@ShadeStar
āMore like a curse,ā Lillian spoke with a mocking tone.
āMore like a curse,ā Lillian spoke with a mocking tone.
"Okay wow you care more about that guitar than just spending time with your fiancee." She giggled.
āMore like a curse,ā Lillian spoke with a mocking tone.
āWithout existence I could have never met youā¦. then Iād be lonely,ā
"Okay wow you care more about that guitar than just spending time with your fiancee." She giggled.
āI wanted to play a song,ā he rolled over with his face in the snow again.
"Then go get it! It's just over there." She pointed to the guitar that was slowly becoming coated in snow not that far away.
"Then go get it! It's just over there." She pointed to the guitar that was slowly becoming coated in snow not that far away.
āEeeehhhhhhh, I donāt have enough knowledge of these powers to make it come to meee,ā
āIām sure you would have found someone else. Probably have an easier life with them too,ā Lillian wanted out. Her thoughts were swirling down the drain so quickly she had no time to stop and think. She needed to get out, get away. Her leg bounced rapidly.
She sighed. "Fine, lazy." She snapped and the guitar popped into her hand. "Now then, I'll give you two options here. You can either get up and grab it or I drop it on your head. Your choice."
āIām sure you would have found someone else. Probably have an easier life with them too,ā Lillian wanted out. Her thoughts were swirling down the drain so quickly she had no time to stop and think. She needed to get out, get away. Her leg bounced rapidly.
āStop, please stop,ā he wrapped his arms around her, āI donāt want anyone else please donāt,ā
She sighed. "Fine, lazy." She snapped and the guitar popped into her hand. "Now then, I'll give you two options here. You can either get up and grab it or I drop it on your head. Your choice."
Ryan grumbled into the snow. It felt good on his face and there was only one thing to focus on here.
Lillianās leg stopped. She froze slightly before relaxing, āIām sorry. I didnāt mean- Sorry.ā
Lillianās leg stopped. She froze slightly before relaxing, āIām sorry. I didnāt mean- Sorry.ā
āDonāt be sorry,ā he kissed her head, āIām just scared,ā
She shrugged. "Alright, don't say I didn't warn you." She then proceeded to drop the guitar onto his head and turn back to face the clearing.
She shrugged. "Alright, don't say I didn't warn you." She then proceeded to drop the guitar onto his head and turn back to face the clearing.
The guitar stopped just over his head an float gently beside him. āThanks,ā
Lillian closed her eyes as she leaned against him, āIām terrified. Terrified of the future, the past, and especially the present.ā
Lillian closed her eyes as she leaned against him, āIām terrified. Terrified of the future, the past, and especially the present.ā
āThe past cant hurt you, itās gone and can only appear in the future if you allow it. The present⦠youāre with your boyfriend.ā
She was quiet, lost in her thoughts about something. While the topic at hand was unclear from the outside, it was crystal clear that the shimmer in her eyes were tears and this was a toxic topic she needed to break free from.
She was quiet, lost in her thoughts about something. While the topic at hand was unclear from the outside, it was crystal clear that the shimmer in her eyes were tears and this was a toxic topic she needed to break free from.
Ryan sat up and brushed the snow from his guitar. ā16 hundredā¦ā
Lillian closed her eyes as she leaned against him, āIām terrified. Terrified of the future, the past, and especially the present.ā
āThe past cant hurt you, itās gone and can only appear in the future if you allow it. The present⦠youāre with your boyfriend.ā
āYeah, I-Iām safe arenāt I? Nothingās going to happen that quickly.ā The problem isnāt them, itās me. Just man up and do it, no more December right? No more loss, pain, or troubles. Just utter bliss. But then I would lose himā¦
She squeezed the cold rusted metal of the swing's chain, blinking rapidly to rid her eyes of tears but it didn't work.
āYeah, I-Iām safe arenāt I? Nothingās going to happen that quickly.ā The problem isnāt them, itās me. Just man up and do it, no more December right? No more loss, pain, or troubles. Just utter bliss. But then I would lose himā¦
āWe can do this together, we canāt leave each other,ā he needed her, it sounded dumb but he did.
She squeezed the cold rusted metal of the swing's chain, blinking rapidly to rid her eyes of tears but it didn't work.
āBelle?ā Ryan stood up to face her. āHey, Whatās up?ā
She was too lost to hear him. She squeezed her eyes shut, could he hear the screaming match in her head? It hurt to listen to. She sniffled slightly, hoping he wouldn't see the few lone tears that had slipped out the corner of her eyes.
But more importantly he would lose me, Lillian forced a small smile, āYeah. Sorry I was being dumb. I wonāt go anywhere, promise.ā
(G'morning I want to die)
(Good morning. Whys that?
(I dunno I'm just really depressed about yesterday)
(Oh, losing a family member is never easy but it does get better)
(I know
Taking care of her mate is hard cus she looks so lost
Like she's waiting for her to come back)
(Aww)
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