forum Can I get a hug?
Started by @ElderGod-Carrots
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@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Sammy is my friend.
Her situation is similar to yours, actually.
Smart kid. Did good in school. Loving relationship.

Then her mom and sister died in a car accident or something.
Then her boyfriend killed himself.
I dunno why.
My Sammy was… Distraught to say the least.
Tried to kill herself. (Which is why I know that if you go, Ella will too.)

Trying to kill herself made her mute.
She can't speak.
And after her new girlfriend and I saved her life, she got amnesia…

Imagine your life is carefree and fine…
Then you're transported six months into the future.
Everyone you love but two people are dead.
And YOU CAN'T FUCKING SPEAK!

I helped her.
Now she's doing alright and she and her girlfriend are getting married this February…

That's why it PISSES ME OFF when people say it can't get better.
Bull fucking shit.
Yes it can.
If I can help cinnamon roll Sam, I can help you.

Deleted user

See ya stupid carrot? Life gets better. No matter how much it sucks.

Why’d you call them stupid exactly?

Deleted user

It can get really shitty. To the point where you just want to drop off the face of the earth. I’ve faced that as well. Never thought in my life I would. Thought I could just make vulgar jokes and smoke weed and never face mental issues. But oh boy was I wrong. Anyway; It’s tough. It may look like it’s the end and that the only solution is to kill yourself. It’s not the answer. At all.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

See ya stupid carrot? Life gets better. No matter how much it sucks.

Why’d you call them stupid exactly?

It’s something of an endearment if used probably.

I call my best friend stupid all the time and she does the same to me, it may sound mean but the way we use it it's almost like a symbol of how much we care at this point

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I’ve never heard it used like that before. So umm. Sorry.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

My future was never bright anyway…

I remember saying that to myself… I may have mentioned many times that I'm actually happy with my life and not depressed, but it hasn't always been that way. I had a time in my life where I looked at myself like I was some worthless piece of junk, it was mostly regarding my artwork and my "lack of talent", but it eventually spread to other things, such as my appearance and personality. And then to pile more on top of it, my great grandma, AKA the one person who always cared about me, passed away. That hit me hard. So I went through all of 2017 and most of 2018 in this depressing thought that the one person who cared was gone and that I was a pointless, talentless, annoying human being, and I eventually just stopped drawing because everything I did made me hate myself even more. It was only these past few months when I started getting my life back together. Fast forward to today and now I realize that, while I may not be as great as the artists on YouTube, I'm doing better than I was before. And while I may not be the prettiest girl alive, I'm pretty in my own way. And while I'm definitely not the greatest human alive, there are people in this world who are happier because of me, including my great grandma. I'm a very happy person now, I started drawing again, I've been socializing more, and I've been a lot more religious (Those are all things that I enjoy, you don't actually need to socialize or doodle eyeballs on every piece of paper you own to be happy). So don't ever say that you're worthless, don't ever say that you have no talent, and don't ever say your future isn't bright. You have no idea what will come to you over time, and if you just die you'll be inflicting that sorrow on everyone you know. Think happy thoughts.

(sorry about any grammar/spelling errors, Grammarly isn't working right now for some reason and I'm too lazy to refresh the page)

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

Kinda reminds me of this one Doctor Who episode, I don't remember what it was called or much about it (Fellow Whovians, help me) but I do remember that there were these robots that spoke in emojis and killed anyone who was feeling grief, because they saw it as negative and thought it was best to put them out of their misery. Just one problem, by killing more people they put others into that grief, and it just kept spreading as they slowly killed anyone who wasn't smiling. Let's just imagine that in real life; if everyone who felt grief or loss committed suicide, they'd be putting more people into that same grief, pushing others to suicide until the whole population dies out. It may not seem like your life matters but it truly does.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

I want everything to go back to how it was…
When I wasn’t like this.
Or maybe I don’t…
Maybe this is what I deserve…

Things will go back, you’ll be happy again, you have to make it through the hard times to get to the good