Hello! I survived Idaho and traveling by myself for the first time. I finished 2 books and found a cow bone. I almost didn't survive the weekend. I almost got into an accident (Not my fault) when I was practicing driving and I had a really bad migraine which led to me sending a friend a picture of my giant stuffed shark with my hand flipping him off.
some parents say you can tell them anything then when you say you think that you’d be better off dead they take it as a personal attack and accuse you of purposely provoking them and say that that’s why you can’t have adult things like social media
why is this my life? lmao, it's funny because my parents do the same thing. They always tell me to consider their feelings when i break one of their rules or some thing, and they don't understand that it's literally not personal. y'all just happen to be the people setting rules for me, it wouldn't matter who it was, i'd still disobey them because i'm young and hungry for experiences and freedom that you deprive me of. it wouldn't matter if my parents were zendaya and tom holland, i'd still disobey them simply because i don't like the rules that are set for me. so once again, IT'S NOT PERSONAL.
god i'm unreasonably upset about this again
tw for grooming
it's just really overwhelming right now to feel all that aha
god i'm unreasonably upset about this again
tw for groomingSpoiler - click to show.it's just really overwhelming right now to feel all that aha
yeah I get how you feel, I got groomed on here about a year or two ago as well. It's really hard not to blame yourself for not realizing
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hi, I just want to express that I dont have a phone either (im 16 abt to be 17)
and it makes me feel super mega isolated
Oof yeah I was in that place, the only reason I was allowed to get a phone was for collage, I understand you.
sometimes my parents are so strict about everything I do, but not on any of my other siblings, it makes me feel like im targeted.
Like I almost feel they only take care of me because they have to, and dont really care for me as a person all that much, considering my parents and siblings all have fun times watching tv together, but im not aloud to, and sit in my room, listening to them be happy and laugh and it makes me cry, like I want to be included to, I want to be loved and taken care of, I want appreciated.
god i'm unreasonably upset about this again
tw for groomingSpoiler - click to show.it's just really overwhelming right now to feel all that aha
yeah I get how you feel, I got groomed on here about a year or two ago as well. It's really hard not to blame yourself for not realizing
i wonder if it was the same person actually. also, i'm really sorry dude, that's awful
god i'm unreasonably upset about this again
tw for groomingSpoiler - click to show.it's just really overwhelming right now to feel all that aha
yeah I get how you feel, I got groomed on here about a year or two ago as well. It's really hard not to blame yourself for not realizing
i wonder if it was the same person actually. also, i'm really sorry dude, that's awful
It was hard, do you want to talk about it in dms?
So ummmm
Basically right now I have an issue for the last date of our one play of the semester. I have a major band competition on the same day. So basically I might be getting demoted to a less significant role if they can’t change our performance date. It sucks because this is the only performance of the year I’m guaranteed to be in. And after two years where we couldn’t do any performances, this is the worst.
So ummmm
Basically right now I have an issue for the last date of our one play of the semester. I have a major band competition on the same day. So basically I might be getting demoted to a less significant role if they can’t change our performance date. It sucks because this is the only performance of the year I’m guaranteed to be in. And after two years where we couldn’t do any performances, this is the worst.
awh, im sorry :(
I got into a play at my local theater before I recieved my dance schedule. Turns out that the play practices overlap with one of my favorite dance classes, and I'll have to choose between them. I enjoy theater more than dance as a whole, but I have so many wonderful friends in dance that I wouldn't see otherwise, as none of them go to my school or live near me. I really don't want to choose between the two, and I have to do it soon because they're both about to officially start up.
Last night I was having some sort of sensory overload/overstimulation thing and was crying because the frogs were so loud. Then I decided to be proactive and get a flashlight to find the frog outside my window. I threw him into a field then came back and tried to wash my face, but guess what? Frog slime mucus juice stuff can burn your eyes!
I started trigonometry today and i'm surprised and proud that i didn't cry. that probably won't last long though. it's just frustrating because i'm usually such a fast learner but i feel so stupid when it comes to math. i hope this year goes well.
guilt. just,,,,,, guilt. over everything. all the time.
(how do I make it do the spoiler thing??? I can’t remember)
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So, I've probably slept 3 hours consecutively in the past week and for some reason when I tried getting to sleep tonight my brain thought "Imagine your past self (Like still single digits self) Ran up to you and hugged you, and for some reason that just made me break. I had 2 different trains of thought with this and they were "You've got so much shit coming to you that you don't deserve" and "Oh God, you're gonna be so disappointed with yourself when you take a step back and actually look at me."
