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A crime scene,
In the midst of the night.
A beautiful yet sinister
Line of sight.
There’s nobody around me.
There’s no one to see.
There’s no one to judge me
To who I may be.
Someone, somewhere, has died alone
A heart of gold, a body of stone.
There’s not a cure, to all his pain
For no one cares, to share his rain.
Leaving alone, so hard to do.
To close the door, a silent tune
Was breaking through, but in the end
There’s nothing there, but a soft ‘amen’.
Oh why was I…
Enduring all this pain?
And why was I…
Afraid to let it go?
Why was I…
Too scared to let it show?
Oh why?
Why…?
Why.
Within all the sighs I have heard in my life,
Could it be that the answer’s…
Right in front of my eyes?
That’s right.
It’s fine if I am left alone tonight.
It’s fine as long as you are happier in time.
I’ll gladly see myself out,
Of a life of someone so kind.
You’re right.
I’ll gladly disappear without a fight.
I’ll leave my doors closed so you won’t
Have to see me cry.
At the end of the day,
I will leave all my thoughts to decay.
Someone, somewhere, has been living alone.
No one to take care of, and no one to care for.
The roses’ thorns have pierced his skin.
Then all of its beauty was carried by wind.
Through time and time, the roses corrode.
And die, and die, at the end they’re disposed.
The autumn’s skies, a beautiful red,
But what is there to love? When your heart is so dead?
Oh why was I…
Faking through it all?
Why was I…
Too weak to risk anything?
Why and why…
Have I been so weak?
When all of my reflections,
Reflect someone else I don’t know.
It’s fine.
When the person who was dead was in my mind.
The actions of the past has led me down the road I’m on.
Too late to turn back,
But too soon to be gone.
And I,
Will embrace my fate with happiness and I…
Will not cry again for all the tears I shed
Go somewhere I couldn’t even know.
Where the roses have bloomed,
Where the light will follow you.
The sky…
A beautiful and destined demise.
A curse in all it is and I will
Cry into the sky until I’m fine.
Hopefully my tears are hidden—
I…
Will love the pain, will learn to love my mind.
It’s all inside my head and I will fight until I see the end of the line.
I will stand again sometime tonight.
Even if I’m different,
To who I was before.
Even if I’ve murdered,
The man I was before…
I will try if life’s worth living for.