Maybe you guys aren't listening to me…
All you have to do is live for the good people in your lives… Live for your friends, your family (at least the good members) or your significant others… You can block out the sadness, anger, fear, depression, anxiety and lack of motivation by helping them deal with their problems… It's what I do… And it works…
Shuri… I love you but what works for you won't work for everyone. I wish the sadness could be blocked out just because I'm living for the people I love. But all those feelings don't go away. It just forces me to stay here when the one thing I want most is to be gone.
I'm aware what works for me isn't for everyone… That's why I said it would help, not magically solve all your problems… I'm sure you know this, but leaving this world will cause the ones around you more and more pain each day… So please, let us try to help, and try to help others as well…
I know it will cause people pain. That's the only reason I'm here. But that doesn't ease the pain at all, it makes it a lot worse.
Why is that the case? You wanna tell me in PM?
Maybe you guys aren't listening to me…
All you have to do is live for the good people in your lives… Live for your friends, your family (at least the good members) or your significant others… You can block out the sadness, anger, fear, depression, anxiety and lack of motivation by helping them deal with their problems… It's what I do… And it works…
Shuri… I love you but what works for you won't work for everyone. I wish the sadness could be blocked out just because I'm living for the people I love. But all those feelings don't go away. It just forces me to stay here when the one thing I want most is to be gone.
I'm aware what works for me isn't for everyone… That's why I said it would help, not magically solve all your problems… I'm sure you know this, but leaving this world will cause the ones around you more and more pain each day… So please, let us try to help, and try to help others as well…
I know it will cause people pain. That's the only reason I'm here. But that doesn't ease the pain at all, it makes it a lot worse.
Why is that the case? You wanna tell me in PM?
No. Talking about it won't fix it. I'm really fucked up and right now, since I can't see a psychiatrist, I just have to accept it and try to live life as normally as I can.
Maybe you guys aren't listening to me…
All you have to do is live for the good people in your lives… Live for your friends, your family (at least the good members) or your significant others… You can block out the sadness, anger, fear, depression, anxiety and lack of motivation by helping them deal with their problems… It's what I do… And it works…
Shuri… I love you but what works for you won't work for everyone. I wish the sadness could be blocked out just because I'm living for the people I love. But all those feelings don't go away. It just forces me to stay here when the one thing I want most is to be gone.
I'm aware what works for me isn't for everyone… That's why I said it would help, not magically solve all your problems… I'm sure you know this, but leaving this world will cause the ones around you more and more pain each day… So please, let us try to help, and try to help others as well…
I know it will cause people pain. That's the only reason I'm here. But that doesn't ease the pain at all, it makes it a lot worse.
Why is that the case? You wanna tell me in PM?
No. Talking about it won't fix it. I'm really fucked up and right now, since I can't see a psychiatrist, I just have to accept it and try to live life as normally as I can.
That's not good reasoning Jensen… It will only fester if you bottle it up… It's better to release it by venting… So if you need, I'm here… But I won't force you…
and you know I exist for hugs if needed
even though I legit might fall asleep if I even stop moving for two seconds
and you know I exist for hugs if needed
even though I legit might fall asleep if I even stop moving for two seconds
hugs are constantly needed but I'm too afraid to ask for them or admit I need them
although I'm in pain currently so hugs would probably be a terrible idea lol
I want death
You want to talk about it in PM?
okay I shall hug when not in pain
Maybe you guys aren't listening to me…
All you have to do is live for the good people in your lives… Live for your friends, your family (at least the good members) or your significant others… You can block out the sadness, anger, fear, depression, anxiety and lack of motivation by helping them deal with their problems… It's what I do… And it works…
Shuri… I love you but what works for you won't work for everyone. I wish the sadness could be blocked out just because I'm living for the people I love. But all those feelings don't go away. It just forces me to stay here when the one thing I want most is to be gone.
I'm aware what works for me isn't for everyone… That's why I said it would help, not magically solve all your problems… I'm sure you know this, but leaving this world will cause the ones around you more and more pain each day… So please, let us try to help, and try to help others as well…
I know it will cause people pain. That's the only reason I'm here. But that doesn't ease the pain at all, it makes it a lot worse.
