Oh and I had my birthday and no one wished me happy birthday on here or over text or on social media and it was kinda pathetic.
And I have to go to IOP so if any of you have gone can you like share your experience or give me advice or something, it’s making me nervous
My brother read that book this year and he said it was decent but he thinks it was too much. Like something bad happens every single day he's on the island.
My brother read that book this year and he said it was decent but he thinks it was too much. Like something bad happens every single day he's on the island.
? Am I thinking of the wrong book? I though hatchet happened in the middle of a Forrest somewhere in Maine or Canada next to a lake.
My brother read that book this year and he said it was decent but he thinks it was too much. Like something bad happens every single day he's on the island.
? Am I thinking of the wrong book? I though hatchet happened in the middle of a Forrest somewhere in Maine or Canada next to a lake.
Yeah it was in the Canadian Forests and there was a big L-shaped lake and moose and stuff so you know it’s Canada
I know that this isn't related to the discussion at hand
but I just watched the Movie:The Old Guard on Netflix
And it had a Vietnamese actress, which by itself is really exciting cuz I never see anyone of my race on tv
but like shes gorgeous like absolutely stunning
I've never seen a Viet that beautiful like her ( NO OFFENSE TO ANY VIETS OR ASIANS.)
God, shes so pretty.
Anyway sorry to interrupt your conversation, please continue as you were
hey relsey I'm not as good at the whole advice thing as you but I really want you to know that you aren't your siblings. you're you and anyone who doesn't see that is insane. and I get the whole feeling trapped thing, tho not in the same way as you. but there is escape. you're already an individual yourself and when you do get into the "real world" you don't have to be the person everyone thinks you are! I'm sorry that your family doesn't understand that you get overwhelmed quickly tho. they're not bad people or anything, they just do not get it and it sucks
Thank you, I really appreciate that.
My brother read that book this year and he said it was decent but he thinks it was too much. Like something bad happens every single day he's on the island.
? Am I thinking of the wrong book? I though hatchet happened in the middle of a Forrest somewhere in Maine or Canada next to a lake.
Yeah it was in the Canadian Forests and there was a big L-shaped lake and moose and stuff so you know it’s Canada
lmao i haven't actually read the book idk what my brother's talking about
Oh and I had my birthday and no one wished me happy birthday on here or over text or on social media and it was kinda pathetic.
And I have to go to IOP so if any of you have gone can you like share your experience or give me advice or something, it’s making me nervous
When was your birthday fam?
Also, i seem to be lacking in words of comfort bc my brain went s p l a t the other day so yeah, but don't self harm
You are a very precious fren of mine and i don't want you to hurt yourself like that- if you can't help it, then find an alternative
Also, lemme take a sec to laugh at the "intensive outpatient program" cause i have that- well did last year, but now we do it via video but like, i used to bail all the time because i never did good in group settings, so i have no advice my dude, sorry
But maybe when they force me to go again we can share experiences- that is if i finally decide to cooperate and not hide in the bathroom for an hour-
Oh and I had my birthday and no one wished me happy birthday on here or over text or on social media and it was kinda pathetic.
And I have to go to IOP so if any of you have gone can you like share your experience or give me advice or something, it’s making me nervous
fucken hell, i missed your birthday fren???
jlkdsflksdf please tell me when it was so i can mark it down on that calendar, i don think i ever got your birthdays kljsdf
i'm so sorry-
big hugs @ fren
hap late bornaversary fren!!!!
i'm sorry i missed it-
[yes these things are why i pop back on here lkjsdf]
Oh and I had my birthday and no one wished me happy birthday on here or over text or on social media and it was kinda pathetic.
And I have to go to IOP so if any of you have gone can you like share your experience or give me advice or something, it’s making me nervous
Oh shit, I didn't see that, when was your birthday?
Also happy late birthday?
my mental health has been skyrocketing downwards
i was doing so well just a few days ago-
but each day it becomes more and more clear that even my closest friends aren’t to be trusted
nobody is
there’s no one else like me
i’m alone
i’m all alone
i keep trying to wait, hoping that something somewhere will make it all okay, but i really don’t think i can be saved
i’m just going to see how much longer i can go before i finally snap
Good morning
I had to spend 10 minutes cleaning blood off my floor and walls and hands
Bad Science again, Ash?
I told you to wait for Lizzie and I to help you.
