@The-N-U-T-Cracker
what’s up mir?
what’s up mir?
shoe
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shoe
What kind
yall ever get that feeling where you miss someone
and you would love some hugs from them
and even though you can literally just chat with them rn online
its not the same, bc virtual and irl hugs are so much different
there's something about irl hugs that just make them infinitely better
There is something that makes hugs better, it's called science, here's some science if ya'll want it. Hug's give you like a lot of happy chemical's in your brain, and they are also good for your heart (Google it I'm not joking) Hug's give you chemicals that get rid of The Stress Chemical. They're really good for us, like really good and we should really give more people hugs.
Save lives, give someone a hug today.
Well, social distancing is also important
But hugs good
We should all give hugs
Well, social distancing is also important
But hugs good
We should all give hugs
factssss
i can't do this anymore…
i don't want to exist
my parents can get over it, i'm done-
No.
hey
ella
take a deep breath
big big hugs
okay, what's going on fren?
we're here for you, okay?
then what do i do?
i don't want to have to see my future
i want it to end-
hey,
we're here for you, i repeat
what happened?
you and i, we're around the same age
i get that
but our lives have barely started!
there's so much left to live for
…
sorry, i don't really know what else to say
i'm sorry…
i kept trying to pin the blame on everyone else when you haven't done anything wrong…
this hatred, fear, and judgement over all the stupidest things-
it's not everyone else that's an idiot
it's not everyone else that should be dead-
i'm the problem.
i'm the delusional one.
i'm done lying to myself
i'm done pretending
i'm not going to make it-
i'm not safe
i'll never be safe
i want to go before it can ever hurt me
i'm not making any sense
i'm sorry
i need to go bck to bed until i can think
i'm just gonna embarass myself
You matter, Ella. Trust me. You do.
d'you ever feel like you're not really living life, you're just going through the motions while living in some world of your own, being sad and feeling like you're about to break down?
idk if that made any sense, but that's like, a big mood rn
yep
I can't help but think of how much better today would be if a certain person were here. It kinda sucks.
I can't help but think of how much better today would be if a certain person were here. It kinda sucks.
who?
My mother.
Well that’s a mood if I’ve ever seen one 😔
its only 11am
so why do i still feel like shiet?
istg the world hates me today
didn't help that i was feeling extra depressed this morning (and still am, actually)
nor did the fact that my trackpad conveniently decided to stop working right after my chromebook decided to randomly shut down at about 50% power. it had plenty of battery, alright.
and then my cat gave me a big scare. i think she was just kinda half sleeping with her eyes sort of open but every now and then her paws would kinda like tremble and she was clearly breathing but when i shook her she didn't respond. it took her about five seconds to finally register that i wanted her to wake up. like, i was so relieved but that scared me so much. i was worried that she'd suffered a stroke or something.
BIG HUGS
I don't think I can relate to that today, but I've had days like that… days where I just don't wanna do anything, and would rather be non-existant.
mhm…
and thank you <3
you know, i think ima try making some of that mac and cheese with the recipe you shared with me
i haven't eaten that much today
i've barely eaten actually, but i havent really felt hungry
but i suppose i should eat anyways
Try the one with Cheese whiz if you have it, it's easiest to make.
mhm…
and thank you <3
Of course friend!!
My Pms are always open!
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