forum A Choice [One-On-One // Closed]

Started August 25, 2018 by @Imperfect_Autumn group

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Cameron smiled back before meeting her in the kiss and half-closing his eyes. He wanted to relax into the kiss, but didn’t. It was different this time. Lilah was expecting something different.

Lilah pulled back again to look at Cameron, feeling like he was hesitating.

"We don't have to do this if you don't want to," she whispered breathlessly.

Cameron shook his head. “I want it. I’m just… nervous.” He grinned sheepishly.

"Me too," Lilah admitted softly. She gave him a small smile and shrugged. "But… I know we've been together for more than two years, and we're married now, so that helps."

Cameron nodded a little, smiling back. “So… should we? Right now? It is our honeymoon…” He trailed off, realizing he’d asked the question twice before.

"I only want to if you want to," Lilah breathed, her eyes flicking over his face as she blushed.

Cameron turned a faint red, even though she’d already applied this answer. “I-Imean.. I want to…”

"We don't have to," Lilah said quickly, then blushed deeper. She'd only said it because he seemed hesitant to, not because she didn't want to, but it probably seemed that way…

Cameron set a hand on her side, ready to rise off of her. “If you don’t wanna do it, we don’t have to!” Cameron hadn’t realized she didn’t mean she didn’t want to but was worried about him.

"No, I do! I just… I wasn't sure… Um…" Lilah stuttered, unsure of how to put her thoughts into words.

Cameron blinked a couple times. He looked confused yet flattered.
“So you do?”

"Yeah," Lilah said quietly, chewing on her lip as she looked up at him.

Cameron nodded a bit. “How… how do you wanna… go? How fast?” He was hopelessly trying to ask her how quickly they wanted to go to Point A to Point B.

"I– Um… Whatever you're comfortable with, I guess," Lilah murmured, blinking a couple of times as she blushed again.

“Nono I mean how quickly… do you wanna t-transition over?” His voice faltered. He couldn’t find any other way to ask it.

"Yeah, that's what I meant… Maybe take it a little bit slowly, though," Lilah answered, her face still holding a flustered blush.

Cameron nodded and leaned back down into her carefully, but didn’t take his hand from her side. He grabbed her lips in a kiss, shutting his eyes.

Lilah let her eyes fall shut once more as she kissed him back slowly. She ran her hand through his hair again, the other still resting on the side of his neck.

Cameron shifted her up into a sitting position, curling his arms around her waist and under her shirt. Her smooth skin tingled on his rough hands.

Lilah shivered slightly as his hands slipped under her shirt and onto her bare skin, and her skin burned with heat where he touched her.

Cameron felt her shiver but didn’t pull away. He’d pull away the moment he heard something that sounded like a protest, but a shiver wasn’t one. Right?

The shiver was definitely not a protest. If anything, it was the opposite of one. Lilah liked the feeling of his hands, actually.

(So should we skip over this or go to PM?)

Cameron ran his hands up Lilah’s back, his fingers tingling delightfully. Her back felt so warm and soft.

(Helpful. Lol. I guess I'll just…)

Lilah rolled over in bed, and her nose bumped against Cameron's. She blinked her eyes open, smiling when she saw his sleeping face. They'd fallen asleep yesterday after everything, and she was still buzzing with it.

Cameron gave a faint noise and opened his eyes sleepily. He smiled a bit, shutting the eye closest to the bed.
“Morning.”

"Morning," Lilah greeted him, her voice soft from sleep. "How'd you sleep?"