actually on second thought don't give it all to me, i'm trying not to overeat as much

I'll take all of it idec abt overeating

_{humans make me sad}

_{(Edit: This has nothing to do with anything you guys have said here)}

_{Do you wanna talk about it?}

Idk what Five Guys you guys are going to, but the one on MSU Campus is bomb. Then, you can either get Insomnia Cookies or MSU Dairy Store (10/10 would recommend one day going to MSU Dairy Store if you're near MSU Campus and like hard ice cream)
Also, I agree with the Culvers statement. Culvers is sooooo goooooood.

What… what is Culvers?

You sweet summer child….it's like, the best burger and custard place in the Midwest.

Midwest… makes sense why I haven't heard of it.

Isn't there one big grocery store/department store in the Midwest that's just a Midwest thing?
I think it's either Kroger or Meijer

_{why is it that every time I start to think I might finally be getting better everything just crashes further down than before}

_{I don’t know why I’m still here, there’s not a single reason left for me to keep going, i blew my chances already, but I can’t seem to build up the bravery to make it all end…}

_{i just want it to end}

HELL NO

Ella, I will not permit any such thing.

Isn't there one big grocery store/department store in the Midwest that's just a Midwest thing?
I think it's either Kroger or Meijer

I think it's Meijer. Kroger is the brand parent of Pick N Save/Copps and some other stores.

Ella, no matter how dreary this life may be, how pointless, how stupid, whatever. You have a purpose in it, I swear.

Ella, I will not permit any such thing.

BIG AGREE

_{not everyone has some great big purpose}

_{some people just die to move the plot along, others are just there to bump into the mc causing him to drop his glasses}

_{not everyone has some great big purpose}

_{some people just die to move the plot along, others are just there to bump into the mc causing him to drop his glasses}

Perhaps.
But you are not one of those people.

I didn't say that you had a "great big purpose" I just said that you have one. No matter how small the purpose, you have one.

Everyone has a purpose
It might be small
But it's a purpose
Just like a small tortoise
Is still a tortoise
I don't know what yours is
But it's there
Somewhere
~a bad poem by Pickles

No one is born with a great purpose, you yourself make your purpose.

(I haven't written a poem in a hot minute)

(Neither have I. It feels nice to bring back bad poems by Pickles. It's fun to write something stupid and not edit it)

To quote Twelfth Night: Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and others have greatness thrust upon them.
It's kind of a sex joke but it's also inspirational.

Kiddo life isn’t a book. You’re not a side character. It probably feels like that rn but everything probably feels hopeless to you right now. You are your own person and your life is important too. You’re not a plot point. You’re a human being with feelings and thoughts and emotions, feelings and thoughts and emotions that matter. You matter. You matter to me, you matter to all of us, you matter to your family and your friends. They may have a funny way of showing it, but it’s true. You might not have a purpose, or you might not see it right now and that’s okay. It’s okay to just live without the universe needing something from you.

To quote Henry V, "Self-love, my liege, is not so vile a sin as self neglect."
It's a good quote. You're worth it, muffin.

_{well my problem isn’t so much that I don’t have a purpose, I don’t care if I’m not some big important celebrity, that’s never really mattered that much to me…}

_{the problem is that regardless of what this purpose may be, I’m not gonna be happy}

_{it’s impossible}

_{i’ve completely ruined everything for myself and there’s not really a thing I can do about it but watch as more and more people are hurt}

I am someone (I like to think)
and I'm not hurt
At least not by you
So that's something?
There are lots of people in this world
And there'll be people that still love you
Plus when you die
You'll go to heaven
God loves you Ella
So do we
~a very bad poem by Pickles

_oof

tfw when the music you're listening to gives you that really strange feeling that's just impossible to describe even in a trillion words and it just hits you all at once with that feeling and you can't shake it

_{What does tfw mean?}

tfw when the music you're listening to gives you that really strange feeling that's just impossible to describe even in a trillion words and it just hits you all at once with that feeling and you can't shake it

Yes