forum We've never been so scared before - a sad roleplay full of ugly feelings ((8/8 - closed))

Started November 02, 2018 by @blue_topaz

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(Aww thx!) Idk who to use now

np, and lol we've got time dw

(Should I use my gay cinnamon roll or my edgy bleached hair guy or my cold-hearted guy but is very protective of his friends and stuff or I could just use a character that's me irl since yeeeeeeee)

hmmm tough….. I'm a huge fan of the gay cinnamon roll thing but cold-hearted guy comes in close second

(Aww thx!) Idk who to use now

np, and lol we've got time dw

(Should I use my gay cinnamon roll or my edgy bleached hair guy or my cold-hearted guy but is very protective of his friends and stuff or I could just use a character that's me irl since yeeeeeeee)

hmmm tough….. I'm a huge fan of the gay cinnamon roll thing but cold-hearted guy comes in close second

(oki den, I'll use the cold-hearted guy since I've used Mikhail way more often than Kelton.

:)

:3

btw guys, not everyone who's cool with having their character shipped might get to be in a ship, if an uneven amount of people want shipping

Name: Kelton Marintz
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Pansexual and sure, it's been a long time since Kelton has been shipped so ye.
Reason for being in this rp: Depression, Anxiety, Self-harm, Pistanthrophobia
Appearance:
Height: 5'8"
Eye Color: Kelton has dark blue eyes with edges of emerald green, which he inherited from his father.
Hair Color: Kelton has naturally dirty blond hair, but dyes it black due to disliking how much of a generic white boy he looks. He also just dislikes his blonde hair, a lot.
General Features: Kelton is typically remarked for how his dark blue eyes contrast with his black hair, along with the emerald green edging around them. He has a small scar on his right cheek directly on the cheekbone from a fight that occurred in sixth grade
(https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/427615350125887499/488402172678111233/tumblr_omn8osqTEJ1sw8kbao1_500.jpg) but he has black hair
Usual clothing: Kelton typically wears a fairly thin denim jacket over a black t-shirt. For bottoms, he typically wears black sweatpants paired with either red Vans or black Nike sneakers. On rare occasions, he wears Adidas. He basically just wears very casual clothes that make him look more generic than special.
Personality: Kelton is a typically detached individual that enjoys acting cold rather than letting people get close to him due to the past that he has had. Once friends with him, however, he can become warmer and less cold and is very protective of his friends due to not wanting to lose someone that somehow managed to break down the walls that he'd built. He is a leader-like person that will take the chance to lead people when the opportunity is given, his bravery typically exceeding most. His personality can change when he is put into a dangerous situation whereby he has to take charge in order to overcome the enemy, not having a problem with sacrificing people when it's needed. While this isn't a typical personality attribute of Khione children, his mother had taught to him that the victory of a task is all that needs to be achieved.
Habits / Idiosyncrasies / Quirks: When he is nervous, typically scratches his ring finger's base with his thumb. He also chews on his bottom or top lip when he becomes extremely focused on something, such as creating an item or writing something that is important to him.
Flaws: Cold-hearted, has a very hard time trusting people due to his past, terrible with people or feelings
Likes: His friends, listening to music, reading, writing,
Dislikes: Strangers, loud noises
Other: He's ambidextrous and I'm terrible at making characters. By the way, he has mastered the art of having a calm face while internally freaking out or vice versa (does that make sense?)

(Is he okay?)

he's great, very detailed! just remember to fill out the 'reason for being in this rp' slot!

Name: Elizabeth James
Age (16-26): 19
Gender: Female
Sexuality (and whether or not you're okay with them being shipped): Pansexual, maybe shipping
Reason for being in this rp (mental illnesses, etc.): No impulse control, PTSD, ADHD, anxiety, (kind of) recovering alcoholic, self-harms, two suicide attempts.
Appearance: 5'7". Brown, medium length hair, wavy, almost always has it back in a bun, braid, or ponytail. Golden brown eyes, medium brown skin, freckles.
Usual clothing: Combat boots, old army pants or jeans, old camo jacket, t-shirts.
Personality: Thinks quick on her feet when she's sober, smart, easy smile, likes to take care of people (doesn't like to take care of herself)
Flaws: Can be snappy and mean at people sometimes if she's not thinking, doesn't take care of herself physically
Likes: Photography, animals, partying, reading
Dislikes: Most of her family, yelling
Other: Half British, half native American. Her mom was native American and died in childbirth. Her dad took her back to the UK and was really supportive of her. He was in the British military and was killed in combat when she was 12. She moved in with her mom's parents who live in the US, who abused her. She started drinking a lot and tried to kill herself once. Her younger cousin found her and got her to the hospital. When she moved to college she tried to kill herself again, and her friend came in and stopped her. Her friend made her go to an AA meeting and she started getting better until she started drinking again.

(Is she okay?)

love her!

