@ClownB*tch eco
super off topic but I'm starting volleyball today and I'm ecstatic!
wait nope i'm terrified
super off topic but I'm starting volleyball today and I'm ecstatic!
wait nope i'm terrified
super off topic but I'm starting volleyball today and I'm ecstatic!
wait nope i'm terrified
i hope you do well though!
I know in colleges where you have an on campus living requirement you can often use marriage to move off campus.
Oh my god I get to go to Atlanta pride this year!!!!
A group of my friend's friends are going, and he invited me and some other people. The more we have, the more we can split costs, so it works out.
Oh my god I get to go to Atlanta pride this year!!!!
A group of my friend's friends are going, and he invited me and some other people. The more we have, the more we can split costs, so it works out.
I cannot attend anything pride related because my parents are
✨homophobic✨
My parents don't know about it lol
And they're never going to find out
stealing is okay in my opinion unless you steal from small businesses, then, i do not support that
the big corporations don't need all that moneyIf it's chain it's free reign
i agree.
i want to change my name again cuz idk i think I've gotten bored of it but then my parents will be upset and ask why I can't make up my mind
for example, the name Ori seems like a really good name cuz I do and always have loved Ori And The Blind Forest and still play it BUT how the hell am I supposed to tell my parents that I want to go by something different again
(plus Ori is pretty gender nuetral)
that one's tough, but you could try smth like "hey so i think i've found a name that suits me better, can you please call me [insert name here] instead of [old name]"
that's what i did
I appreciate straight allies so much y’all ;-;
So I’m semi-out at school about my gender shit and most people just call me Max, but I’m not out at home. And one of my friends just texted me (apparently our moms are meeting up or something) and just checked if I was out so her mom wouldn’t accidentally out me and just ahhhhhhhh it made me so happy that she asked
I have yet to come out to my parents because I don't wanna get
✨b e a t e n✨
Okay so… I’ve done a thing…
About a month ago I called my grandma and explained to her that I don’t always identify as a woman. She was okay with it.
About a week ago I called the doctors to discuss the possibility of me completely stopping my periods, and they said that while there is a way for them to stop it completely they are apprehensive as it will weaken my bones. Today, I got a call from my doctor and she’s putting me on The Pill to prevent the bleeding. Most people take the medication for three weeks of a month and have the last week as a break, but I’m taking it for three months with a week break… I’m nervous, I’m really nervous
im scared for you, but if thats something you wanna do, then go for it.
I have yet to come out to my parents because I don't wanna get
✨b e a t e n✨
THIS IS THE BIGGEST MOOD I'VE EVER SEEN
I have yet to come out to my parents because I don't wanna get
✨b e a t e n✨THIS IS THE BIGGEST MOOD I'VE EVER SEEN
agreed-
Cw: dysphoria vent
Cw: dysphoria vent
Spoiler - click to show.This vocal dysphoria is really getting to me :)))))))))
I'm really trying every exercise I've seen. It's just not fuckin happening, I still sound like a very feminine child :)))))))
Might just start fucking smoking I guess? /hj
But like what DO I DOOO
All I'm getting out of this is a sore throat and more mutism everyday :///
I want to talk to people without being embarrassed, I have things to say and jokes to tell
I'm finna cry about it
I just want to sound the way I hear myself in my head
uhm dysphoria vent too I guess
while we're talking about it, so the whole 'b0obies' thing is really getting to me, like my bust isnt big but it isnt small either, like everytime I look in the mirror like I wanna cry, but I cant talk to my parents about it because they're stuck in the whole 'they're only two genders' mindset and like HHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I wanna bind so freaking bad but I cant.
But I've been told my voice is androgynous, but my voice sounds to masculine when I wanna be feminine and to feminine when I wanna be masculine because ✨genderfluid tingz✨
and Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Cw: dysphoria vent
Spoiler - click to show.This vocal dysphoria is really getting to me :)))))))))
I'm really trying every exercise I've seen. It's just not fuckin happening, I still sound like a very feminine child :)))))))
Might just start fucking smoking I guess? /hj
But like what DO I DOOO
All I'm getting out of this is a sore throat and more mutism everyday :///
I want to talk to people without being embarrassed, I have things to say and jokes to tell
I'm finna cry about it
I just want to sound the way I hear myself in my headuhm dysphoria vent too I guess
while we're talking about it, so the whole 'b0obies' thing is really getting to me, like my bust isnt big but it isnt small either, like everytime I look in the mirror like I wanna cry, but I cant talk to my parents about it because they're stuck in the whole 'they're only two genders' mindset and like HHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I wanna bind so freaking bad but I cant.
But I've been told my voice is androgynous, but my voice sounds to masculine when I wanna be feminine and to feminine when I wanna be masculine because ✨genderfluid tingz✨
and Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
uhm idk if the spoiler box thing worked for me, i cant tell…so sorry in advance
now adding onto the dysphoria vent thing
I'm on the track team and there are some pretty girls and once again I'm faced with the question of "Is this a crush, is this platonic, or do I just want a hug?"
Also there's only one other biracial afab kid on our team and the assistant coach keeps getting our named confused even though my hair is short and pink, and hers is a natural color and in braids that reaches down to the middle of her back, not to mention the fact that we dress completely differently and go to two separate schools entirely-
kinda more dysphoria stuff?
One small tip I can give to make your voice sound a tad deeper is breathing out before you speak. Not sure how much it'll help with your problem, but just thought I'd throw it out there.
oooo i just tried it out and it did a little bit! not sure how often i'd remember to do it tho lol
mmmmm Dysphoria Time
I think
I might just- wait until im 18, move away to a college, far away, and then consume a whole new entire identity (by new I mean my preferred name and pronouns)
lol good use of dysphoria i'd do the same but sadly i'm already diagnosed soooo
Also, I'm probably gonna try to get a couple pins and I need some ideas as to things that scream "Gay but in a Conservative area and don't want to get hate crimed"
I think
I might just- wait until im 18, (two more years) move away to a college, far away, and then consume a whole new entire identity (by new I mean my preferred name and pronouns)
HOW DO YOU DO THE SPOILER BOX THING ITS GETTING ON MY NERVES GRRRRRRRRRR
Just quote Swim's message to find out.
I think
I might just- wait until im 18, (two more years) move away to a college, far away, and then consume a whole new entire identity (by new I mean my preferred name and pronouns)
HOW DO YOU DO THE SPOILER BOX THING ITS GETTING ON MY NERVES GRRRRRRRRRR
you do < spoiler > [text here] < / spoiler > but without the spaces if that makes sense
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