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Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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Am I crying because of a book? Yes. Am I crying over a character dying? No. Am I crying because he finally called her by her real name? Yes.
Fuck hormones, honestly. My period better hurry tf up

What book?!

You haven't hurt anybody except yourself.
Honey, you drag yourself through the dirt all the time, and you don't deserve that. Not even from you.

i do deserve it though…

Am I crying because of a book? Yes. Am I crying over a character dying? No. Am I crying because he finally called her by her real name? Yes.
Fuck hormones, honestly. My period better hurry tf up

What book?!

I feel like saying mightspoil it just a little bit, but

Also I've watched some read with me videos and for some reason they really help

Am I crying because of a book? Yes. Am I crying over a character dying? No. Am I crying because he finally called her by her real name? Yes.
Fuck hormones, honestly. My period better hurry tf up

What book?!

I feel like saying mightspoil it just a little bit, but

Spoiler - click to show.

Caraval

Also I've watched some read with me videos and for some reason they really help

Ah. Haven't read that one.

I think I tried reading Caraval, remember very little though. I know I finished it but the romance made it boring for me.

on another note, why did nobody tell me that trying to make homemade mac and cheese was this hard???

Mac and cheese is not hard. I make it from scratch all the time.
I can tell you how to make it with Kraft Dinner.
Or with Macaroni noodles and cheese whiz
Or with cheese powder and macaroni noodles and butter and milk.
Or with actual cheese and milk and butter and macaroni noodles. AKA the actually good for you version.

I just gave a mischievous 12 year old boy a Magic Demon Tiger Cub… What horror have I unleashed on this fictional world.

this is goodbye.

on another note, why did nobody tell me that trying to make homemade mac and cheese was this hard???

Mac and cheese is not hard. I make it from scratch all the time.
I can tell you how to make it with Kraft Dinner.
Or with Macaroni noodles and cheese whiz
Or with cheese powder and macaroni noodles and butter and milk.
Or with actual cheese and milk and butter and macaroni noodles. AKA the actually good for you version.

i legit don't have any of that except for the stuff for the actually good for you version
please share all your tips and tricks
because i failed m i s e r a b l y at such a simple dish

wait also
WOLFHEART!!!!
HAIIII
I MISSED YA
~
and nia… you're… deleting nb now, aren't you…

Goodbyes happen, but no goodbye has to be for forever, @philosophicalmess, please don't make it forever. Take time for you, I hope that you can learn that you are valuable and valued. Please Promise that you will come back some day.

it's literally day three of the reading rush and I just finished my first book

congrats

I'm very behind

Well, I figured that. But at least you finished one.

true

My earth and environmental teacher told us to go outside and take pictures of us enjoying the earth for our next assignment, so I guess I'm going to the pond with a book to take some nice pictures. High-key a little too excited

Sounds fun. I do have a question. If someone were to leave from your life and you'd never see them again, would you prefer a letter or a simple goodbye?

From them or to give to them?

From them.

Idk. A letter is something you could look at whenever you miss them and could contain lots of memories, but that could also make you more emotional and miss them more often. With a simple "goodbye," you can tell it's also genuine, but you can't go back and look at it to remember. It would be easier to move on, though.
They both have pros and cons. Why? Nia?

No, it has nothing to do with Nia. I guess you can just call it curiosity. Thanks for your reply.

If it’s someone I care about I’d want a letter, if it’s someone I don’t like then I’d want a simple goodbye.
However, if someone I didn’t like gave me a letter, I think I would perhaps soften as a person. If someone I cared about gave me a simple goodbye then I know I wasted my time with them

I see, thanks for your reply.

Okay I'm at the pond and there are a bunch of baby ducks and they were kind of cute from a distance until they got out and started spreading out towards me and the place I was five minutes ago~

_{smol rant, but how am I supposed to get help if therapists aren't safe? I had a therapist who would tell my mother everything I thought and said… (thank goodness I never said anything too bad) I know my mother would be mad and disappointed in me if she knew it all because I'm supposed to be the perfect child… working hard and being happy all the time… therapists do not make me feel safe. At all. I want help, but I don't know what to do… sometimes it's a lot worse and I don't know if I can deal with it…}

Update: they got back in and swam past me. They almost got out right where I was but mama duck quacked something new and they all dashed over. Mama duck is not cute, baby ducks are a lil cute. They go bobble bobble bobble when they move. Like freshmen marchers

Some guy just asked me how I was doing and then was like "nice quiet spot huh" and I'm like.. not anymore

Aww I think that’s quite nice

Okay I'm at the pond and there are a bunch of baby ducks and they were kind of cute from a distance until they got out and started spreading out towards me and the place I was five minutes ago~

where are you and is it legal to steal them and keep them as pets

Okay I'm at the pond and there are a bunch of baby ducks and they were kind of cute from a distance until they got out and started spreading out towards me and the place I was five minutes ago~

where are you and is it legal to steal them and keep them as pets

Still Ohio and no I don't think it is