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You'd never know this was an empty smile
But then my days have felt like this for quite a while
But no one seems to see it,
It's like the whole world just keeps passing me by, by and by
I'm trying every night, I lie awake, I face my darkest fear and
All these lies, that whisper and won't go away
Break the world I know
I fear I'll never see the light of day,
I need you here and now
Take the pain I hold,
It's crying out to be the end of me,
But I can't hear the sound
A thousand days fell here in black and white
Longing looking hoping for the morning light
I know it's got to be there
I'm just waiting for the glorious sign
By and by
I'm trying every night, I lie awake, I face my darkest fear and
All these lies, that whisper and won't go away
Break the world I know
I fear I'll never see the light of day,
I need you here and now
Take the pain I hold,
It's crying out to be the end of me,
But I can't hear the sound
These voices choke away the light
And they infect me with their lies
They try to take away my life
They give me one way out
Out through my Christ, the light of the sky
You've washed them away and now you've given me life
You've shown me the reason
The story in the night
I'm so undeserving now I don't have to hide
Break the world I know
I fear I'll never see the light of day,
I need you here and now
Take the pain I hold,
It's crying out to be the end of me,
But I can't hear the sound

@basil_

and im' so scared of this feeling im having
this stress and fear just keeps adding
adding crashing into my mind
don't know what this feeling is so i hide
hiding from the demons that come and i cry
pleading for help cause they're attacking my mind
feeding on fear and making me blind
blind to the people who put in their time
to help me find
some kind of sign
that everything is going to be fine.
and i push them away and get lost in my pain
and i think to myself am i going insane
am i not supposed to be here
walking this earth?
just a little dent there
is that my worth?
they say you have to stop thinking these things
and i say its not easy
but they convince me just briefly
that maybe if I try
and let them inside my
head..

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What song is that

Mine is "Break The World" By Nine Lashes

@basil_

(mine wasn't a song it was just a random moment for like five minutes where i was really depressed and hating on myself)