I'm not alone, it's just me and your ghost, and this cripplin' depression, I thought I learned my lesson."
so basically this is kind of a angsty roleplay because I've been really obsessed with them for a while now, but I feel like I dont have enough of it in my life at the moment, starting this is probably a bad idea anyway, considering I have tons of other things I could be doing instead but I obviously don't care.
"But, I threw out my phone, and I burned all your clothes, and now I'm not alone, it's just me and your ghost"
im Character B
so basically I was thinking I just want an angst filled friendship role play instead of romance this time.
The plot is really simple, Character A just lost their significant other, to causes the person who role plays them will decide. Character B is basically just someone they see in a group therapy thing for people who have lost loved ones, Character B lost their parents a few years ago, and that is why they're attending, finding it extremely hard to live on their own in their early twenties, with no one to turn too.
"I'ma set fire to the one thing I loved the most, burn it all to the ground with your ghost. I'm not alone, it's just me and your ghost, and this cripplin' depression, I thought I learned my lesson. But, I threw out my phone, and I burned all your clothes. And now I'm not alone, it's just me and your ghost. Me and your ghost."
Age (early 20's):
Name: Ezra Blankara
Age (early 20's): twenty-two
Gender/pronouns: Male, he/him
Appearance: He has a lean body, 5'9 with square built features, including his shoulder and jaw, his facial appearance is soft, with a thin narrow nose and small lips, soft and somehow pink and plump. He has a bit of muscle that is only noticeable through his clothes, when he wears tight shirts. He has soft brown hair, which comes to the top of his ears and is a bit wavy towards the part. His eyes are light brown and appeal as soft, but sometimes darken when he is angry or upset.
face claim: fake happy boyo
Personality: Ezra tries to be an optimist but it hardly ever works out for him, his mind constantly racing with anxiety filled thoughts, though he tries to hide this through what his mother once called " sunshine smiles" but this is sometimes seen through by people who can tell how tired he is from his dark circles and red rimmed eyes.
Likes: sunsets,sunrises,diners, reading, greek mythology and stuffed animals
Dislikes: the idea of fate, the idea of god and people who claim everything happens for a reason
Background Info: Ezra constantly is in battle with his mind, ranging from small debates of full blown panic attacks he is his own biggest enemy, anytime he has a good opportunity he declines and then sulks over the good outcome that would have come to him if he would have accepted. He lost his mother three years ago and he is constantly caught between the fourth and fifth stages of grief, bargaining and depression. Though he tries to give other people the idea that he has surpassed these and is now living happily in acceptance of her death. Since he died when he was nineteen, seeing as she was his only family in america, he was placed in a homeless shelter for youth and then got a job as a waiter at a small diner called Rita's, where he spends his time when not at home or group therapy. He is constantly shaming himself for feeling this way when his life could be so much worse. He lives in a ratty studio apartment on the lower sdie of the city; the south side.
- Ezra has an anxiety disorder
- no one knows he still attends group therapy after three years of it, except the people in therapy with him
- Ezra constantly is wearing hoodies and cuffed jeans or band T Shirts with cuffed jeans and a flannel.