pain noise noooooooo I don’t wanna cry more—

(That legitamately made me wheeze with laughter.)

(I try to be funny sometimes <3 but I’m also slightly concerned now)

(I'll live as long as the doctors have said I will.)

(cries)

(Please no?)

pain noise noooooooo I don’t wanna cry more—

Maybe this is why when you do cry it isn't for long and it hurts. You just hold it in.

(That legitamately made me wheeze with laughter.)

(I try to be funny sometimes <3 but I’m also slightly concerned now)

(I'll live as long as the doctors have said I will.)

(cries)

(Please no?)

(why)

cries in math homework

eats you

no thanks

eats again

no thanks
have some cheesecake instead
🍰

eats you and the cheesecake

no no no, you misunderstand, friend
you can only eat the cheesecake, you cannot eat me
no thanks

huffs

have some condolence cheesecake
🍰

eats all of your cheesecake including your secret stashes

pain noise noooooooo I don’t wanna cry more—

Maybe this is why when you do cry it isn't for long and it hurts. You just hold it in.

Not me regularly doing this irl I mean whomst

(That legitamately made me wheeze with laughter.)

(I try to be funny sometimes <3 but I’m also slightly concerned now)

(I'll live as long as the doctors have said I will.)

(cries)

(Please no?)

(why)

(Fair enough. Cry as much as you need to, little sister.)

pain noise noooooooo I don’t wanna cry more—

Maybe this is why when you do cry it isn't for long and it hurts. You just hold it in.

Not me regularly doing this irl I mean whomst

You, little sis. It's a form of self-harm, did you know that?

sings off tune

PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES

pain noise noooooooo I don’t wanna cry more—

Maybe this is why when you do cry it isn't for long and it hurts. You just hold it in.

Not me regularly doing this irl I mean whomst

You, little sis. It's a form of self-harm, did you know that?

_oh

sings off tune

PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES

PANDORAAAAAA

hey guys I may have figured out the reason for my chronic chest pain!!!!!!!

sings off tune

PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES

PANDORAAAAAA

PANDORAAAAAAA

sings off tune

PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES

PANDORAAAAAA

PEACHES

sings off tune

PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES

PANDORAAAAAA

PEACHES

PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES PEACHES I LOVE YOUUUU

pain noise noooooooo I don’t wanna cry more—

Maybe this is why when you do cry it isn't for long and it hurts. You just hold it in.

Not me regularly doing this irl I mean whomst

You, little sis. It's a form of self-harm, did you know that?

_oh

Yeah. Did you know that holding back my sobbing is also part of what hastened my thing to be so bad? True story. Holding back the deep breaths I needed to take during and after, and eventually just not breathing or breathing too much, really fucked me up. So stop it sooner, little sis. Promise me that when you feel like crying, you'll let it run all the way through.

hey guys I may have figured out the reason for my chronic chest pain!!!!!!!

Holding back tears?

(Fair enough. Cry as much as you need to, little sister.)

When your actual older sisters don’t call you little sister: aaa-

hides in my blanket cocoon with my chronic chest pain and apparent self-harm habits and questions my entire existence

hides in my blanket cocoon with my chronic chest pain and apparent self-harm habits and questions my entire existence

hugs

(Fair enough. Cry as much as you need to, little sister.)

When your actual older sisters don’t call you little sister: aaa-

I pause Do you not like it-? Did I do something wrong?

hides in my blanket cocoon with my chronic chest pain and apparent self-harm habits and questions my entire existence

lays on the floor next to your blanket cocoon and also questions existence

Yeah. Did you know that holding back my sobbing is also part of what hastened my thing to be so bad? True story. Holding back the deep breaths I needed to take during and after, and eventually just not breathing or breathing too much, really fucked me up. So stop it sooner, little sis. Promise me that when you feel like crying, you'll let it run all the way through.

Dear lord—

hey guys I may have figured out the reason for my chronic chest pain!!!!!!!

Holding back tears?

yes

hey guys I may have figured out the reason for my chronic chest pain!!!!!!!

Holding back tears?

yes

Then stop doing it.

hey guys I may have figured out the reason for my chronic chest pain!!!!!!!

Holding back tears?

yes

Then stop doing it.

how

(Fair enough. Cry as much as you need to, little sister.)

When your actual older sisters don’t call you little sister: aaa-

I pause Do you not like it-? Did I do something wrong?

No you didn’t-
_{Just wasn’t expecting it you can keep calling me that if you want}

Most of my crying nowadays is because of the thing and if my parents see me crying they’ll ask why and I can’t fuckign tell them—

hey guys I may have figured out the reason for my chronic chest pain!!!!!!!

Holding back tears?

yes

Then stop doing it.

how

Therapy. Letting yourself actually. You know. Feel emotions properly. You need to scream in anger? Do it. You need to cry? Do it.

i am also available as a big sister if anyone wants one <3