kinda sick of dealing with everyone fighting these past few days. what's happening to us?
well personally I'm kind of tired of trying not to kill myself, getting called worthless and unhuman because of my sex life, dealing with a certain family member and remembering I actually have to eat, drink, shower and take my meds instead of just sleep and cry.
i don't know but i want it to stop
honestly
who tf cares if someone has two accounts
why should it matter if people type differently
i'm sick of all this
of course no new people join anymore, we tear them apart and spread rumors about them before they've even had a chance to speak-
I don't know if it would be better to hash everything out or just to let it go
Probably to hash it out
Explanation beats evisceration
let it out.
I love that song
elsa went off on that one
let it out.
I love that song
elsa went off on that one
I mean, Let It Go is pretty good but I was referring to Let It Out from The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals
let it out.
I love that song
elsa went off on that one
I mean, Let It Go is pretty good but I was referring to Let It Out from The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals
ah, yes. anna's interlude.
let it out.
I love that song
elsa went off on that one
I mean, Let It Go is pretty good but I was referring to Let It Out from The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals
ah, yes. anna's interlude.
Let It Out fucking slaps though
"Am I crazy? Maybe I've always been…" gets me every time
let it out.
I love that song
elsa went off on that one
I mean, Let It Go is pretty good but I was referring to Let It Out from The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals
Finally finished that today. Not sure how I feel
Dream journal, June 10, 2020:
Mir and Caustic had an argument about seasons or something while I practiced my duolingo in the background and that was it. the entire dream. 8 whole hours of this
it was
like where are the batman costumes and plastic rainbow pirate swords
i want a refund
I slept 3 hours last night because my braces were hurting so bad. Some messages and events from late-night Ash:
1:30 AM Ash wrote this in a note: 'I sends hugs'. I vaguely remember talking to myself about how I'm gonna hug y'all, some fictional characters and Thomas Sanders.
1:50 AM Ash was dangling their feet out the window because it was raining. Almost got their feet attacked by a bat.
2:20 AM Ash was just suffering.
haha braces
You got any anti-inflammatories? They work for braces you know
Don't worry, I took an Advil as soon as it was socially acceptable to wake up my parents to ask for one
Make sure you take another one later tonight so you’re not up.
Also try to take a nap or something, too
Okay I need to get his off my chest cause honestly it really hurt me but I don’t know if I’m right to be angry so here we go (trigger warning)
The other night I really wasn’t feeling good, I was feeling really depressed and suicidal and I texted my friends telling them how I was feeling and asking for help. And no one answered so I figured they just hadn’t seen the messages because it was very very late, then like an hour later I deleted the messages because I figured no one has seen them
And then the next morning one of them texted me, telling me I’d scared him, which meant he saw the messages when I posted them. And he ignored them.
Anyway I very rarely ask for help and even then I backed out so I guess he was just responding to the fact that I’d deleted them. So I’m not sure what to think but yeah I just wanted to get that off my chest
ohnuu-
i'm sorry fren
big big hugs @ fren
Thank you Izzy returns hugs you’re the best
Amber I’m gonna come out and say that fucking sucks. I’m really sorry.
Thank you Izzy returns hugs you’re the best
ofc fren, anytime-
hehe you're awesome too fren, don't let anyone, even you tell yourself otherwise
ngl I'm glad you guys agree that it really did suck
Thanks so much Emi for real
hey amber, while you're on, Dom wants to know what chat it was that you talked about Broadway a bunch. At least he did yesterday, not sure if he still does or if he found it
oh I’ll go and look for it otherwise I could rant some more if he wants?
Amber, that's the definition of uncool, my dude. I'm sorry no one responded. Have you asked him or talked through why he didn't respond right away? It's good to talk through and break down possible barriers when it comes to stuff like this, especially if he's a close friend. But yeah, that really sucks.
I’m guessing this is what he wanted, I’m up on the first page