MARY, THE FUCKING HOSPICE LADY, FLAKED ON THE MEETING AMD NOW THEY SAY MY MOTHER DOESN'T QUALIFY FOR HOSPICE CARE ANYMORE BECAUSE SHE STARTED HARD CHEMO
EVEN THOUGH HER FUCKING CANCER IS TERMINAL THOSE DIPSHITS DON'T UNDERSTAND SHE CHOSE TO FIGHT AND EXTEND HER LIFE JUST A LITTLE BIT LONGER AND THERE'S NO FUCKING WAY SHE CAN EVER COME BACK FROM THIS POINT
LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
UGH that is so awful! flip every single one of them off for me
OH I FUCKING WILL, MOONY
OH MY FUCKING GOD WHY THE EVER-LIVING FUCKING SHIT WOULD THEY DO THAT! TWISTED LITTLE FUCKS!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!
I'm sorry Lee. That really sucks.
Wow.
I can't fucking believe that!
Red
THAT FUCKING SUCKS I’M SO SORRY THEY HAVE NO FUCKINF RIGHT TO DO THAT I’M SO SO SO SORRY
I FUCKING KNOW!
SORRY LEE!
WHAT THE FUCK DO THOSE STUPID BASTARDS SMOKE!
LEE YOU POOR PRECIOUS BEAN I SWEAR TO GOD THAT IS THE MOST BULLSHIT EXCUSE I HAVE EVER HEARD AND I'M A FUCKING HIGH SCHOOLER WHO HEARS BULLSHIT ON THE DAILY!
I WANT TO PUNCH THEM ALL!
How fucking dare they.
AS IF ANY OF THOSE SELFISH DICKWADS WOULD CHOOSE NOT TO TRY CHEMO AND EXTEND THEIR LIVES IF THEY HAD TERMINAL CANCER! THOSE FUCKING HYPOCRITES!
IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH THE STUPID FUCKING ASSHOLES! SNAKES! ALL OF THEM! HOW DARE THEY! HOW FUCKING DARE THEY! JUST WHO THE ABSOLUTE HELL DO ANY OF THEM THINK THEY ARE!
DON'T INSULT SNEKS LIKE THAT SHURI!
DON'T INSULT SNEKS LIKE THAT SHURI!
YOU'RE RIGHT SNAKES ARE GOOD! WORSE THAN SNAKES! THEY'RE WORMS! MAGGOTS!
Jesus Christ… This…
I'm going to just try to stay out of this before I get so FREAKING PISSED THAT I STOP USING THE WORD FREAKING BECAUSE THAT IS SO. SO AWFUL ON EVERY LEVEL, LIKE HOW DO I EVEN PUT ALL THIS ANGER AND SADNESS AND WORRY AND HATRED ALL INTO WORDS
takes a deep breath
I'm so sorry, Lee. No one should have to experience that.
I know. I don't want to trash my fucking house over this.
But I'm staying. To be here for Lee.
HOW DO I EVEN PUT ALL THIS ANGER AND SADNESS AND WORRY AND HATRED ALL INTO WORDS
A whole lot of pancake recipes
HOW DO I EVEN PUT ALL THIS ANGER AND SADNESS AND WORRY AND HATRED ALL INTO WORDS
A whole lot of pancake recipes
OH IT'LL TAKE MORE THAN JUST A FEW FREAKING PANCAKE RECIPES
vent-write an email to the universe. Tell if to
This place was made for venting, so you can use this place all you want. If for any reason this isn't private enough, I'm always here and you can PM me all your problems. (If I don't respond, it's because my WiFi turns off at 10, which is in less than 20 minutes. How many exactly? I came here to vent and listen to vents, I didn't come here to do math)
I'm sorry I left. I had to blow off some steam or risk committing homicide.
