forum Can I get a hug?

Started January 10, 2019 by @ElderGod-Carrots

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I've always been asked that by people who want to end it. All of them.
"Why?"
We love you for you.
Carys you're charming, witty, definitely smart, a talented writer, and you're unique, special and amazing.

I’m really not…

Yes you are.

No… I’m literally nothing…

Yes you are.
You're a daughter.
A girlfriend.
And pur friend.

Carrots, you are totally creative. I love your writing style, and everything you come up with is so interesting! You are so talented, hun.

I'm really not…

You are an amazing person, stop lying to yourself. You know those negative thoughts aren't ever right, they're not giving you some sort of "hard truth to accept", all they're doing is hurting you and the ones who love you. It may be difficult, but try to look at all the happy things in your life, don't cry over the tiny bit of negativity in a world that loves you dearly.

With you kid.

I’m a worthless friend.
A pathetic girlfriend.
And a stupid daughter.
I’m easily replaceable.

Nutella's right. Don't. Listen. To. the. Damn. Voices. You are a unique individual. Even if nothing else, that makes you valuable.

You said you were smart a minute ago.
You can't play both sides.

And if you're so pathetic as a gf I'm amazed you're still together.

And you're not worthless, or else I wouldn't be here right now.

You are as irreplaceable as they get.

If your not with Shuri, I want to pm w you. I've been in that crap before and I really want to help. It gets better. I swear. You probably know that already but you just can't hear it.

What Shuri said.

Why can’t I just do one thing for me for once and die!?

Because if you go I'm going too.

Then you’ll be dying for no reason.

That's too bad.

I…
I’m sorry… I’m so sorry…

Why?

For everything… for worrying everyone…
for just… existing…

Why can’t I just do one thing for me for once and die!?

For two reasons. One, you will just take that pain, and give it to everyone who cares about you.
And two, you will be robbing yourself of a future that will probably get better.

My future was never bright anyway…

Carys.
It always gets better.
Do I have to tell you the story about my friend Sammy?

For everything… for worrying everyone…
for just… existing…

Bullshit. You didn't decide to exist so if your existing is so bad, it's not actually your fault.
And we all worry other people sometimes. No sweat.

My future was never bright anyway…

So you know the future do you? Because the past does not make the present. You do.

Yeah but… you guys probably have better stuff to do…
Who’s Sammy?

There's nothing I can do that's better than helping you…

You want to know who Sammy is, huh?

Like what? Helping someone is the best possible way to spend time.

I guess…
And yeah… who’s Sammy?

Like what? Helping someone is the best possible way to spend time.

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