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Started February 07, 2018 by @remarkab.le

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So I just now realized that I've never had a real crush, but my fair share of squishes.

That's perfectly okay, crushes suck ass anyway

Much anxiety with crushes. Much less anxiety with squishes. Unless they think it's romantic, then back to the angst.

Huh. Well I have a squish on someone I know irl. We aren't friends or anything and we sometimes talk out martial arts and dragons. I'm not sure if he likes me back, but I don't really care that much. I also have a squish on a few kpop idols that don't even know I exist. (Does that even count?)

I would think so yeah? Really intense desire to befriend and hang out, then yeah?

I used to have a squish on Josh Dun

Well of course you would. It TOP for crying out loud that's like you're most favorite band besides the musical BMC.

I would think so yeah? Really intense desire to befriend and hang out, then yeah?

Yeah. I only have an intense desire to hang out all the time.

Whenever y'all say squish I think about that scene from nemo with dory and the jellyfish and now i can't get that scene out of my head…its just replaying over and over and over

ok i'm gone for one day and almost an entire page is added…

i am both impressed and confused

Lol squishes

What if my emotions towards a person shift between a squish and a crush?!

Then it's probably a crush???

Well, he's my best guy friend. I never get to see him outside of school, but even then we only share two classes. Sometimes I just really want to hang out with him one-on-one. I get to do that with my best gal friend, but never with him. Other times I can't help but think of what it would be to hang out with him in a more-than-platonic way. What I know for sure is that I want to stay his friend no matter what. He's very dear to me. Although the teasing I get from my other friends doesn't help me figure out where I stand it this.

I don't even know why I'm typing this. This is probably the least of my problems right now.

No, it's fine. I know how it feels. Honestly, don't worry about how exactly you feel about him right now. Focus on being his friend and being there for him and let everything else just kind of happen.

I've never been so upset or lazy

someone just crashed outside my house

fuck

@Jensen-rs Thanks. I needed that.
@"remarkab.le" What happened?
@Firebrand Is everyone okay?

she got tee boned at 45 mph by a person who ran a red light. thankfully she is fine but both cars are totaled

thats good @Firebrand
just parents bothering me and me being made at myself for being so fucking lazy @Turzelle

@Firebrand At least no one got seriously hurt.
@"remarkab.le" I hope everything gets better for you.

It kinda did but oh well. I need a good city in a less popular state

@"remarkab.le" that sounds great right about now, I'm tired of being where I am

@Jensen-rs I know what it's like not wanting to receive anything or wanting anyone to make you feel special. I also was taught to give and not receive, so when my birthday or Christmas or whatever rolls around I have no idea what to ask for.

@Jensen-rs I know what it's like not wanting to receive anything or wanting anyone to make you feel special. I also was taught to give and not receive, so when my birthday or Christmas or whatever rolls around I have no idea what to ask for.

Same. This year I didn't ask for anything for my birthday or Christams, besides a request for fuzzy socks. Lol can't go wrong with fuzzy socks!

haha I know right? And yeah I do the same thing, except Christmas I asked my grandparents for copic markers lol.

@Jensen-rs I know what it's like not wanting to receive anything or wanting anyone to make you feel special. I also was taught to give and not receive, so when my birthday or Christmas or whatever rolls around I have no idea what to ask for.

Same. This year I didn't ask for anything for my birthday or Christams, besides a request for fuzzy socks. Lol can't go wrong with fuzzy socks!

I always ask for fuzzy socks! I love them :)

I asked my parents for Hamilton tickets

It was a fail