no sounds and still no Nico. So Evan silently slipped out of bed and pulled on a pair of boxers. He bit his lip as he exited his room and stopped in front of the bathroom.

He knocked twice. “Nico…? Are you still in there…?”

Nico jolted out of his daydream.
"Huh? Oh- y-yeah just-" he stood up and started dressing.
"Just gimme a minute."

“Are you feeling alright?” Evan tensed as he waited for an answer. “Are you sore? Sick? Is everything alright?” Did he come off as too worried?

Of course he’d be worried. He really liked his small and cute roommate. Even if he didn’t get to see him very often, Evan always got the butterflies each time they’d cross paths.

Now he was worried he had let his hormones take control and had lost Nico completely.

He wanted to at least be friends. Even if the first time they had really talked was over the emoji movie and a quick fuck.

Nico opened the do.or and forced a smile.
"I'm okay, just a bit cold."
He huffed a shivered breath.
"I, um, have to work, today."

“Be safe, okay? Tell me when you get back. I think we should talk.” Evan gulped, hoping and praying he didn’t come off as upset. He was just confused and anxious was all.

“I’m uh… I’m going to get ready for today. Don’t catch the virus, okay?”

"Oh no, I work from home." he giggled, gesturing back to his room.
"I uh, might get a bit loud. Some shit going down with the commentary crew and I'm livid.

“O-oh!” Evan blushed, turning his head to hide his embarrassment. “You’re alright. What do you do for a job? I’m jobless now, which isn’t great considering I have my share of rent to pay.” He sighed, but flashed a tired smile at Nico. “You can be as loud as you want. If you need company I’m going to be in my room looking for motivation to do something.” He chuckled lightly, rubbing the back of his neck.

“I’ll make us something for lunch. Come out then if you can.”

Nico stared at him for a moment.
"Oh, I uh-" he looked for a way to phrase it without looking like a pornstar or a loser.
"I make videos online.. where I talk about, like, things that's going on in the-" he brought up his hands and made a gesture like he was hitting two rocks together,
"The community?"

Evan smiled softly and ruffled Nico’s hair. “Sounds like a good job. Have fun while doing it, alright?” He pulled his hands back into his sides, rubbing his fingers out nervously. He wasn’t sure what else he wanted to say. He just wanted to keep talking with Nico. He liked it.

“What time do you have to start?”

"Oh, there's not really a starting time… I just have to upload by Saturday. I usually put it off the last minute and stress about it, but I have nothing to do now so I've been pretty good with my schedule." he smiled,
"I have a meeting today where I have to talk things out with two of my friends, so that might a bit messy." Nico finished rambling, not really wanting to think about the situation any longer.
"So uh, yeah. I don't have a set time to start."

“I hope you get it all sorted out.” Evan awkwardly fell silent, looking as nervous as a highschooler asking their first crush out.

“I-I’ll let you go do that. I don’t want to hold you up on it any longer.” He finally said, tapping on the bathroom door again. “I’m going to fix myself up a bit. I’m a mess. Have a good work day, alright?” Evan quickly pecked Nico on the cheek before he blushed and hurried into the bathroom, embarrassed he had gotten so flustered. “H-Have a good day.”

Nico cocked his head,
why was he acting so strange?
Nico looked in the mirror and noticed his hollowed cheeks,
fuck, he better eat something. He shuffled to the kitchen and opened the fridge, scanning the shelves. He settled for a carrot. Low in calories, innit?
He slipped back into his room to set up his camera and make a dent in his work.

Evan silently cursed himself. He felt awkward for some reason, or maybe nervous. Nico made him giddy and he really liked the other.

Once Evan had cleaned himself up a little and put on a pair of sweatpants, he wandered into his room and flopped onto the bed, groaning.

Nico played with his hair a bit, making it seem somewhat presentable. He tried to cover the hollowed look on his face with makeup, counselling most of his bags and add a bit more colour to his face. He finally sat at his desk and checked himself in the viewfinder.
He was presentable, he supposed.
He turned the camera on and went through his usual routine; syncing sound and that. He pulled put his scripted and tried to get back in the head scape of an ADHD Youtuber.
"Hey Gamers, so this community's in a bit of a squabble right now-"

Evan didn’t get long to rest peacefully, as a ding from his phone interrupted the silence of the room.

