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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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I'm now genuinely feeling very unsafe at my house.

Woah, why?

My mom is…Being judgy. Like really judgy.

And it makes you feel unsafe?

I understand that, Arron. Had the same problem with my dad.

Oh.

Yeah.

I wish I didn’t have to think about my issues becuase they make me sad and I feel better not thinking about them at all.

Oh. Yeah, big mood.

I wish I didn’t have to think about my issues becuase they make me sad and I feel better not thinking about them at all.

I'm sorry. We can talk about something happy instead.

Guess who had a fricking mental breakdown because someone got mildly annoyed with them for yelling and causing mild alarm which spiraled into a complete emotional crisis in which they sat in a hallway crying as people walked past them occasionally and asked if they were okay, only for them to speak as little as possible because forming words became too much effort, so nods and head shakes were most of their responses, leaving everyone to do the rest of the work as they fell asleep periodically because of fatigue from all the crying. Guess who bit themselves so they could calm down. Guess who still had to wait another solid 15 minutes before they could face their cast mates in the house of the theater before dinner.

Oh, Overdone, I completely know how you feel. I've had similar experiences, so if you need me, I'm here.

Guess who had a fricking mental breakdown because someone got mildly annoyed with them for yelling and causing mild alarm which spiraled into a complete emotional crisis in which they sat in a hallway crying as people walked past them occasionally and asked if they were okay, only for them to speak as little as possible because forming words became too much effort, so nods and head shakes were most of their responses, leaving everyone to do the rest of the work as they fell asleep periodically because of fatigue from all the crying. Guess who bit themselves so they could calm down. Guess who still had to wait another solid 15 minutes before they could face their cast mates in the house of the theater before dinner.

aw I wish I could give you a hug.

Oh oof. That’s awful. hugs

Thanks guys

Anytime!

Of course Overdone

Well fuck, Overdone. That sucks ass man I'm so sorry you had to go through that
offers many internet hugs

Oh, that's the worst, I'm sorry bb.

Meanwhile, sup it's ya boi again. Back to say wowee, major depressive episodes suck so much wiggly dick I can't even. I've felt the same level of empty apathy for 4 days now and I've been trying my best not to use my meds but dammit I'd be lying if I said I didn't just take 3 pills of velarium root and downed them with a glass of red wine in an attempt to become me again. I feel the energies around me, gently poking and trying to hold and heal me but I also feel dark energies within myself. So much so that I'm scared to let them in. Scared that I may hurt them and I don't want to do that. So instead, I push them away and internalize the pain.

Thanks. I’m getting these weird anxious feelings for some reason and I don’t know why.

Hugs Hey, they're are people here for y'all!

I'm getting weird anxious feelings too. Seriously.
Also, gonna just inwardly scream about breaking my hand AGAIN!
GODDAMMIT!

Please don't hurt yourself more Shuri….

I promise.

How'd you break your hand this time?

Phone was glitching out.
Someone needed my help.
Couldn't help.
Got mad as Hell.
Punched a column of marble with the might of Ares.

Our lovely human helper…. Please don't injure yourself….

That last sentence is a M O O D!!!!!
Seriously why do they have to look so cool and shiny and hittable but be so hard????

I'm laughing and I shouldn't be….