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(Shade are you all caught up on our scene (Even though you're sleeping))
(Shade are you all caught up on our scene (Even though you're sleeping))
Lillian yawned and rolled over.
You have those voices too. Insanity and Depression. They love to mouth off about things they don't understand. She just laid there, she didn't have the right words to break the silence.
His voices aren't any variation of himself, they're people. Others who seek revenge. Ryan sat up a little, "It's fine though,"
(I take that as a yes)
Sebastian continued to let his eyes search the room, they fell upon the desk by the wall with at least five different pill organizers. He didn't verbalize his questions he just moved on, "So two brothers? Is that ever really annoying?"
(Yep!)
Thing was, this wasn't the Insanity and Depression he knew. While she did give them names to help organize them, the voices were always different. Other people who only wanted to see her crash and burn. "I'm sure it is."
His favorite voice was his brothers, Chris didn't hate him for what he had done and that was important to him, the only voice that didn't try to break him.
Sebastian continued to let his eyes search the room, they fell upon the desk by the wall with at least five different pill organizers. He didn't verbalize his questions he just moved on, "So two brothers? Is that ever really annoying?"
Darren laughed, "Not really, I don't talk to either of them much. My other brother left to get away from this family and we still talk, he has a son and a daughter and a wife so he's doing fine for himself,"
However, on a good day, Jasmine would be there. She'd always been there and seemed like the only person who'd always been on her side no matter what. She was different from the others and only tried to lift her up, which was nice.
Lillian found Darren and moved towards him. She put her head on his lap.
However, on a good day, Jasmine would be there. She'd always been there and seemed like the only person who'd always been on her side no matter what. She was different from the others and only tried to lift her up, which was nice.
Ryan pulled away from her and stood up to head to the kitchen, there was nothing in there so it was a pointless endeavor but he needed to get up.
Lillian found Darren and moved towards him. She put her head on his lap.
Darren laughed softly and rubbed her back.
Lillian nuzzled against him as her body relaxed.
She laid there, fingers twitching lightly. There was no point in getting up but she needed to do something, so twitching was it.
Ryan fell to the ground, first on his knees and then just collapsed, he curled into a ball and just stayed there.
Sebastian continued to let his eyes search the room, they fell upon the desk by the wall with at least five different pill organizers. He didn't verbalize his questions he just moved on, "So two brothers? Is that ever really annoying?"
Darren laughed, "Not really, I don't talk to either of them much. My other brother left to get away from this family and we still talk, he has a son and a daughter and a wife so he's doing fine for himself,"
"Oh, that's good," Seb smiled and peered at Lillian.
She could feel a panic attack growing closer, filling up, starting at her feet and working upwards. If she didn't stop it before it reached her head, she'd go under, succumb to the waves of anxiety.
Ryan grabbed the front of his shirt and ripped forward, tearing it off of him. The scratches were black and that blackness had begun spreading to the veins around it. He laid there unable to move.
Darren looked down at Lillian, "She sleeps like a rock 20 hours a day but I bet if you say the word weed, she'll be up in an instant,"
(Darren what the hell?)
The waves came, sharp and fast, filling slowly at first then growing faster and faster. She tried to force her mind away from it, but she couldn't do it. Her breathing became unsteady, sharp and shallow.
Lillian opened an eye and said quietly, "Weed?"
Darren chuckled, "See,"
Ryan closed his eyes and let it take him, his vision spotted until it was just darkness. This was better for him at least for a little while.
Sebastian laughed, "I feel you," he said in an almost joking tone.
Lillian sat up and yawned, "Nice."
The attack came faster than normal. There was no way to stop it. She jolted up, anxiety taking over her mind, and she screamed. She was shaking so badly her teeth chattered. Her breathing was uneven and her eyes were bloodshot, darting around the room at random intervals. Then the coughing started. The force of it shooting her forward until it happened. Blood. She started coughing up blood.
Lillian sat up and yawned, "Nice."
"Sorry to wake you love," He smiled.
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