i don’t know where this came from but i’ve just been hit with a massive wave of sadness cause some of my beans aren’t online anymore and i miss them so much
…they were some of my bestest friends and i want to be able to just give them all the hugs and appreciation but i can’t cause don’t get to speak to them anymore and great now i’m crying a lot
and since my face is already so dry the tears are stinging a lot and the pain is so bad i just want to cry more
i am such a baby holy cow
if I was crying over that would you call me a baby? Or think that secretly in your head? You can be honest, I won’t be offended, I pinky promise
and since my face is already so dry the tears are stinging a lot and the pain is so bad i just want to cry more
i am such a baby holy cow
Nooo Ella, you're not a baby, you're baby. There's a big difference.
Go get some blankets and listen to some happy music?
you are allowed to be sad about that ella
if I was crying over that would you call me a baby? Or think that secretly in your head? You can be honest, I won’t be offended, I pinky promise
no, honestly i don’t think i could see anyone as a baby for crying over anything, i just think “oh gosh i know that feeling so much” and then give them big hugs
if I was crying over that would you call me a baby? Or think that secretly in your head? You can be honest, I won’t be offended, I pinky promise
no, honestly i don’t think i could see anyone as a baby for crying over anything, i just think “oh gosh i know that feeling so much” and then give them big hugs
why are you doing that to yourself then? You’re not a baby for feeling emotions, especially not for feeling them strongly. Emotions are normal. Sometimes they suck (okay they suck a lot) but they’re normal and don’t mean youre a baby for feeling them. It doesn’t mean you’re anything for feeling them except human. And that’s okay
<3<3<3
Ella you have every right to be sad, and it’s more than ok to cry. Everyone gets slapped in the face with random waves of the big sad now and then. I’m so sorry we can’t bring those people back, hell there are users everyone here misses and will probably never see again. If anything, crying over them shows how much you truly cared and valued their existence, and that they’ve impacted you. But we’re here for you, too.
(I feel like I should vent. But I also feel like I shouldn't.)
(VeNt)
(you can if you want to, but you don't have to. You could always right it on a piece of paper and throw it away)
Okay, small vent, ignore if you please.
Someone I know feels like he's being attacked and targeted by multiple people and I feel bad. He tries to defend his actions, but people just dismiss it as him being rude. I really want to stand up for him and say something, but I'm afraid that they'll think I'm "taking sides" and I'll be viewed as the bad guy. I want to help but I don't know how to do it without hurting someone's feelings. I just feel trapped and I can't push past this sinking feeling in this stomach. I feel like something is going to terribly wrong and that there's nothing I can do to stop it.
If you honestly believe this person is being unfairly attacked, then you should stand up for him. It doesn’t matter what other people think (unless someone’s going to get physically hurt), because you’re standing up for what you believe in, and even if you’re standing alone, at least you’re standing up. Of course, you should probably first try to see how other people might perceive this person and why they’re jumping on his actions.
hhhhhhhh don't you just hate it when you were going to do something and it was semi-important but then you get distracted for three seconds and then turn back to do it and suddenly you can't remember the slightest hint of whatever you were going to do?
THIS. Way too often.
Ikr?? It's highkey annoying
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SPIDERS!!!!
I don't like spiders. If their smaller than my hand then I don't care for them. They don't bother me I don't bother them. But for some reason, my sisters can not handle a spider that is the size of a gnat. I'm just minding my own business working on my book. I'm trying to get it fully written out. When out of complete nowhere not one or two but all four of my sisters come busting into my room screaming all because a tiny spider is crawling across the floor trying to get back to it's web on the wall. They are all too scared to even get near it so they made me get up and go put the poor thing outside. And they effectively ruined my writing mood and I now can't even remember where I was going with the scene I was on. UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
WHY ARE ALL MY SISTERS COWARDS??? My dad is even here tonight and sitting in the living room. Why was I their go to person?!
I just….. ugh.
Sorry but that frustrated me just a little bit.
Ahh, siblings. Gotta love em.
At least the other two don't do that. Only because one of them is four months old, and the other is my brother and he moved out three years ago.
I feel that so much!! Like, everyone in my family hates spiders, but I'm the one who takes care of them because if I don't I get threatened to have my book/computer/whatever I'm working with taken away for awhile and Growls
…
>is guilty of doing that to my sisters
I just really hate spiders so much and I wish they would all die
also uhh…
i had a really bad nightmare last night and now i’m scared of myself and everything again and i don’t know what to do about it
I remember being like that at your age, it’s not nice. Whenever something like that would happen I always switched on the same song in my head——kind of like a safety song. Do you have anything like that?
I have a few songs that often help me calm down but right now is not one of those times
Do you have a song that you could listen to as one that dispels any bad thoughts no matter the situation, that’s what my song does..
Update: I’m still not pretty
I have one that almost always does that but it’s not working…
Not even hearing Reol scream “giVe mE a bREaK sToP nOw” over and over again can drown out this feeling that I murdered a child, even if it wasn’t real
What do you class as pretty?
Update: I’m still not pretty
Because you always were pretty
The face mask had nothing to fix