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Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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lmfao okay

We can do that tomorrow, though. I’d be more than happy to do that stuff with you guys. I just have to focus (I’m just taking a small break).

I'm having a DnD session from 1:00 onward tomorrow, I'll try to hop on if I can!

Oof I can't join yall tomorrow. I'm heading down to the valley to celebrate the grandparents' birthdays (they're within a week of each other and Poppa is turning 80)
So yeah, I won't be able to join the chaos

lmfao okay

We can do that tomorrow, though. I’d be more than happy to do that stuff with you guys. I just have to focus (I’m just taking a small break).

alright aha
that's fine

yknow
tbh i hate seeing people hurt
especially when i don't know them
because i can't say anything
i have absolutely no idea where to start
it's so much easier with even the people i barely know
even one of the newbies on here would be easier to try to cheer up
lkjsdlkjdflksdf
why is life so frustrating??
like,,, i know i can't help everyone
i can't cure everyone
but it hurts
it hurts that i can't
cause i want to so freaking badly
but i always end up getting myself hurt everytime i try to push the limits of what i can do
…

I really need to stop falling asleep, pretty sure I missed tea again

I really need to stop falling asleep, pretty sure I missed tea again

If you did, so did I

Oof I can't join yall tomorrow. I'm heading down to the valley to celebrate the grandparents' birthdays (they're within a week of each other and Poppa is turning 80)
So yeah, I won't be able to join the chaos

I won’t be able to tomorrow either, it’s my annual Memorial Day road trip and i’ll be in a small car with my sweet, innocent grandma

Ooh, have fun to both of you!!

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA ZOOM AT SOME POINT.

I really need to stop falling asleep, pretty sure I missed tea again

If you did, so did I

You missed tea as well? Dude what time is it where you are?

I really need to stop falling asleep, pretty sure I missed tea again

If you did, so did I

You missed tea as well? Dude what time is it where you are?

9:27 pm, I've been on almost all day though. My point was that I don't think anything happened. Except a bunch of zoom calls. I did miss those

Oh! When I say tea I mean the meal

That's significantly less interesting

Yes I know.
I have missed having tea for the last three days now though, but I’m pretty sure my family had fish because it was Friday so I guess it’s not that bad.

I’ll settle with a bowl of oxygen with a side of disappointment again.

If that ain't a mood
Also, ew. Fish is gross

I don’t mind fish, but I haven’t eaten it for so long that I don’t know if my stomach can handle it. My stomach can’t really handle much at the moment to be honest shrugs

Also, ew. Fish is gross

Agreed.

Also, ew. Fish is gross

Agreed.

You can't get back in my good graces by something as simple as this sir

Uh oh, I'm watching Cats 2019 again tonight
Wish me luck

Uh oh, I'm watching Cats 2019 again tonight
Wish me luck

Don't die, don't let your eyes bleed too much, don't bash your head in

Uh oh, I'm watching Cats 2019 again tonight
Wish me luck

Don't die, don't let your eyes bleed too much, don't bash your head in

At least I'll get to practice singing Memory
Sigh
Stupid quarantine, now I can't do my voice lessons and I was excited for that one.

dude

I don’t mean to be that guy

but fucking auditioning for DM is super fun

I love conducting, my BD is super helpful and giving me tips on how to sight read a score she gave to audition with

And most importantly

I get to sell myself as a good drum major

I think the most stressful part is the video audition where I have to record myself, but that’s it.

Good luck with your audition!! I'm going out for As You Like It in July, idk who I'm auditioning for though. Hoping for Jaques, but I'll probably get Adam. Rosalind would be amazing, of course, but there's next to no way I'm getting the lead.

Thanks!! Everything’s not due till July 1 (as said), but now that I’ve gotten some practice with conducting again and looked at the stuff we have to do, I’m pretty confident I can get this done under five days. I just have to be super careful with my grades moving on if I want to do that.

Dude, never say never. Get that mindset that you can get the position you want.

Good luck with your audition!! I'm going out for As You Like It in July, idk who I'm auditioning for though. Hoping for Jaques, but I'll probably get Adam. Rosalind would be amazing, of course, but there's next to no way I'm getting the lead.

!!! I'm doing As You Like It right now!!!

These are my “I’m Selling Myself Out Please Make Me DM” Articles. Please critique them or find stupid things.

1. In your opinion, what does the role of Drum Major entail?

The role of Drum Major consists of everything a passionate band kid would have, just one level higher. A Drum Major should be intense and dead-set on their purpose to better the band in every way they can, and to help every individual feel as if they are giving something to the band by being there. A Drum Major should be supportive of their section leaders, their co-Drum Major, and the fellow band members who are taking just as much time out of their schedule to support the band. Not only should a Drum Major be trustworthy and responsible, but they should also be considerate and ready to help with any sensitive situations and topics with other members of the band in order to make everyone feel as if they belong. This position means that the Drum Major is prepared to go past expectation and furthermore, to hold themselves to a higher standard than what they would someone else. Like any good musician in the music program, they should always be searching for some way to improve, whether it be with conducting, marching, or learning new pieces on their own to conduct.

1. What makes you the best candidate?

What makes me the best candidate for Drum Major is that I match the expectation of a good, strong Drum Major. I will do anything and everything in my power to support the band, using everything I know (and more) about music and marching. I am responsible in times of panic or disarray, able to stay calm in situations of high stress. I am easy to communicate with on a personal and technical level while also being trustworthy and responsible with sensitive topics that I may face in my leadership position. My ardency for music is the highest point of my candidacy, for I have put so much into learning my instrument and loving what I do on the field, I simply want to take it one step further for helping the band. I’m always searching for ways to better myself as a musician, conductor, and as a person. I strive for things that can make me grow and stand out as a person within the band, while still improving the band— no matter how minuscule

Realization of the day:
Mari and Rin are my chinchildren
Rin is technically Mari’s child
Mari is actually my only chinchild
I am a grandma

It's time for another mental breakdownnnnnnnnnnnnn

if we’re looking for more awful ones we can always google bible fanfiction
i haven’t seen any before but i’ve heard there are some pretty cursed results

oh no

I'll do you one better: veggietales fanfic

Bob and Larry are the most cursed ship and I doubt you can convince me otherwise.