I had a nosebleed
my mental health has been skyrocketing downwards
i was doing so well just a few days ago-
but each day it becomes more and more clear that even my closest friends aren’t to be trusted
nobody is
there’s no one else like me
i’m alone
i’m all alone
i keep trying to wait, hoping that something somewhere will make it all okay, but i really don’t think i can be saved
i’m just going to see how much longer i can go before i finally snap
idk if this will help but ily so much fren <3
you may be the only one who has this exact situation
but
we are here for you
because we lov you
and will support you in anyway possible
i-
thank you, iz-
thank you so much…
dammit i'm tearing up-
Ay, Relsey. I get what you mean. This stuck at home thing majorly sucks. I'm a huge introvert so being alone from people for too long can be very detrimental. Literally thank God for NB because without you guys as a source of socialization I would have had a much worse quarantine.
I get the big family thing. I have seven siblings and we live in a small house. I room with my three brothers which is chill but hella cramped. It sucks.
Bro I hate Family Activities. Like, I love my family. But a good 90% of the time I want to hang with my family on my terms. Not even against hanging all the time. I just don't like being forced to. I guess I'm trying to say that your feelings make sense and I don't think they're selfish.
I'm the second oldest so I don't get your issues being young. I also don't think my siblings deal with that except when we talk about looks. But it really sucks that you feel like people don't see you as your own individual. If it's not just in your head (no offence but sometimes we feel things that aren't really true, maybe they compare a lot but still value you for you), you can either suck it up and wait, or you can go in a direction no one has gone before to make you different. Do any of them write?
As for being trapped… do you have a property? Or do you just live in a house. Just walking around or climbing trees might be good for you if you can.
And it had a Vietnamese actress, which by itself is really exciting cuz I never see anyone of my race on tv
but like shes gorgeous like absolutely stunning
I've never seen a Viet that beautiful like her ( NO OFFENSE TO ANY VIETS OR ASIANS.)
God, shes so pretty.
Ooh, what actress? Are you Vietnamese?
my mental health has been skyrocketing downwards
i was doing so well just a few days ago-
but each day it becomes more and more clear that even my closest friends aren’t to be trusted
nobody is
there’s no one else like me
i’m alone
i’m all alone
i keep trying to wait, hoping that something somewhere will make it all okay, but i really don’t think i can be saved
i’m just going to see how much longer i can go before i finally snap
Earthrocketing.
Well, no one is exactly like you. That's kind of the beauty of it.
But I know that being alone hurts. And you probably aren't. Everyone has a bunch of crazy issues. Yours just seem to be more niche.
And you can trust me. As much as I have shown you, you can trust me. I truly care about you and hope and pray (I do pray for you sometimes) that you will feel better and be better. You got us, Muffin, and it aint over until we say it's over. Just take one step at a time.
And it had a Vietnamese actress, which by itself is really exciting cuz I never see anyone of my race on tv
but like shes gorgeous like absolutely stunning
I've never seen a Viet that beautiful like her ( NO OFFENSE TO ANY VIETS OR ASIANS.)
God, shes so pretty.Ooh, what actress? Are you Vietnamese?
Yeah and her name is Ngo Thanh Van
my mental health has been skyrocketing downwards
i was doing so well just a few days ago-
but each day it becomes more and more clear that even my closest friends aren’t to be trusted
nobody is
there’s no one else like me
i’m alone
i’m all alone
i keep trying to wait, hoping that something somewhere will make it all okay, but i really don’t think i can be saved
i’m just going to see how much longer i can go before i finally snap
I'm literally horrible at advice but here's some wholesome memes
i love you guys so much….
Hey, Ella, it'll be okay. Maybe not today or tomorrow, but someday it will be.
And it had a Vietnamese actress, which by itself is really exciting cuz I never see anyone of my race on tv
but like shes gorgeous like absolutely stunning
I've never seen a Viet that beautiful like her ( NO OFFENSE TO ANY VIETS OR ASIANS.)
God, shes so pretty.Ooh, what actress? Are you Vietnamese?
Yeah and her name is Ngo Thanh Van
Oh dang she pretty. Btw you gonna post a pic of yourself on the Picture chat? You don't have to. Owen hasn't and Nie only gave a pic to Mir I think.
I did but only two people responded, so I don't think you'd want to see what I look like, lol. Kat knows what I look like though.
I looked for it but it looks like you deleted it. It was before I knew you so it seems I paid you no mind.
Yep
Band was…not great. It was super awkward and I was extremely stressed and embarrassed. And my ankle is flaring up again (I got tendonitis in my left Achilles two years ago at band camp and it didn't heal right so marching band is.. interesting)