forum The Miracle family!!

Started January 21, 2019 by Deleted user

tune

Would you like to tell me why?

(agh sorry for the late reply)
Here, I'll copy/paste it from the rudeness chat.

I'm feeling a little smad rn, so I'm just gonna rant for a sec.
Please note that this is directed at my irl friends, not you guys.

Tomorrow is the first day of school after spring break. Do you know what that means? It means that it's the day where I get to find out about all the things I wasn't involved in or didn't get invited to last week and pretend to not be offended. You can blame it on my not having a phone if you want. Just remember that you have my parents' phone numbers. You can message me on Pinterest. I'm not completely cut off from you over break.
But sometimes that's what it feels like. I always have to find out about things secondhand. You went to go see a movie last Saturday? Great. Good for you. I hope you had fun without me.
I'm tired of it.
But there's more. You always joke that I'm a robot. That I'm Siri. That I'm emotionless. See, the reason I don't show many emotions is because I tend to react inwardly and not outwardly. And the reason you never see any of my negative emotions is because I bottle them up. I don't tell anyone. And it stays that way until something tips me over the edge and I explode. I'm a very secretive person. I don't usually tell people things/problems/stories unless I deem it absolutely necessary, either by what would be best for other people or what would be best for me, or what I want.
But there are exceptions. And though it may seem like I have the perfect life, or the perfect family, that's not really true. I have my problems. But I never come to any of you with them, because I don't think you'll actually care. I mention that there's something going on in my personal life, and you say "huh that sucks" and go back to flipping through your Instagram feeds.
That's it? That's really all you have to say? I know I'm a strong person. I know you know it, too. But it seems like you think I don't have a limit. That I can withstand any amount of emotional duress.
The truth is, I can't. And honestly, it hurts to have my problems dismissed like that.
It's come to an extent where I instinctively take my problems to my online friends, whom I've known for a year or less and whom I've never met, before and/or instead of my irl friends, most of which I've known since kindergarten. Since we were fucking five years old. And why is that? Because I think they'll care more than you will, or at least show that they care. Which is fucking pathetic, tbh.
Don't get me wrong: I love them, I really do. And I love you guys. 
But sometimes, I wonder if you're not only putting up with me. Sometimes, I wonder if you truly love me.

I'm glad that we could help you get that off your chest. Thank you.

No, thank you. Thank you for listening. Thank you for actually caring. Thank you for all those heart emojis and digital hugs and I love yous and I'm here for yous.

No, thank you. Thank you for listening. Thank you for actually caring. Thank you for all those heart emojis and digital hugs and I love yous and I'm here for yous.

Don't mention it.
Really. You deserve it.

No, thank you. Thank you for listening. Thank you for actually caring. Thank you for all those heart emojis and digital hugs and I love yous and I'm here for yous.

Don't mention it.
Really. You deserve it.

hugs tightly thank you. I love you, Shuri.
god im a crying mess

Did I…
Sorry…
Um…
Didn't mean to make you cry…

Nonononono you didn't! I've been crying into a pillow (so I don't wake my sister up) for the past hour. It wasn't you. Although I was crying a little bit because it would be nice to get a "you deserve it" from my irl friends.

Oh.
OK.

smiles sadly <3

<3

Hey, ya'll, there's something I want you to try when you wake up this morning! I want you to try to look at life a little more romantically, a little more mischievous Lee, I want you to try to maintain the childlike Wonder that we are all born with! Savor the feeling of air filling your lungs, of the sunset, with its magnificent shades of fiery orange, rosy pink, royal purple, and rich navy. Each and every one of you, is an absolute treasure to be around! I love you all so very, very, very much!

Hmm.. I'll pass the message on to Lee

I'll try that.
_{Speaking of getting up in the morning, I should probably try to sleep now. Night, ily guys! <3}

This is a little late…. but I know how you feel Ravens…

Good morning everyone!
Y'all are wonderful, no matter what, OK? Don't let anyone bring you down because they're probably huge asswads. I love y'all and hope your day is fantastical!

Good morning Sebastian/Noah!

Good morning amazing humans! <3

Morning!

Hello!

Hi

Yooo!

How are you guys?

I've figured it out!!

What?.

Figured what out?

Yeet!

Mermaid by Train reminds me of Emily!

Good morning everyone!
Y'all are wonderful, no matter what, OK? Don't let anyone bring you down because they're probably huge asswads. I love y'all and hope your day is fantastical!

Nice username.

Ok… is a little confused..