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"Says my whole life," Tolly mumbled quietly, words half-muffled in Cas' skin. "I'm not supposed to have nice things or people who love me, I just tricked life into letting me have them."
"Says my whole life," Tolly mumbled quietly, words half-muffled in Cas' skin. "I'm not supposed to have nice things or people who love me, I just tricked life into letting me have them."
Cas shook his head "No you didn't. This isn't a trick. And you do deserve to have nice things. You do deserve to have people who love you. You deserve better than me Tolly. It's I who shouldn't have you."
Tolly shook his head fiercely, pulling Cas closer with a soft frown. "Don't do that Cas, you deserve everything."
"then you do too." He kissed him softly, pressing himself against tolly as much as possible "I love you. I want you. It doesn't matter if we deserve each other or not if we feel the same, right?"
Tolly laughed softly, his nose bumping against Cas' as he nodded. His smile was soft and his eyes were warm as he leaned in for another kiss. "I'll be here with you for as long as you want me to be."
"is forever an option?" he asked against his lips, daring only to whisper, not wanting to subject tolly to any pressure
Tolly laughed softly, kissing him again. "I'd love it if forever was an option," he murmured, half teasing and half shy. "And I'd love to stay forever with you."
Cas smiled and snuggled into Tolly's chest "forever is too short." He murmured with a yawn
Tolly smiled and kissed his cheek, tucking Cas into his chest carefully. "Then I'll be with you until a thousand forevers have passed away." He kissed the top of his hair. "I'll love you 'til eternity crumbles."
He smiled "that sounds beautiful, love." He rested his head against Tolly's chest before drifting off to sleep for a few more hours.
Tolly kissed him again and curled around him, drifting off himself after a few more minutes.
Later into the morning, cas blinked awake and smiled over at Tolly. He looked adorably peaceful while he slept. Cas reached up and brushed away some stray hairs from his brow
Tolly mumbled softly, leaning up into the touch with a soft little sigh. There was a small smile on his face, one that only grew as he cuddled closer to Cas.
Cas smiled "what was that lovely one?" He muttered against his lips, lightly tracing Tolly's bottom lips
Another incomprehensible murmur, this one closer to English. His eyes were half-open, still glazed over with slee, and a soft flush was starting to color his cheeks.
He laughed softly "now I know what you look like when half hungover." He teased, tapping Tolly's bottom lips with his index finger
Tolly smiled beneath his finger, happy because Cas looked happy. He wasn't really comprehending most of the conversation, but he knew that he felt warm and comfortable and that Cas was here to play with him, and that was really all that mattered. It took no brainpower at all for him to lean into the touch, letting out sleepy little purring sounds.
Cas laughed softly and kissed his nose "you are most definitely a cat now." He scooted himself into a sitting position, back against the headboard "ready to go into the woods again or still too early to wake up?"
Tolly shook his head softly when Cas called him a cat, a bit of a frown working its way onto his face as his eyebrows knitted together in confusion. "No, I'm not. I'm a wolf." He was pouting now, resting his chin on Cas' chest. "And I'm still real tired, can we hang out here for a little bit?"
Cas stroked his hair "I know, dearest one. I'm just teasing you. And if course we can stay here, but only for a little bit."
Tolly smiled and relaxed beneath the petting, stifling a yawn into his hand. "Sounds great, honey. Wake me up when it's time to go, m'kay?"
“Taking a cat nap dear, ill wake you in about an hour.” He shifted oit of bed to change and start breakfast
Tolly nodding, wrapping himself up in the blankets for warmth once Cas left. He dozed off quickly, cuddling into one of the pillows.
Cas walked back into the bedroom and watched tolly sleep. 12 more hours he shoved the thought away and sat on the edge of the bed "baby, wake up." He muttered close to Tolly's ear, nibbling gently "time for breakfast."
Tolly moaned softly at the nibble, blearily blinking himself awake as a blush covered his face. "Cas?" he asked softly, pushing himself up onto his elbows. "I'm still sleepy, can't I just have 5 more minutes?"
He smiled softly and shook his head "no cuz 5 minutes turns into 5 more minutes which then turns into an hour." He ran a hand through tolly's hair and rested his head on his chest "plus the foods gonna get cold."
Tolly reached over to loop an arm around Cas' neck, playing with the hair on the back of his head idly. "Aww, c'mon babe. It'll only be five minutes, I promise. The food'll take a little longer than that to go cold and you'll be right here to wake me up again anyways."
He sighed softly and snuggled into his chest "Fine, 5 more minutes and thats it." he kissed his cheek and stroked his hair
Tolly smiled and leaned up to kiss him, settling down quickly afterwards. The five minutes seemed to float by but, true to his word, he pushed himself up into a sitting position and rubbed the sleep out of his eyes. "What time is it?"
"11:30, about one you get outta bed." He leaned over and kissed Tolly on the lips. He stood and tilted his head "c'mon, time for breakfast."
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