@murphysgirl
First thing here because why da hecc not
Today has been a good day so far, but there is something in my heart aching and gnawing and pushing and tugging and clawing and wanting and wanting and wanting. Thoughts in my head, words in my heart, raindrop-shaped love that sears down my spine, warm. Dark night, emails, secrets, nerves. Wanting. I want you. Eyes and hands and hugs. Listen for the sound of an engine, put some Kygo on repeat and vibe, watch for socket headlights cutting slits in the night. Curl up, empty heart, no one to hug, a mute voice that calls you, names that pierce your core. Empty, empty, empty heart. Someone to hold, someone to have? No, not yet, hold yourself together, oh you genius, nerves and money and teeth. Early and late, quiet and loud, bright bubbles and swishes and snicks of sound. And the want. Always, always the want.