forum Saimota Rp with @brave_soldier

Started January 17, 2022 by @heeey-bitchhhhhhhhhhh

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Shuiki sighed, kissing the others forehead. " Relax for me, please."

"Shuichi…" He wasn't even sure if he wanted to continue.. "I'm not sure I can relax.. I don't know what to do here…"

" all you need to do is hold me, that's all" he said and nuzzled into kaito

Kaito continued to hold Shuichi close to him. "I understand that, but still… I can't help it… I'm just worried about you… I mean…all the overworking, the stress, the lack of sleep, and now this…?"

" it's a streak of bad luck, I'll get lucky again.."

"I wouldn't call the stuff you did to yourself bad luck.. You technically had control over those things.." He sighed. "Not the point… Point is…everything's just been so horrible for you and your health recently…"

" and it will change. Please love. I need the sleep.."

"I know you need to sleep… Please just sleep… I'll be okay…"

Shuiki nodded, nuzzling into the others chest. He fell asleep quickly

Kaito held the other close to him while he slept. He was left alone to his thoughts, and he'd always be keeping an eye on Shuichi, just making sure he was okay as he slept. The intense worry was certainly new to him, and he didn't know how to deal with it. He thought he would be okay, but being left alone to his thoughts definitely caused problems. He didn't know how to handle it, and without ways to calm down, the thoughts were becoming worse and worse…

Shuiki rubbed the others side in his sleep. He nuzzled closer, his dark hair falling in his face.

Usually Kaito would find his boyfriend rather adorable when sleeping, but there was a lot on his mind. Everything was left in his head, though, as he didn't feel like waking the other up through expressing his thoughts verbally. He continued to hold the other close, hoping that he'd just sleep peacefully and not catch on to everything else..

Shuchi could feel his partners worry, his body language said everything he needed to know.

Things were silent for a while, as Shuichi was asleep and Kaito didn't want to say anything so the other could sleep peacefully.. He honestly had no idea that his boyfriend was picking up on everything he was feeling at the time, given as he was asleep. He still didn't express it to simply not bother the other, but as time passed, it was clear the thoughts of possible outcomes were only growing more and more grim…

Shuichi woke softly listening to the other silently

Kaito looked at Shuichi and noticed the other was awake. "Oh, hey, you're awake.." He was forcing himself to sound as calm as he could at the time..

" stop. Stop lying.." he said. " Stop bodling your emotions because you don't wanna worry me!'

"I don't get it… You were asleep until thirty seconds ago… How do you even know…?" He truly had no idea that the other had picked up on everything while sleeping. "Shuichi…let's not fight over this…"

" for one, when you know someone lol enough you start to feel the things the feel, Learn the way they take things. And I'm not going stop fight this until you tell me!"

"Shuichi…I'm not in the mood to fight over this.. I love you…I really do… I'm not in the mood to fight…" He looked away. With what could easily become a huge argument started as well, he just felt even worse, a feeling a of guilt on top of the worry. "I don't want to fight you over this… I just…I don't even know anymore. It was just a minor concern at first.. I don't know how or why it's progressing into genuine worry that you might die, but it just has, okay?! I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to bother you! I was so focused on making sure you get better that I decided not to…and I'm sorry…"

" your feelings are because you love me, that's perfectly normal " he said and go up, leaning on the wall. He needed air.

"Normal or not, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kept it from you, and I just can't get the thoughts of you possibly dying out of my head.." He wanted to calm down, but he truly didn't know how to, simply continuing to watch over his boyfriend. It did nothing in terms of helping, but if it was going to get worse either way, he was at least going to show that he cared.

The smaller dropped to his knees after putting wall his weight on his knees " nope.." he said and went to snuggle back up to kaito

"Shuichi…are you sure you're gonna be okay…?" He once again held the other close to him, finally being more open with his thoughts. "I know I'm just overreacting…but after what just happened…I'm really not sure anymore…"

" yeah, just weak. It's probably a side effect of the cold." He said