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Started February 07, 2018 by @remarkab.le

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Thanks! I mean I know that this person doesn't really think that highly of me but fuck it this squish probably isn't going away

I had a squish once…but i lost him because he said he loved me and i freaked out

we still talk tho but it's not how it used to be.

Also, i have no knives, I can sprint pretty darn fast and I am kinda scary so i rely on that

I hope BFF friendships also count as squishes

HOW DO I RESPOND TO "WHO IS SHE??" from my friend in a funny casucal way so im not weird. its on a picture of me btw

If you know somebody (friend or not) and you feel like you have a crush on them but it's without the sexual/romantic feelings, then it's a squish lol.

Also, @"remarkab.le" I have no idea how to respond to that

NIETHER DO I BUT IT GOT WORSE I ACCIDENTALLY SENT AN INAPPROPRIATE INSIDE JOKE TO THE WRONG PERSON AND IM AHAHHAHA

@Jensen-rs how do you know when you have a squish if you've never had a crush?

@remarkab.le oh no.

Basically, you get all of these fluttery feelings when they talk to you. You absolutely love spending time with them and they just make you smile in an instant. You think about them a lot, and you might talk about them quite a bit as well. However, the idea of being in a romantic or sexual relationship with them just doesn't seem right, and it may even gross you out.

@Jensen-rs I hope you do realize that your squishes indeed care about you too a lot like. It's hard to describe without getting all writer-like but just trust me when I say they really do. Lol sorry for being a dork about this but like yeah.

Lol that was weak af but I tried

@Jensen-rs okay. I HAVE A SQUISH.

@Francis YAYYY SQUISHES ARE AWESOME!!
@RedEeveestar yeah but you know that my brain tells me otherwise and probably will keep telling me otherwise even if everybody wrote a five page MLA formatted essay on it I'd probably be like "who the fuck put you up to this and how much are you getting paid?"

guess what I'm writing tonight then?

wait no dont do that

why not? oh right. I'll make it seven pages long. with a works cited and everything

NO DON'T DO THAAAT

and a title page and a table of contents

*distant sobbing *

Oh no wait why?. *attempts hug *

Because I don't like the idea of anybody spending time on me or trying to make me feel like I'm special.

But you are special to me? So why should I hide that, and subsequently hide what a nice, kind, and beautifully handsome person you are? Don't let anyone else tell you otherwise too. I will fight them.

I appreciate it, but my mind had been conditioned to truly believe that letting people appreciate me or that wanting love from other people is selfish. I was taught to only give and not receive.

Well that's freaking stupid and that's also a sign of emotional abuse my dude. You can always change I know, but never forget what you're first conditioned to think. I mean I'm still struggling with that, but not as much as I was before.

The first thing you think is what you've been conditioned to think.
The second thing you think is what you actually think and grow as a person.

I'm also getting more and more tempted just to take you and never return you back but that's kinda illegal. Sorry.

I'd love that but you'd get in a lot of trouble lol. Also I went through a time when I seriously considered emancipating myself but I'd die within two days of being on my own lol

Lol nah. I wouldn't let you die like that. If you're gonna die, you're gonna die an awesome way. We even discussed this yesterday too.

…we did? when?????

You're an anti-hero. You're gonna die via fighting a school shooter or maybe wrestling a god-damn bear.

oh yeah lol

how did you forget that?

idk