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Started June 04, 2019 by @Fenrir

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Nathaniel looked away, his eyes shining with tears. Don't cry. Do not fucking cry. He hugged V tightly and drew in a wavering breath, a couple tears rolling down his cheeks. Fuck.

V hugged him back tightly, wanting to protecting Nathaniel from anythig else that might cause him harm. "I'm sorry you had to hear it from me." he offered, knowing he sounded pathetic. he silently vowed to protect nathaniel from anything else that may come in their future

"It's… it's not your fault…" Nathaniel whispered. "It's mine for being too naive to know that what he was doing wasn't loving…" His wings quivered uncontrollably.

V shook his head "love, you were too young to know, the only love you've experienced at that age was from your parents. It's understandable that thats what you thought they meant."

"I'm old enough to know now, and I… I guess I just never thought about it enough to realize how bad it was…" Nathaniel didn't bother trying to stop his wings from quaking as he stayed in V's lap.

"well now you did, granted that realization came from biting me." he teased lightly "still, now you know. you can't change whats happened before. only move fowards and learn."

Nathaniel nodded and sat back, rubbing at his eyes with a shaky sigh. "I guess that explains why I apologize so much…"

V glanced down at him and kissed his brow "because you can't change the past?" v shrugged "then that means everyone should apologies more often. we've all been blind at one point or another in our lives, that doesn't mean we're at fault."

"Mm…" Nathaniel kissed V gently, his arms around the other's neck to sort of pull him down.

He hummed softly and allowed Nathaniel to pull him towards him " forgive me my love for being rash about the topic, I just can't imagine anyone daring to hurt you." He muttered against his lips.

"Some people are just dicks, I guess…" Nathaniel murmured, laying his forehead against V's.

"and those people are gonna get hurt." He said with a small smile, kissing him again and hugging him

"You're gonna hurt my dad?" Nathaniel asked as he looked up at V, seeming a bit worried.

He shook his head "no love, I'm not gonna hurt him." He reasured

"Oh… that's good." Nathaniel kissed V again, closing his eyes.

He hummed softly and tilted his head up "I can't say the same for future people though."

"Y-You don't need to hurt anyone for my sake…" Nathaniel said quietly, whining as V moved out of his reach.

"to late, anyone who cares hurt my angel will get what's coming." He said, tilting his head back down so Nathaniel could reach

"Mm…" Nathaniel continued kissing V deeply, but didn't try making out, because he didn't know that was a thing.

V smiled into the kiss and wrapped his arms around Nathaniel's waist "so does this mean I'm forgiven for my outburst?"

"What outburst?" Nathaniel asked between kisses, entirely serious.

"the one about your dad and him traumatizing you." He replied softly, caressing the back of his head

"You didn't do anything wrong, love… I probably needed to hear that, and it's probably something you should know about."

V nodded and kissed Nathaniel softly "you never deserved any of that love."

"What about when Lloyd…? He hurt me pretty bad then…"

"your brother's death is not your fault. He chose to save you. The most ho erable thing any being can do. He knew what he was doing and willingly sacrificed himself for you. Your dad may not be at peace with that but Lloyde is."

Nathaniel nodded and hugged V tighter. "I… th-thank you…"

He hugged the other tight a d kissed his head "I didn't do anything love."

"You're here for me… that's more than my parents ever did, and I've known them far longer than I've known you."

He smiled softly "okay, I'll give you that one." He tucked the other under his chin and curled up