Are you ever just in the car, in the backseat kinda slumped down, just doing fine and then some guy driving another guy looks over at you and full-on leers at you and you get chills
Like, real chills that come with an actual creepy thing, worse than scary movie chills or alone in the dark chills. Even though it's bright and you aren't alone
Because that just happened and now I'm terrified
I get that often enough to just ignore it on instinct by now.
Sorry to hear you're going through it though
I still haven't started my homework-
Lol, I knew the good feelings from this morning wouldn't last-
i just received news that one of my old friends from church shot himself and now i don't know what to do-
i just received news that one of my old friends from church shot himself and now i don't know what to do-
Oh, Ella, I'm so sorry that happened. Prayers towards all of you. I've almost been in that situation before and I know it's very scary and upsetting.
i just received news that one of my old friends from church shot himself and now i don't know what to do-Oh, Ella, I'm so sorry that happened. Prayers towards all of you. I've almost been in that situation before and I know it's very scary and upsetting.
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Well, I can't really relate to almost being in that situation, but it is going to be scary and upsetting and shocking, and it isn't really going to sink in until it all hits you at once, but it is perfectly fine to feel that way. Take some time to sort out all your feelings, perhaps with someone you're quite close with. And just remember that we'll all be here for you, if you need anything.
thank you guys so much…..
Ella I need to DM you something
Feel better
That first note really caught me off guard
fuCKING
S
SHIT
so my results of my playing test came back
oh yes great you got eighth chair Emi and the part you wanted, and you’re first chair in that part!!!!
but
oh no
nonono
you have to sit next to Queen Bitch ™
fuck
share a stand with her
fuck
fuck
Calder whY
Show her up
Also that's great!
I just deleted this, and I think it’s appropriate I put it back
I will make her quit
yeah we can take the oboe soli!! Right Madi!!
mhmhmhmhmmmmm
she’ll regret not doing worse
she’ll regret not dropping last year
I’LL MAKE HER DROP IF IT’S THE LAST THING I FUCKING DO
DO IT
but otherwise hell yeah I’m ecstatic!!
no more last chair
no more second row!!
I’ll fuck her shit
I’ll rock her boat
I’ll make her play with me
oh yes
Strongest oboe flute person to ever exist, meeting the least strong player? oh yes
anyway sorry about the spam
i’m just
yep
fuCKING
S
SHITso my results of my playing test came back
oh yes great you got eighth chair Emi and the part you wanted, and you’re first chair in that part!!!!
but
oh no
nonono
you have to sit next to Queen Bitch ™
fuck
share a stand with her
fuck
fuck
Calder whY
OOOOOF EMI I’M SORRY
FUCK MINE NEVER TURNED IN (RIP MY GRADES)
cries in third clarinet
i ain’t even scared anymore
I’ll fuck her shit up so fast
Emi you are going to be the reason for all of our grades flutes quitting lol. I hope I’m beside the flutes so I can watch her glare at you while you plan her death.
All you’ll hear from my mouth is answers to questions, laughter, and “YEAH WE CAN TAKE THE SOLO, RIGHT MADI?”
LOLLLLLLLLL I’LL PROBABLY LAUGH SO HARD
My section respects me enough, they don’t hate or dislike me, probably because I have health and mental issues but oof. I’m probably pitied by everyone in my section cries in Kylee
lmfao I’m pretty sure everyone in my section has this weird “what the hell is this person” feeling
But everyone in the clarinet section, now that’s different. The clarinets like me.
lol I am waiting for everyone reacting to me trying not to laugh while you yell a lot taking as many solos as possible
I just started my homework maybe two hours ago and I have forty pages to read and one more assignment but I'm going to continue to procrastinate by watching 24-hour readathons and writing down all the books I want to read