I've only been on anesthesia once. I fell "asleep" crying while the doctor was talking about his sons and chapstick. I woke up fine, but the nurses were all up in my face confused about how I wasn't crying, which just confused me. At first one of them tried to get me up off the chair, but I fell down and hit my shoulder. They gave me a couple minutes but when two of them tried to get me to walk I just fell and hit my head. They didn't give me anymore time and basically carried me out of the room. They later explained that kids who fall asleep crying wake up crying, and I was an outlier. 2/10, would not recommend.
I only have like 3 friends, two I am talking to right now, one is my sister who I rarely talk to, its mainly her talking to me, and my teacher who we email every other day with weird questions
dear woman aggressively knocking on my door: l e a v e
okay who the fuck gave my address to Visiting Angels??
Yesterday, I was at the park and this lady came up to my mom asking if she wanted a bible. We're not Christian so my mom told her no thank you but this woman would not leave. My mom is telling her its fine thanks we don't need a bible and the lady is basically screaming at my mom telling her to go to god and asking if she believes in god and stuff. I was with my friends and didn't know what was happening so we walked up to them to see why the woman was screaming at my mom. The woman then turns to us and says, "Oh, maybe they want a bible" and we tell her no thanks and again she starts yelling at us. We finally convinced her that we have one at home and don't need one.
I made a little catnip toy for my cats and when I gave it to them, one started drooling on it?? Like is this normal?? I've never seen him drool before
I just remember getting out of anesthesia and the nurse gave me my clothes and she said "don't stand up to put your clothes on or I'll have to take you to the emergency room." And my dumbass was like "eMeRgEnCy rOoM, wHy?" and she was like "You'll fall and hit your head." And I said "rEaLlY?" and then she left.
I want to experience this. I want to experience the effects of anaesthesia. But guess what? I’m ✨ resistant ✨ and I found that out the hard way.
RIP my dentist, the poor woman looked so confused
My family and I were on our weekly zoom call and somehow my siblings were arguing about who got the least attention because my parents sent one a gift card for MOD pizza and is uber eating the other one Chick-fil-a and I was sitting there until i took the IPad away and in my room I said " I have had a split lip for three days and I was in my room cause of a migraine all day yesterday and neither of them have said anything. I think I win" and then took the IPad back to my parents and acted like nothing happened
That's a fat F from me, Queen
I used to be part of the small population of people who never experience headaches (outside of colds/sickness). This last month I've had one almost everyday. I think it's an anxiety thing. This sucks.
my nails are so short it makes me sad
years of trying to drop this habit and i still can't stop
for heck's sake…
my nails are so short it makes me sad
years of trying to drop this habit and i still can't stop
for heck's sake…
What've you tried so far?
I wish my nails were longer, but I’m an artist and paint is a nightmare to scrub from under nails..
I want to grow my nails hella long
I wanna sharpen them into claws
Because siblings
I take great pride in my fingernails
Screw everything, if you break one of my nails I'll kill you
I've got talons at this point
Very sharp
I accidently scratch people all the time with them.
My nails were getting long but I've also stopped drinking milk so they are very brittle and I've already broken most of them
my nails are so short it makes me sad
years of trying to drop this habit and i still can't stop
for heck's sake…
What've you tried so far?
painting them
wearing gloves
boredom eating
and that's it
painting them seems to be the best solution, however the polish flakes off every 30 seconds and when there's none on since i've been wearing polish for so many years it feels wrong, prompting me to bite them again
psh imagine wanting long nails
It sucks
I’d kill to have nails that don’t grow stupidly long within the span of a week
then i accidentally hurt people i love (especially nowadays, upon other years of my life i didn’t feel bad) and waaahh
my nails are so short it makes me sad
years of trying to drop this habit and i still can't stop
for heck's sake…
What've you tried so far?
painting them
wearing gloves
boredom eating
and that's it
painting them seems to be the best solution, however the polish flakes off every 30 seconds and when there's none on since i've been wearing polish for so many years it feels wrong, prompting me to bite them again
Sometimes this fidgeting technique isn't always about the hands. Sometimes it's more oral centered. Have you tried chewing gum in order to keep your mouth busy?
No way. I use my nails for everything. The tips of my fingers (yaknow, right by the pokey part of your nail) are hella sensitive and having short nails hurts when I do stuff
drugs today after all cause mom made me
>:(
drugs today after all cause mom made me
>:(
You should mention how it makes you feel. It might be important but even if it's not, it can't hurt to let someone know
drugs today after all cause mom made me
>:(
You should mention how it makes you feel. It might be important but even if it's not, it can't hurt to let someone know
I second this. There's a very small chance they could be messing with your brain to make you paranoid about.. not being paranoid, if that makes sense. Your doctor might've told you this, but you should be keeping a journal listing symptoms and changes.
my nails are so short it makes me sad
years of trying to drop this habit and i still can't stop
for heck's sake…
What've you tried so far?
painting them
wearing gloves
boredom eating
and that's it
painting them seems to be the best solution, however the polish flakes off every 30 seconds and when there's none on since i've been wearing polish for so many years it feels wrong, prompting me to bite them again
You should try Malvala or something similar. It’s polish but it tastes really bad and keeps you from biting your nails.
except i've felt this way before the medication too
it's one of the main reasons i put off getting help for so long
i eventually figured i could keep everything other than the depression secret so it wouldn't go away, but it seems that plan failed
my nails are so short it makes me sad
years of trying to drop this habit and i still can't stop
for heck's sake…
What've you tried so far?
painting them
wearing gloves
boredom eating
and that's it
painting them seems to be the best solution, however the polish flakes off every 30 seconds and when there's none on since i've been wearing polish for so many years it feels wrong, prompting me to bite them again
You should try Malvala or something similar. It’s polish but it tastes really bad and keeps you from biting your nails.
I've heard of that stuff, just haven't found it anywere and can't order things online very often
Hey I’m back
I was seriously dehydrated
My mom let me take a water bottle to my room
I’m good now
Anyways that was two days ago
That's not a thing.
Like you'd know
Be quiet! Having sexual attractions to friends is…. shudders
they're making me vulnerable
Paranoia doesn't make you strong. That's a bunch of bullshit.
Paranoia weakens you and keeps you from your life. Paranoia can develop into delusion, which is a scary and debilitating experience. Lowering your baseline anxiety level does not make you vulnerable. If anything it makes you more aware of what's going on around you, because you don't have a cloud of "what ifs" blocking your veiw. You'll be able to understand more and make better decisions. Without paranoia, your judgement is sharper.
Besides, you can't just stop treatment. If you stop taking those pills so suddenly, you could go through withdrawals and it's more than likely that suicidal and other dark thoughts with flood back stronger than before. You can't mess with your brain chemistry like that. Take them as instructed. Be consistent.
Fr. Schizophrenia is no bueno. Lol just took a test and I'm High Risk. I know I'm not though. (But maybe that's what they all say Lol.) But also some of the questions I still found fault with because they could be subjectivly answered.
