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Started June 25, 2019 by Deleted user

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"Yeah…we will if you want to," Saayan looked down to Eclipse kissing his forehead.

"Eclipse sighed softly, curling into the other's grasp.

"I'm glad your back fully this time," he smiled. "So, Jay should we stay here or should I take him home?"

"You do what you like." said Jay.

"Do you need to work with him anymore or is it done?" Saayan asked standing up bringing Eclipse with him.

Eclipse leaned heavily into the other's chest as he was brought to his feet.
Jay shook her head, "He should be fine."

“Okay, can you stand love?” Saayan asked letting Eclipse lean on him.

"Kinda.." said Eclipse, still leaning on him heavily.

“I’ll carry you to the car then, thank you…Jay for helping us,” Saayan bowed.

Jay nodded, "Of course, we hybrids have to stick together." she smiled.
Eclipse nodded to her, hugging Saayan tightly.

“Of course. Thank you. Have a good night,” he smiled leaving the apartment. “How do you feel Eclipse.”

"A lot calmer than I did when we came.." he said softly.

“That’s good…” he let a sigh of relief leave his mouth.

Eclipse hummed softly, "I'm sorry.." he said again.

Saayan brought Eclipse to the car closing the doors. “You keep on apologizing even though you don’t need to. What are you sorry for love?”

"For messing everything up…" he said softly.

“Darling you didn’t mess anything up. Nothing is your fault here,” Saayan looked at Eclipse softly.

"But I did! If I wasn't a runaway.. If I wasn't a halfblood… If I wasn't Weak! Then… Then none of this would've happened……"

“You aren’t weak! Don’t say that. You are the strongest person I know. If you weren’t born then I wouldn’t love like I do. I would be nothing without you. “Even if you ran away and found some other guy it wouldn’t’ve been the same with me. So, don’t say things like that. Okay?”

Eclipse shook his head, "Then why ave I been told to think like that by literally everyone who truly knows me?"

“Because they don’t love you like I do. Everyone who told you that doesn’t know how amazing you. You’re not weak you’re strong because even though you were kidnapped and we’re traumatized you tried. People don’t do that. They give up and give in. You didn’t give up or give in, you pushed. That’s what makes you strong.”

Eclipse clung to him quietly, "I don't feel strong.." he whispered.

“Doesn’t mean that you aren’t. Let me tell you something that happened to me in high school. I took dance lessons because I liked to dance. I liked to move my body like girls good and my dad told me to try out for foot ball. I was like ‘now wait a minute I’m a dancer not a player. I’m not strong like they are I don’t feel like one of the guys.’ He told me, ‘Son, just because you don’t feel like you can kick a ball down mean that you can’t.’ So, I tried and I ended up being the strongest kicker on the team. Though, I had to quit because we moved. So, you don’t feel like you can do something doesn’t mean that you can’t. All you need it too try. So, stop think about your weak or you can’t do it. You can, you just have to feel like you can alright,” Saayan smiled and ruffled Eclipse’s hair. “I love you just the way you are so don’t change alright?”

Eclipse nodded quietly, holding back tears by that point.
(OMG YOU ARE SUCH A GOOD WRITER!!!)

(Thanks? No ones ever told me that….thank you!!!!)
“Let go home.” Saayan drive them back home carrying a eclipse in the house. “Wanna lay down?”

(That last post you had was so realistic I can't even!!)
Eclipse hummed softly, "I just wanna cuddle with you."

(I took it from life experience my dad is hard on me because I have had an disease-ish type thing that makes me week and because that I always have to exorcise and keep moving because the after math will always be there, so it kinda was real :)
“I can do that,” he chuckled bringing Eclipse to the bed. Saayan laid down next to him and held him in his arms. “Before you can love anybody, you have to learn to love yourself. Every part of you. Not just the good parts, but that bad parts too.”

(THAT'S STILL AMAZING I COULD ACTUALLY HEAR SAAYAN'S VOICE THROUGH THE TEXT ON MY SCREEN)
Eclipse curled in on himself, "I love you… but not me…" he said softly, hugging himself.

(Thank you so much! Also, my friends name is Saayan. When I told him I was using his name he was like, “I’m not gay, I’m bi bro get it right” XD)

“Then learn to love you. I’ll help you, but this is something that only you can do no one else. If you can love me, then you can love yourself,” Saayan kisses Eclipse’s forehead.

(XD)
Eclipse shook his head, "I really don't deserve you.." he said softly.