I read everyone's messages and responses and just thank you guys so much for understanding and being here to help. It means a lot to me.
no problem :) <3
ok my personal rant: I hate school o hate school I hate every second my nails are chewed down as far as they go and I can’t think for 15 seconds without panicking.i k know I have to do it because I need to have a nice life but what about my life right now??? My relationships are shit, i’m really “bUMmED” all the time I can’t take tests anymore without my heart racing and my hands shaking. I can’t do anything. I can’t do anything I love aaaaaAaaaaaAAAAAAA
I'm sorry I left. I had to blow off some steam or risk committing homicide.
I read everyone's messages and responses and just thank you guys so much for understanding and being here to help. It means a lot to me.
Of course darling. We are all here for you.
Oof. Sorry Moony.
My nails are like that too, have you tried wearing gloves?
Hi I think I need a rant about how horrible the past few days have been
First off is thursday
That was horrible
First off I couldnt find my ADHD meds
In the process of looking for them I found some of my artwork
Which was damaged
And happens to be irreplaceable
I got to school and by the time I got to art class i was happy again.
Then i got picked up from school so that was good
But then i had to go home and watch my annoying baby sister…
I fed her and let her out of her seat.
I went to deal with her leftovers and found her dumping my previously forgotten about and just remembered caramel hot chocolate on my phone.
Also I got my period that morning so that did not help.
And then i found out that night that i had a fever and couldnt go to school friday (yesterday) and would miss a bunch of stuff and would be under a ton of extra stress come monday right after getting back on top of everything…
Friday
Wasnt that horrible
Had constant nagging stress over school
Constant headache due to loud sisters who have no consideration.
Cramps.
Today (saturday)…
Got woken up a 7 in the morning instead of sleeping in…
Was not allowed to go back to sleep despite needing it because mom had to go out and take the car to the garage…
Wasnt allowed to curl up on the couch and was forced to do pointless things…
Moving also caused head to hurt more and aggravated period cramps( which I almost never get) and also caused me to have more coughing fits which in turn caused more pain…
Had to sit through noisy sisters all morning
Sisters are still inconsiderate
Cant sleep now cause my body wont let me even though I need it….
Head still hurts..
Am still stressing out cause I have EQAO in math on monday and I probably wont be able to go…
Will miss more class time for art and geography summaries (which can ONLY be done in class)
Have even more pileup of science work which is my last class of the day which means I have to bring my stress home with me to get it done…
And to top it off all my roleplays are dead and I am bored out of my skull….
well all that sucks i'm really sorry
if you want to do a new rp i'm procrastinating big time so i'd be up for that
Actually I'm setting one up right now if you wanna join!
I'm going to rant for a second, ok?
Lately I hate everything. School, other people, myself, my drawings, everything. People have been ignoring me and just hating me in general. I'm ok with that, or I pretend to be. I lie to myself that everything is ok. It seems like only 2 people have my back nowadays.
I haven't been able to sleep. I've been running on caffeine for the past month.
My parents have been fighting more often. It doesn't make me sad. Just really fucking pissed.
Snow. 3 feet of it. Winter might be the root of a lot of my problems.
My school is homophobic. All I hear in the halls is "begone thot" or "no homo".
I just don't feel comfortable in my body.
It's been harder for me to show appreciation. I wish I could show a few people how eternally grateful and happy I am that they are in my life.
Oh. Hey YB. Hey Starlight! Sorry you guys have to go through it!
(I'm just gonna keep bumping this)
Ugh… Why does my brain get attached to music so easily? Whenever I find out that a song I’m listening to has lyrics that are a little too suggestive, I try to “break up” with it (by removing it from all my playlists, my SoundCloud likes, and replacing it with another song). Recently I’ve been listening to this really good song called Me!Me!Me!… So the song itself has okay lyrics (at least from what I read), but according to the internet it originally went viral for its music video having some… “Extreme fanservice”. So I need to break up with it, but I just can’t. This is going to destroy me… It’s so darn catchy how do I just “not listen to it”? … I also need to break up with Tokio Funka but I’ve kinda stalled that one for over a year already… What am I supposed to do about this? These songs are so good but I seriously can’t be listening to them
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