Let's just say that the things going on with my grandmother's passing isn't normal, they have locked her medical files up, and family can't get to them, the hospital "lost" the pace maker they put in her, legal and law enforcement had to get involved, someone stole the flowers off of my grandmother's grave, along with her tombstone, and I was so close to ending it all yesterday, because I sat on my balcony backwards, 40 feet off the ground, and wondering if I landed the right way, that it would be instant. I didn't do it, nor have I tried it again, because I realized that my perishing would only cause more strife, and probably cause the death of at least one other person, I haven't had sleep in oh what 4 days now? I'm going insane, my mental state was fine before this, but now I'm not so sure, and that is how I'm not doing so hot.
Oh, I have only eaten what like twice? In 4 days? No I'm still not doing good. Called Elias at 2:33 AM and woke him up, he talked with me for two hours, and then I let him go because I felt bad for taking away his sleep, and haven't called him since soooooo that's also wonderful
Oh, Winter… I'm so sorry…
I know I've said this multiple times but I really do care, I want to help you through this in any way I can-
also please eat some food and don't die on us
No I'm not hungry. What's the point with food anyway? It's tasteless for me now. Plus, I'll eat enough to live, but that's it.
Alright… Please take care of yourself, okay? We love you~
Taking care of myself is what I do best
I'm sorry Winty, we love you so, so, so much and I hope you eat dear.
I'm here.
I know how that feels Winty. You're not alone. It's okay, I'm here for you.
Life hasn't been nice to me, and I haven't been nice back, and nothing is going right, and I just want to retreat into myself and do absolutely nothing except cry and sleep. That's where I stand now.
I hope things get better today
They kinda were, but the day is not over yet
I've been having a very rough time as well, but Winter needs our love the most right now. Winty deserves all the love and support we can give. <3
I've been having a very rough time as well, but Winter needs our love the most right now. Winty deserves all the love and support we can give. <3
I'm doing better. I didn't have the urge to fling myself off of a balcony today, and I ate goldfish…
Remember the goldfish part of this chat? That was so long ago.
No I do not remember the goldfish part of this chat
Do I need to remember it or nah
Oh god, Winty, I'm so sorry. We love you, please stay safe. <3 I'm here
I'm doing better. I literally slept all day, ate a sandwich, and didn't have the urge to dash to the balcony and yeet off of it
I'm glad you're doing better.
We love you.
That's good! I too am glad <3
I'm okay today. My parents dragged me out of my room and are taking me and my sister rafting… I also ate some Chex mix
