I got a chewing toy for babies off amazon and my parents dont know (they dont like it when i stim either), i hide it in my room and it's really helped tho I can only use it when im alone. It also has a rattle so ✨more stim✨
here's the link to what i got if you want to try ordering it discreetly: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08614XF65?psc=1&ref=ppx_pop_dt_b_asin_title
WAit, am i reading this right. Are you A Little???
Or are you preggos?
Sorry if that came off as rude
they were,,,,, talking about chewing toys to help with stimming so you aren't chewing on random things??
i'm sorry i fail to see how that relates to being a little or being pregnant-
Actually, on a side note I have realised that if I ever tell my dad that I think I need professional help he will immediately shoot me down. Like, the way he keeps telling me the same controversial stuff over and over (vaccines are made to commit mass genocide, covid isn’t real, the pandemic is a total joke, Trump definitely won but the government is just hiding it, and by the way he isn’t actually that bad Biden sucks more, ect. ect.), and from what he’s specifically told me, he’d just tell me the stuff I’m dealing with friends, they’re either AIs, or have staged their illnesses.
So… about Ethan, he’s not exactly wrong, but Trina? She fucking died, do not dare tell me she’s still alive. I already went through the whole stage of denial. I couldn’t fucking believe she was dead, do not fucking dare tell me that this is all just a cruel joke. I went through that stage. Please do not give me false hope.
And yeah, Ethan made a mistake that may have broken most of his friendships, but that’s okay. We’re human. I get his reasoning. And you know what? I’m so fucking glad all of this is over. I’m so glad he’s in remission.
But also… if I told him about Michael, I’m afraid I would never be able to access Discord again. I’d get myself banned (at home) from it. Not to mention the thoughts, the memories, the feelings, they haunt me everyday and it’s so scary and I know I should talk to Mei about it but I’m not ready to face it I don’t want to retell that story all over again I can’t I can’t I can’t.
And for fucks sake, Dad, these are my friends. I’ve known most of them for two years, and others at least a year and a half, some for a year, and that’s more than enough for someone to drop an online persona. Like Ethan said, it’s like 8-9 months that’s the maximum one can hold an online persona. I know them. Even Ethan couldn’t keep up the idea that he was sick and dying for more than three months.
So I know that this might not make sense to most of you, or to anyone at all but I do need to put this somewhere and since my main venting place doesn’t allow swearing (it’s still very wholesome and I love it) I’m going to dump it here.
As always, stay safe, don’t forget to eat and hydrate, and try not to die.
I love you all very dearly <3
You guys mean the world to me, always remember that okay?
WAit, am i reading this right. Are you A Little???
Or are you preggos?
i am an age regressor but i was talking about easy to get replacements for stim toys
Im always worried about corpse husbands wellbeing and still think I mean nothing to no one. my therapist wants to start me on exposure therapy bye–
Why do the titles of Wilbur and Corpse's songs('I'm in Love with an E-girl' and 'E-girls are Ruining my Life', respectively) have the same energy in the title but completely different vibes when you listen to the music
today sucked
but at least now i can say "i had a mental breakdown at taco bell" and be telling the honest truth
my brother found out one of my friends is a lesbian and he's been threatening to tell my parents if i don't do what he wants
im feeling very anxious
WAit, am i reading this right. Are you A Little???
Or are you preggos?i am an age regressor but i was talking about easy to get replacements for stim toys
Ah okay, Me too dude.
WAit, am i reading this right. Are you A Little???
Or are you preggos?i am an age regressor but i was talking about easy to get replacements for stim toys
Ah okay, Me too dude.
oh cool, I have an agere chat somewhere, if you want to join I can send you a link
My parents wont let me go to the god dang hospital and I hate it
update: my stepdad threatened to call the police on me and now i'm having a complete breakdown YaY!
I'd love to join, also sends hugs
my brother found out one of my friends is a lesbian and he's been threatening to tell my parents if i don't do what he wants
im feeling very anxious
Is your friend open about being a lesbian?
my brother found out one of my friends is a lesbian and he's been threatening to tell my parents if i don't do what he wants
im feeling very anxiousIs your friend open about being a lesbian?
well she's an online friend and tbh i didn't even know but my brother asked her and she said she is
my brother found out one of my friends is a lesbian and he's been threatening to tell my parents if i don't do what he wants
im feeling very anxiousIs your friend open about being a lesbian?
well she's an online friend and tbh i didn't even know but my brother asked her and she said she is
Are your parents homophobic?
Can I just…..SCREAM AND CRY?? One of my close friends just tried to threaten me….THEY'RE IN SHOWCHOIR WITH ME….and Is trying to spread a lie that I'm a skank ….I swear….I'm gonna just lose it….
Guess now I'm down another friend…Slowly but surely gonna be just alone.
Well, if they're treating you poorly then they weren't your friends to begin with, they're hurting you more than helping you.
^^^^^
So today i thought i was on a roll with my writing and i got excited about the 6k word count even though its been like two hours. And then I saw that it was not, in fact, the word count. I have written 6k characters, only around 1.1k words x_x
why is writing so difficult. It's not even fully writing, just a script with mostly dialogue but it goes so slow.
That's still better than nothing!
^^^^
Remember, the first draft is just to make it exist. After that, go back and add things if you feel like they're necessary. And it doesn't have to be long to be good!
my brother found out one of my friends is a lesbian and he's been threatening to tell my parents if i don't do what he wants
im feeling very anxiousIs your friend open about being a lesbian?
well she's an online friend and tbh i didn't even know but my brother asked her and she said she is
Are your parents homophobic?
yes
todays been so shitty
I'd love to join, also sends hugs
thanks, here's the link:
https://www.notebook.ai/forum/general-chat/agere-sfw-only
Ahhhhhhh this isn’t a major rant but I just need to get it out
So I’m a cosplayer. I started about two or three years ago, but unfortunately haven’t had the resources to get super good at it.
And my parents just don’t understand it at all. They don’t understand what I see in it and I can never explain it well. And due to my grades not being all A’s they won’t let me have access to my cosplay stuff (I haven’t had full access to my stuff in over a year now).
It’s just so frustrating, they clearly think it’s weird and then ask me why I try to hide it from other people saying that I have nothing to be ashamed of. It’s all very contradictory and hypocritical.
Out of nowhere tonight I brought up how eager I am to do more cosplay stuff and my mom was like “what would you even do with it?” And of course I explained and she just…doesn’t get it?? Pretty sure she thinks I’m doing something really weird and creepy (which she has no reason to think so, all of the characters I’ve cosplayed so far are male and have nothing scandalous about them in the slightest). But it’s just so frustrating because I’ve been watching cosplay videos literally since when Musical.ly was a thing, and I have such a passion for it and I’m not allowed to do it.
e m o t i o n s
so many of them
suddenly wanna draw Eret really bad