forum Systems chat?

Started June 14, 2021 by @ZephirFox8812

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Calling all OSDD/DID systems!

We want system friends! And we think this would just be a nice way to talk and hang out with each other and share system experiences.

@fromunderhill @The-Tower (sorry if you didn't want to be pinged)

We currently have 10 (possibly more) alters, no amnesia, and an inner world we made up cause we didn't have one and we felt sad about it

Mmmm we've got five confirmed alters and a few fictives who we aren't sure are fictives or just hyperfixtation

Our inner world is kinda wack because no one will let me in it, but Kip, Nathaniel, and Techno all have tried to tell me about it.

Kip lives in an apartment, I think Nathaniel and Techno live in the same apartment building? It might be like a hotel because there's a ballroom in it where Nathaniel and Techno taught Francis to waltz

We (mainly host and a couple of the protectors) made up an innerworld because Host was really stressed out by the fact that we just didn't seem to exist unless fronting so they made up somewhere we could 'go to' when not in front or headspace to make them feel better

I think I'm a fictive of Ghostbur from the Dream smp (which we don't even watch). I get really bad panics around content about the dsmp and the actual dsmp so I have to avoid it which is really hard since its everywhere. I used to go by Casper but I feel more comfortable with Wilbur so I use that now. And I'm mute so that's fun too (but I can 'borrow' voices when someone is co-con)

Milo is co-con. He's a dog

Funky
I don't think they're used to me knowing, so maybe they don't want me in their space but idk man, I'm new to all of this and it's kinda scary

No one knows what roles they are and it's kinda a mess
I think because we have less amnesia it's really hard to tell if it's actually happening because I sit there and I think "well it feels like i experienced all of that"

Same with the amnesia thing. We say 'I' a lot and then realise it wasn't us and go 'hang on' and freak out a bit cause we have no idea.

Our parents don't know about us (and probably never will) but they noticed us switching last night and made a couple jokes about how we kept 'falling asleep' and it freaked us out

Half of us don't really have roles, we're just kind of here

God mood
Like
I know Francis comes from religious trauma and is probably a trauma holder???
Then I think Techno is a caretaker/protector???
Kip is a presecutor who's trying to be better???

Zane is the host
Blaze is the primary protector
Finn is a caretaker
Leo is a middle
The little who wasn't supposed to share his name on the internet but already did
I'm just kind of… there?
CC is a protector
Adderall is an emotional protector
Star is too new to know
Milo is just there as well at this point, but he may be a trauma holder he just declines to share this information with me

Oh cool
yeah I'm not really the healthiest of people when it comes to coping mechanisms
I mean, I was about to get absolutely smashed with our friend's Dabi the second I was able to

Blink blonk this is kip btw

Hi Kip

Funny thing, we called our little 'Kipp' until he was comfortable to tell us his name

Oh funky
Yeah I'm not a little but that's cool
I don't think we have any littles right now, but I think Nerium age slides? We don't actually know their age so it's kinda iffy
They fronted a few nights ago because one of our friends weren't talking to us and they were panicking

We're all masculine or gender-neutral or somewhere over there except maybe Star and having an afab body is not fun

Woah

Wilbur switched in the middle of writing, I have no idea where they were going with that

Sorry Wilbur

It's Adderall, whatsup

Ooooo funky name
I love it
kip and hill to be co con right now

brain is so fucked up lol

Mood holy fuck

Funniest thing about coming to front after a while is checking the tik tok likes, some of the shit these guys favourite confuses the fuck out of me

Especially since I know they like things for me to watch and be attracted to people

Hmm fair enough
Anyways we just rapid switched and now it's Techno up.
Our friend got their dms to work so Nerium switched out and got really excited

Hey whattup

I'm bored

We're home from school sick at the moment

And I'm BORED

Saaaaaaaaaaame
The body is in so much pain right now, it sucks balls

Why's it in pain?

We walked around for about five hours and our bad knee decided to act up, so it's a lot of pain

Fun

We just have a head cold or something

It's so annoying

I've been here for half an hour and I already hate this

oh ew
disgusting
burn it down
make sure to drink a lot of fluids though, it'll help you feel a bit better