Why is that the case? You wanna tell me in PM?
No. Talking about it won't fix it. I'm really fucked up and right now, since I can't see a psychiatrist, I just have to accept it and try to live life as normally as I can.
That's not good reasoning Jensen… It will only fester if you bottle it up… It's better to release it by venting… So if you need, I'm here… But I won't force you…
Venting only helps me in certain situations. And sometimes what's on my mind is best left unsaid. But thank you for being here.
I want death
You want to talk about it in PM?
No thanks, I half want to talk about i and half don't
in the words of myself:
I want food, sleep, and death. in that order
Maybe you guys aren't listening to me…
All you have to do is live for the good people in your lives… Live for your friends, your family (at least the good members) or your significant others… You can block out the sadness, anger, fear, depression, anxiety and lack of motivation by helping them deal with their problems… It's what I do… And it works…
Shuri… I love you but what works for you won't work for everyone. I wish the sadness could be blocked out just because I'm living for the people I love. But all those feelings don't go away. It just forces me to stay here when the one thing I want most is to be gone.
I'm aware what works for me isn't for everyone… That's why I said it would help, not magically solve all your problems… I'm sure you know this, but leaving this world will cause the ones around you more and more pain each day… So please, let us try to help, and try to help others as well…
I know it will cause people pain. That's the only reason I'm here. But that doesn't ease the pain at all, it makes it a lot worse.
Why is that the case? You wanna tell me in PM?
No. Talking about it won't fix it. I'm really fucked up and right now, since I can't see a psychiatrist, I just have to accept it and try to live life as normally as I can.
That's not good reasoning Jensen… It will only fester if you bottle it up… It's better to release it by venting… So if you need, I'm here… But I won't force you…
Venting only helps me in certain situations. And sometimes what's on my mind is best left unsaid. But thank you for being here.
Ok… Like I said… I will not force you… But I've seen it all Jensen… I've been there as people have slit their own throats… And I've been there to save people when they put guns to their heads… I've done it all, Jensen, so nothing you do can repulse me…
Maybe you guys aren't listening to me…
All you have to do is live for the good people in your lives… Live for your friends, your family (at least the good members) or your significant others… You can block out the sadness, anger, fear, depression, anxiety and lack of motivation by helping them deal with their problems… It's what I do… And it works…
Shuri… I love you but what works for you won't work for everyone. I wish the sadness could be blocked out just because I'm living for the people I love. But all those feelings don't go away. It just forces me to stay here when the one thing I want most is to be gone.
I'm aware what works for me isn't for everyone… That's why I said it would help, not magically solve all your problems… I'm sure you know this, but leaving this world will cause the ones around you more and more pain each day… So please, let us try to help, and try to help others as well…
I know it will cause people pain. That's the only reason I'm here. But that doesn't ease the pain at all, it makes it a lot worse.
Why is that the case? You wanna tell me in PM?
No. Talking about it won't fix it. I'm really fucked up and right now, since I can't see a psychiatrist, I just have to accept it and try to live life as normally as I can.
That's not good reasoning Jensen… It will only fester if you bottle it up… It's better to release it by venting… So if you need, I'm here… But I won't force you…
Venting only helps me in certain situations. And sometimes what's on my mind is best left unsaid. But thank you for being here.
Heya, just know that you're a really cool person I was able to meet and sometimes you don't have to say everything that's on your mind because I know that it hurts, just by keeping in there you're proving that you're much stronger than you think yourself to be (I really hope I worded this right)
I went back to read what I missed and I almost freaked when I saw Octane had responded I didn't think he would see that goddammit but I'm cool with it lol I just tend to freak out for no reason at all
I was scrolling through Tumblr, then my phone died
I am sad.
Shit, I’m really sorry Jensen and Lex
Shit, I’m really sorry Jensen and Lex
Huh?
What?
Sorry, I was distracted.
hello, still here :)
fuck you Octane you nearly gave me another heart attack, you just come out of nowhere (and yea I just fucking edited this if you gotta problem with that then fight me dude)
Yeah, it does. But we have to keep going, no?
the answer is yes. yes. Life is sucky but that’s just how it is on this bitch of an existence. YIU gotta like, appreciate the good things, no matter how often they come