He groaned loudly, lifting his phone up into the air to see who had text him. It was a few of his ‘friends’,most probably drunk as hell, telling him they were going to leave some alcohol for him at the door.
Evan grinned at that.

He was an alcoholic in some ways more than others, and he especially liked the taste of Vodka mixed with some fruity concoction. His ‘friends’ knew that well. If they could even be called friends. They were more like party buddies, people who pretended they didn’t know each other anytime that wasn’t spent in bars and clubs, grinding on strangers and getting drunk as hell.

"So, td;lr: my friends are fighting and I'm pissed as hell. This is so fucking stupid and could have been dealt with so many other ways. There's a very small chance they will recover from this, and will probably not be friends again. This suck, everything sucks, 2020 has gone to hell and I miss getting shitfaced with Dallas." he paused for comedic effect,
"Periodt."

Nico had just sat on his bed went his laptop when off.
"Oh for fuck sake-" he moaned, taking his place at his desk. He answered the call and was greeted with 2 familiar faces.
"Heya."
"Hey man, you doing alright?"

Evan danced out of his room and to the main door, opening it right on time to find the group of idiots he hung out with stumbling up to his door. They sported a heavy bounty of alcohol, which was carefully placed in a bag for Evan.

“Good god, you’d think you’re suffering. Look how excited he got!” Ven howled, their buzzed hair now dyed a strange color of green. They were the parental figure of the group - a non-binary, certified dumb-ass that cared deeply about the safety of the group. Ven was the leader.

“I haven’t been out, dumbass. How am I supposed to get alcohol?! Besides, I’m still not quite of age yet.” Evan retorted, giving Ven a hug.

Natalie stepped up next to receive a hug. She was obviously very drunk and by the way Gwen’s hair was messed up, very… excited. Natalie and Gwen were the only two who talked outside of the group’s shenanigans. Their relationship was complicated, the two females obviously liked each other but they never made it official. They were more ‘friends with benefits’

"Yeah I guess," he sighed, throwing his head back,
"How are you then Jammy."
James smiled,
"I'm alright i suppose, just been recording a lot, figuring out the podcast…"
They sat silently for a minute, before Nico spoke up again,
"So, Dally's gonna bring them in, right?"
"Yeah, figured we'd better not let them know whats going on, otherwise they'd probably refuse."
They laughed at the little joke, just in time for Dallas to join the call,
"'Ello fellas, cat fight incoming."

Ven gave the drinks to Evan, patting him on the back. “You’re quite the fucker, we came here to give you a gift and you’re already taking back?” They teased, shaking their head. “I kid, I kid. Take the alcohol. We need to be leaving before we’re caught. Got a house party to throw. Have fun with your roommate~!” Ven snickered, waving goodbye to their friend and dragging Gwen and Natalie out the door.

Evan tilted his head as the door was shut, blinking in surprise. That was the quickest they had ever left. Usually they wanted to drink with him.

He shrugged it off and carried the alcohol back to his room, shutting the door and freezing.

Fuck.

He quickly pulled up his texts to Ven, blushing when he remembered he had taken a photo of Nico resting on him and sent it to his friend, letting them know he might have found the one.

He was half asleep… why had he done that?!

Maybe to tease Ven that he had a boyfriend and Ven was still looking for someone?
Probably.

He groaned, shaking his head. That’s why they left so fast. The group was giving him alone time with his crush… how thoughtful but also embarrassing.

Evan popped open a bottle of something fruity and downed it, grunting at the burn in his throat.

"Look, all I'm saying is-"
"I don't give a shit? It was MY idea, what gave you the right to run off with it like that?"
Nico's eyes rolled into the back of his head.
This was by far the most boring fight he had ever witnessed.
James ran his fingers through his hair,
"Look, you two need to figure this out, you're both fucking wrong and need take step away from each other and the media till you're in a place where you can make rational and well behaved thoughts."
Both fell silent and didn't speak as the call finish up. Nico took off his headphones and sighed. He threw himself on his bed and started to think about last night. His stomach fluttered,
What did Evan see in him?