So ummmm
Basically right now I have an issue for the last date of our one play of the semester. I have a major band competition on the same day. So basically I might be getting demoted to a less significant role if they can’t change our performance date. It sucks because this is the only performance of the year I’m guaranteed to be in. And after two years where we couldn’t do any performances, this is the worst.
Yeah so they couldn’t change the date so I can only be an understudy for a role at most
This fucking sucks. I’m trying not to make a big deal about this because my theater director really did want to change it to help me but she just couldn’t do it.
So ummmm
Basically right now I have an issue for the last date of our one play of the semester. I have a major band competition on the same day. So basically I might be getting demoted to a less significant role if they can’t change our performance date. It sucks because this is the only performance of the year I’m guaranteed to be in. And after two years where we couldn’t do any performances, this is the worst.Yeah so they couldn’t change the date so I can only be an understudy for a role at most
This fucking sucks. I’m trying not to make a big deal about this because my theater director really did want to change it to help me but she just couldn’t do it.
im really sorry, thats sucks a lot :(
So ummmm
Basically right now I have an issue for the last date of our one play of the semester. I have a major band competition on the same day. So basically I might be getting demoted to a less significant role if they can’t change our performance date. It sucks because this is the only performance of the year I’m guaranteed to be in. And after two years where we couldn’t do any performances, this is the worst.Yeah so they couldn’t change the date so I can only be an understudy for a role at most
This fucking sucks. I’m trying not to make a big deal about this because my theater director really did want to change it to help me but she just couldn’t do it.im really sorry, thats sucks a lot :(
Thanks dude…I’m really trying to not get upset over it but the reality is I’ll probably be going into my senior year without having done any productions. I know things will get better and I’ll get over it, but right now it just really hurts.
So ummmm
Basically right now I have an issue for the last date of our one play of the semester. I have a major band competition on the same day. So basically I might be getting demoted to a less significant role if they can’t change our performance date. It sucks because this is the only performance of the year I’m guaranteed to be in. And after two years where we couldn’t do any performances, this is the worst.Yeah so they couldn’t change the date so I can only be an understudy for a role at most
This fucking sucks. I’m trying not to make a big deal about this because my theater director really did want to change it to help me but she just couldn’t do it.im really sorry, thats sucks a lot :(
Thanks dude…I’m really trying to not get upset over it but the reality is I’ll probably be going into my senior year without having done any productions. I know things will get better and I’ll get over it, but right now it just really hurts.
I feel that, im really socially anxious, so I kinda wanted to attend homecoming this year with my two friends.
Because I feel, as a junior; like I haven't done anything due to my social borders, and it makes me vaguely upset when I think about all the experience Ive missed, like yes i might not like the event, but at least I have experience from it good or bad.
But when I mentioned the idea to my stepmom last night she started yelling at me, and talking about how she couldnt afford to buy my ticket, and that she didnt want my friends buying my ticket, and then went into to how she couldnt pay for my dress (really didnt wanna wear it, but felt I might accidentally out myself as genderfluid, possibly non-binary if I tried to explain to them why I didnt want to wear it)
so I agreed that i wouldnt go, and she said she was just trying to help, that she felt I wouldnt like it at all, so I got mad because she constantly tells me to stop being a social 'weirdo' but then rejects the idea's I have to overcome that specific problem.
That sounds really upsetting, I’m sorry you’re having to deal with that, dude.
That sounds really upsetting, I’m sorry you’re having to deal with that, dude.
its fine, I have vowed to still try to get past my anxiety and social boundaries, by hanging out with my friends any chance I get this year. (I don't see friends outside of school like ever, last time I spent the night at someone's house was freshman year, i'm now a junior)
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So uhhh I have an interview for a job I am very overqualified for tomorrow but I'm still lowkey nervous because I SUCK at interviews. Like I have never been picked following an interview with the exception of that stupid fucking pizza place that fired me before I finished training. Interviews make me want to perish.
Good luck then
stupid fucking pizza place that fired me before I finished training
Sorry abt the interview my guy. But what went on here?
stupid fucking pizza place that fired me before I finished training
Sorry abt the interview my guy. But what went on here?
I also got fired from a pizza place, because the owner came in, without warning and told everyone on shift he was shutting our location down-
Oh I literally have no idea. Manager just pulled me aside after my shift and told me I was being let go.
Oh I literally have no idea. Manager just pulled me aside after my shift and told me I was being let go.
that sucks, I had to deal with kinda the same thing, but with the owner, and he was letting our entire crew go-
Do y'all remember teh Crypt drama?
I just found out that they were actually an alter in my system and I didn't know about my system at that time and now I feel stupid for accusing them of stealing something it turns out they worked on with me