Remember the moment
You know exactly where you're goin'
'Cause the next moment before you know it
Time is slowin' and it's rolling still
And the windowsill looks really nice, right?
You think twice about your life
It probably happens at night, right?
Fight it, take the pain, ignite it
Tie a noose around your mind
Loose enough to breathe fine and tie it
To a tree tell it, you belong to me, this ain't a noose
This is a leash and I have news for you
You must obey me
-Holding On To You, Twenty One Pilots
I'll never be, be what you see inside
You say I'm not alone, but I am petrified
You say that you are close, is close the closest star?
You just feel twice as far, you just feel twice as far
It's the same game today as it always is
I don't give these places fake my name explaining this
And the wrists of my mind have the bleeding lines
That remind me of all the times
I have committed
Dirty dirty crimes that are perfectly form-fitted
To what I've done and what I'm doing
I'm brewing and losing and spewing infusing
And believe me, that's what all the kids are doing
What kids are doing are killing themselves
They feel they have no control of their prisoner's cell
And if you're one of them then you're one of me
And you would do almost anything just to feel free
Am I right, of course, I am
Convince me otherwise would take all night
Before you walk away, there's one more thing I want to say
Our brains are sick but that's okay
-Fake You Out, Twenty One Pilots
I don't care about the story
I don't care about the myth
I don't care how you see my life
You haven't witnessed it
Use fear as a weapon, and pity as a whip
Convince everyone around
That I'm a piece of
Give me a kiss
You sold me out hold on, wait what did I miss?
Gossip gets you off
But you couldn't resist
Make me a sinner
Because you paint the picture
Buy your believers, you couldn't resist
We're on the same side
Friendly fire,
Honest liar
~Friendly Fire by Nothing More
I don't even have my own attention
You say "please don't ever change"
But you don't like me the way I am
The sign says don't tap the glass
But I read it in reverse, ssalg eht pat t'nod syas ngis ehT
and
I am just playing house
No idea what I'm doing now
There are no atheists in foxholes
The pressure's getting to me
It's time to throw in the towel
and
Take all your possibilities and take away the limits
Take your ideas and throw away all the gimmicks
I do the best with what I have
The pills are kicking in
The pills are kicking in
Sunshine Riptide, by Fall Out Boy
there's really just one thing that we have in common
neither of us will be missed
"saint bernard" - lincoln
love is simple, just like mud
if you play the dirt then i’ll play the water
all we’ve gotta do is touch
"funny you should ask" - the front bottoms
trying to be somebody, but all i got was someone else
"arrow" - half•alive
and i don't want your pity
i just want somebody near me
guess i'm a coward
i just want to feel alright
and i know no one will save me
i'm just asking for a kiss
give me one good, honest kiss
and i'll be alright
"nobody" - mitski
(sorry that's a lot but i really like music)
Use your kids as touriquets cause they won't help when you're bit by a bear! Or a snake! Mother Nature's really great! When you're out there on the Oregon Trail! Feels like you are going to fail! But don't give up too soon! The world is your saloon!
-Independence! from The Trail to Oregon
Lately, I been in mind
And I can't seem to find a way out this time
So I been acting like I'm fine
Heart beating out my chest, can't get it to slow down
Lately, I been feeling stressed
I can't even breathe, I think I'm depressed
I can't even sleep, I just need some rest
With this anxiety, there'll be nothing left, oh
Lately, I'm feeling alone, lately, I'm losing control
I might just drive off the road, feel like my heart too cold
Feel like I'm losing control, feel like I'm far too gone
Feel like I'm far too gone
I Don't Know by Trevor Daniels
