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(and double also, i really love your boi, he's so adorable ! <3)

@ElderGod-Icefire

(No problem. Uhm…i mean it's up to you. If Kohen does end up r'ping him then…uhm…i really don't want to roleplay that but i'm okay with including it, so like…i'd wanna skip through that. Or we can do something different. Either way, it's up to you, I'm good either way (well not good but you know what i mean))
(awww i love it!)
(gasp that's adorable)

@ElderGod-Icefire

(and double also, i really love your boi, he's so adorable ! <3)

(thank you! Kohen is…terrifying lmao but I think I'm gonna love him once we get through this part)

Deleted user

(ahaha they really are. and sorry im not responding right now, my head is starting to get a little fuzzy so i think imma stop here with the rps for today. i usually can't rp well when i take my meds)

@saor_illust school

(kjdfskljfsdjksdfl you are making my heart ship them both even more, not that it didn't already ship them from the start without even reading the prompt-)

Deleted user

(ohmygod they're so adorable!! i fucking l o v e but yeah, Kohen's gonna be a little shit like that and go ahead with the act since he's not in a good head space, though, that's no excuse. we could skip it and rp the aftermath of it and go from there if that's okay?)

@ElderGod-Icefire

(so I feel like i've been spamming and i'm sorry, but I made an aesthetic board for Beckham?? Here: Beck)
(Also: for the whole…what happens thing, I'm alright with roleplaying the beginning of it up until clothes start coming off, and then I'd much prefer to skip. I'd actually like to RP a bit more before the skip, simply so I can have Beck fighting him, if that's alright with you)

Deleted user

(yes! actually, that's perfectly fine dude, just give me some time- i've been up all night doing this one thing for another rp and my head hurts like hell
also
f u c k i think i just fell harder for beckham- his mood board is such a- well, mood lmaoo)

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Kohen's thoughts were muddled at this point, and the only thing that he was able to summon was the never-ending anger that compelled him to do the stupidest of things. "Shut up!" Were the only words he was able to force out of his mouth. And by this point, he wasn't crying anymore. There was only an intense fury reflected in his eyes, ones that threatened murder. Kohen didn't know what he was doing, but it was clear that something had to be done. He desperately needed to get rid of the intense emotions or he was afraid that it would lead to something much worse down the line. His grip on Beck increasingly became tighter as his mind spiraled- it felt like it was going a thousand miles an hour to the point of making him dizzy with adrenaline.

@ElderGod-Icefire

Beck winced as Kohen's grip tightened. "Let go of me!" He said again, squirming and pushing at Kohen to try and get him to let go. "Let go!" He repeated, doing the absolute opposite of shutting up. Smoke watched them quietly for a moment, then lay down on the end of the bed, closing his eyes. Beckham was still fighting, the fear in his eyes all too obvious. That rage in Kohen's eyes couldn't lead to anything good and he knew that.

@ElderGod-Icefire

(hey just wanted to let you know that I put the song on my Spotify "Liked Songs" and every time it plays I think of this RP. Every. Single. Time. No matter what I'm doing lmao)

Deleted user

(lmao dude whenever it comes on, it reminds me of the rp too and also, thanks izzy lol sorry i didn't say it earlier even though i saw it. i just kinda freeze up when i get complimented- i dont know what to do other than attempt to say thank you without writing a whole essay on why i think you're better than me lmfao but thanks, truly, i dont get that too often and i'd be lying if i say that i didn't like it)

There was a side of Kohen that panicked when Beckham kept yelling- and louder to say the least. If this kept going on Beck would wake the others and find him in this position. He couldn't let that happen. Even though Kohen knew what he was doing was wrong- in his mind, he was already in too deep to go back now. Kohen didn't know how to shut Beck up since his hands were already securing him down….but then he had a thought. The only thing he could do before any more noises disrupted the quiet house.
Kohen quickly pressed his lips against Beck's desperate to put an end to his pleas, though, it came on weak, his lips hesitant, and softer than he had expected. After all, if someone wasn't heard, there was no way someone could help them. Kohen knew that more than anyone as his mind slowly drifted back to his father for a second.

@ElderGod-Icefire

(lmao. Also I really like your style too, I've been meaning to say that but keep forgetting haha)

Beck's eyes widened as Kohen's mouth met his, and he stiffened, squirming again, pushing and kicking. "Get off!" he couldn't make much noise past the other boy's mouth, but damn it he was going to try. He wasn't one hundred percent sure what Kohen's plan was yet, but he didn't think he wanted to know. He just wanted Kohen to let go at this point, just wanted the other boy off of him, to let go, because being pinned like this was bringing back to many memories.

Deleted user

(thanks my dude lmao, i've lowkey been ghosting this cause idk what to say anymore without it getting terrible lol)

Kohen frowned and pressed his mouth harder against Beckham's. This was the first time Kohen had seen Beck up close and well, to say the least, he found himself getting sucked in by his own desire. Slowly but surely, his body began to move on its own again. His lips trailed down Beck's neck and this point, there was not going back. He wanted to do it. It seemed as if though his morals went right out the window- not that they were intact in the first place.

@ElderGod-Icefire

(haha we can skip if you like?)

Beck shuddered at the feeling of Kohen's lips against his neck, and he started to tremble beneath the bigger boy. "Please stop." he begged, his hands still pinned. He kicked out with his feet again, trying desperately to get Kohen off, trying to get him to stop, stop, just stop. His chest felt like it was caving in as his breathing began to speed up in panic. "Please, please stop." his eyes were starting to fill with tears at his own powerlessness to stop this.

Deleted user

(nono i can continue !

)

But Kohen just ignored the pleading boy. He was in the moment, and right now, something was telling him to keep going, to push it- to take it further…and he did. He knew that Beck wasn't that strong, not against him anyways. So he let go of one of his hands to feel him under his shirt.
Kohen had a lot of pent up anger- and he was willing to talk it out on anyone. Even though Kohen had just experienced the same thing, it was like he didn't even care. He felt the need to dominate someone to not feel so small. He needed this, he needed this, he-
Then he snapped, and from there on he wasn't sure what happened, until the sun rose. What Kohen didn't know was that he had had a brief psychotic episode. The stress from home and his so called "friends" had pushed him off the edge. This was only the beginning to a new psychotic disorder that he would be diagnosed with late on.