@_sleeby_rat_
“Because I keep doing the wrong thing..?” Kaz said, though it sounded more like a question than a statement. Had he not done something wrong? Fucking idiot, of course you did something wrong, his mind spat
“Because I keep doing the wrong thing..?” Kaz said, though it sounded more like a question than a statement. Had he not done something wrong? Fucking idiot, of course you did something wrong, his mind spat
“But you aren’t doing anything wrong…” Vaughn said slowly. Jesus, Kaz sounded just as confused as he was. This was a disaster.
Kaz made a noise of frustration, burying his face in his hands. “Sorry,” he said again, and his mind cackled. Ooh, you know what’d be amazing? If he was acting so weird around you because I told him you liked him? it laughed, and Kaz froze
Vaughn exhaled sharply. He had started to correct Kaz, but he simply shook his head slowly and shut his mouth again. He brought a hand up to run over the shorter side of his hair in thought.
“Hey, um. When I was…not me in the lab, did I tell you anything…weird? Or shocking?” Kaz asked, staring at the floor while his mind laughed giddily
“Called me pretty boy. Does that count?” Vaughn asked, voice monotonous. That had been extremely awkward, and slightly embarrassing. Why was Kaz asking about it?
“Oh no,” Kaz groaned, burying his face in his hands again. Told you I told him, Kaz. What’re you gonna do about it? his mind snickered
“I mean, it’s fine, I know it wasn’t you…” Vaughn said, trailing off towards the end of his sentence. Was he disappointed? Slightly. Would he tell Kaz that? No.
“I…Oh god, he actually told you, I didn’t think he would go that far,” Kaz whined, pressing his face further into his hands. Enjoy your living hell, his mind giggled
“Is there something else you’re not telling me?” Vaughn question per. Kaz was almost acting too embarrassed about something that wasn’t his fault. What was really going on here?
Kaz just made a strangled noise, his face going slightly red. “It’s just…You’re a very attractive person is all,” he said, trying to avoid just straight-up saying he liked Vaughn
Vaughn’s brow furrowed at that. Kaz thought he was attractive? And Kaz liked men. Did that mean that Kaz likes Vaughn? “Do you..?” He started, hoping that Kaz would know what he was trying to ask.
Kaz nodded. “Yeah,” he mumbled, his face effectively red. Good god, there was no way Vaughn liked him back, no one ever did. He probably just made everything awkward for them
(Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!)
(Lol we’re trying)
Vaughn didn’t say anything, though his mouth was formed in an “Oh” position. How had he not noticed it before? Now that he thought about it, it could have been obvious. Kaz was attractive, and Vaughn did need a chance to explore his sexuality… “Can I kiss you?” He suddenly asked, tone hesitant. It was such a stupid thing, but he was a believer of the idea of consent.
(YES!)
Kaz moved his hands from his face, eyes wide at the question. Like an idiot, he had to look around to make sure Vaughn was talking to him. He rubbed at his cheeks, nodding a little. “Y-Yeah, if you want,” he responded
Vaughn shifted closer to Kaz on the bed, expression wary. He leaned forward, tilting his head so eventually, his lips were pressed to Kaz’s. They were softer than he thought they would be.
Kaz felt his face heat up even more. Oh god. Oh god oh god oh god he was kissing Vaughn! He could hardly believe it, he was almost totally convinced he was in some sort of drug-induced dream. He pressed into the kiss slightly, trying to make sure he wasn’t actually dreaming
Vaughn’s eyes were shut as his lips began to move slowly, taking his time to feel Kaz’s lips against his own. He shifted closer, one hand moving to rest on the other side of Kaz.
(YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS)
//yessss
(Lol)
Kaz closed his eyes as well, moving one hand to the hand Vaughn had next to him, twining their fingers together gently. He hadn’t kissed many people, and the times he had before hadn’t been the most pleasant. But this? This was nice, far nicer than any time before
For once, Vaughn didn’t mind the closeness between them. Actually, he couldn’t get close enough. He nudged Kaz back slightly, now hovering over him. He didn’t break away from the kiss, sighing against Kaz’s softly.
Kaz reached up, wrapping his arms around Vaughn gently. He didn’t want to make him feel like he was rushed, especially since the slow kiss felt so nice. He smiled slightly against Vaughn’s lips. Maybe he wasnt’t dreaming after all?
Vaughn had his knees on either side of Kaz’s waist, straddling him. He continued to kiss Kaz, deepening it a tad. Oh, this felt so, so good. He didn’t regret doing it one bit.
(Someone's getting their twenty bucks.)
Kaz laughed faintly against Vaughn’s lips, one hand moving to the back of Vaughn’s head, fingers scratching lightly at the shorter bits of Vaughn’s hair. He had suddenly forgotten about the pain in his bones, or the headache the injection had given him. All he could think of was the fact that he was actually kissing Vaughn
(Lolll)
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