forum School RP (Closed 😬Stalkers welcome)

Started May 14, 2018 by Deleted user

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Ryan held her close. "Sometimes you've got to bleed to know, that you're alive and have a soul," He smiled a little bit, he only wanted her to feel better.

She clamped her hand over her mouth, not wanting her heavy breathing to drown out the song. She calmed a small bit, a smile starting to pull at the corners of her mouth.

"But it takes someone to come around to show you how. She's the tear in my heart, I'm alive, she's the tear in my heart, I'm on fire, she's the tear in my heart, take me higher than I've ever been," He laid his head against her's careful. "The songs on the radio are okay,"

"But my taste in music is your face." She automatically responded, a smile playing at her lips, her sobs dwindling down to tears and sniffles.

Ryan laughed, "And it takes a song to come around… Skips. Laziness prevails. You fell asleep in my car I drove the whole time. But that’s okay I’ll just avoid the holes so you sleep fine. I’m driving here I sit, cursing my government, for not using my taxes to fill holes with more cement,"

"But that’s okay I’ll just avoid the holes so you sleep fine. I’m driving here I sit. Cursing my government for not using my taxes to fill holes with more cement… Skipssss My heart is my armor. She’s the tear in my heart, She’s a carver. She’s a butcher with a smile. Cut me farther. Than I’ve ever been. Than I’ve ever been. Than I’ve ever been. Than I’ve ever been. My heart is my armor. She’s the tear in my heart. She’s a carver. She’s a butcher with a smile. Cut me farther. Than I’ve ever been." She smiled, finally calming down completely.

Ryan rubbed her back softly as he wiped the tear from his face. "Are you okay?"

Her smile faded, the situation crashing back onto her consciousness. "Am I ever okay?"

Her smile faded, the situation crashing back onto her consciousness. "Am I ever okay?"

"I hope I make things okay sometimes,"

"That you do. You've been the only one who's made things okay. Even if it's just for a minute." Her smile returned slightly. "I can only hope I do the same."

"Sorry but you don't," he sighed deceivingly, "You make everything more than okay. You make everything perfect all the time, even when it's going wrong I know you're still here,"

"I'd never leave. I can't. I love you too much. But I'm not perfect, how can I, just little ol me, make everything perfect?"

"For me? Yes. You're everything to me," She clearly didn't know how he was before she came.

"I know this is going to sound a bit random but I'm curious, what were you like before me? Like, before we met?" He always said that but how did she do it?

"A mess. I was literally insane,"

"Really? You seemed alright when I showed up."

"You didn't notice me talking to myself?" He laughed, "Besides I was with Darren, he helped sometimes but only to a certain point. But the voices are real they aren't my imagination,"

"No? When I walked in you were sitting quietly. Well, and playing games but you weren't talking. But I'm sure they're real. The question is, why did they disappear when I showed up?"

"They didn't like that you made me happy,"

"I can't imagine why." The sarcasm was practically dripping off her voice. "What did they say about it?"

"They tried to convince me of several things and they still do they're just quieter about it now. Given up I suppose,"

"Several things like what?" What are these voices trying to do to him?

"That I wasn't good enough for you. That you hate me. That you don't tell me things. That I'm not worthy of being alive,"

She wrapped her arms around him, being cautious of his back, and held him tight. "None of those things are true. I hope you know that."

He didn't respond but he melted into her embrace. The voices didn't yell at him anymore, they simply whispered everything he didn't want to hear and they always were pretty convincing.