Name: Nixon Malinas
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Sexuality and whether or not you're okay with them being shipped: Bisexual and sure if the ship works well
Reason for being in this rp: Really really bad Insomnia, Depersonalization/Derealization, some depression and anxiety
Appearance: Blue curly hair that has slight grown in brown roots, longer on top, Grey blue eyes, pale blushy skin, defined cheeks, always looks really tired but he tries to hide it
Usual clothing: a hoodie, sweater or long sleeve knit shirt with jeans and black ankle combat boots, always wears a hat usually a flatbrim
Personality: Goofy, Funny, Hides his problems, would rather help others, not really shy or afraid to talk to people, observant, quick thinker
Flaws: Tries to hide his problems, hates being too serious,
Likes: Dogs, Animals in general, walks, alcohol, coffee, music, playing the piano, sings a bit but doesn't really tell anyone, rain and snow, nature
Dislikes: Hot weather, His nightmares, reading, people who lie, people who won't mind their own business
Other: very left handed

he's great uwu

I'm thinking of switching my character… hm, should I?

I think if you're still thinking about it, maybe just do it

oof the indecision

Go for it shrugs

Okay here's the character form for the other character I was going to do, which one do you guys prefer?)

Name: Natalie Beau
Age (16-26): 19
Gender: Female
Sexuality (and whether or not you're okay with them being shipped): questioning, pretty sure she likes girls as well as boys, feels like she can't identify as pan because a) she's not sure what she is yet and b) she's never liked any nonbinary people/genderfluid people/etcetera. Not sure about shipping yet.
Reason for being in this rp (mental illnesses, etc.): extreme case of anxiety, specifically social anxiety, she's been trying different meds for years and each has given her a worse reaction, the doctors have no idea what to do. Huge fear of… well, people in general, specifically crowds, a long history of panic attacks, derealisation, what she thinks is OCD, but is undiagnosed.
Appearance: Mousy brown hair, thin hairs but a lot of them, cut just above her shoulders, sort of fluffy. Heyerochromia, one hazel eye and another light blue one that sometimes changes to gray-blue or turquoise, light, creamy-toned skin, pale pink lips that she nibbles on a lot, thin-framed round glasses. Average height, petite build, shy sort of posture. Enjoys painting on herself, a quiet soul.
Usual clothing: pastel, pastel, and more pastel, lot's of sweaters (has a huge thing for sweater paws uwu), pale-coloured leggings, warm fluffy socks, pastel converses.
Personality: shy, quiet, artistic, always daydreaming, prefers the world in her head to the world outside of it. Constantly fearful, always second-guessing herself, always wishing.
Flaws: Barely ever talks to anyone, thinks literally nothing of herself, 'the grass is always greener on the other side' practically describes her life, afraid of practically everything, is automatically distrustful of everyone at first but can begin to put her faith in someone completely after just a short time of knowing them. Pushes people away, is too slow to judge.
Likes: Pastels, soft things, reading by her window seat, the simple things in life, tea, painting, poetry
Dislikes: loud noises, neon colours, crowds, social events, alcohol, has a fear of doctors after all their treatments for her went horribly wrong.
Other: left-handed, has a little apartment that she's renting from a family friend, moved around from foster home to foster home for most of her life, was never adopted. Parents died in a car accident. Mild synaesthesia.

Could I join this as well?

Hey Nessie, and sure!

Hey Topaz! We haven't done a lot of roleplay's together since the andromeda so I thought this might be fun :)

Name: Ash Juneau Kahale
Age: 19 years.
Gender: Female
Sexuality: She's questioning, though she tends to lean towards women most of the time. (Bicurious)
Reason for being in this roleplay: Insomnia and a bipolar disorder (Has a minor case of dermatillomania as well) Smoking addiction and some minor anxiety.
Appearance: She usually likes to experience with her appearance, using different hair dyes and makeup. At the moment, her hair is dyed a white color, though her roots are a faint darker brown color. A pale skin tone, with ashy, faint freckles across the bridge of her nose, collarbone, shoulders and arms. (Her entire appearance looks quite faded) Around 5’6, with a smaller build and rounder shoulders. She remains quite lanky. Naturally lighter grey/icy eyes, though she enjoys wearing color contacts every once in a while. Has a few dark circles under her eyes from the lack of sleep she gets (tries to cover it up somehow) Picks at her skin and there are scars around her fingers, nails and the palm of her hands.
Usual clothing: Her sense of clothing/style changes constantly and she tends to be a…reckless dresser (throws on whatever she wants). Usually dresses in things that are too big for her. Wears oversized band-shirts or sweaters and hoodies. Wears long sleeved shirts under short sleeved shirts since she tends to always be cold. Will sometimes wear leggings under ripped shorts. Dresses in simple jeans, though will wear a distressed pair every once in a while. Has retro, white nikes that she always wears. A tan leather jacket that she wears saying "Yellowstone National Park '78"
Personality: Ash tends to be quite a moody person (mostly because she is bipolar), and her next mood tends to change from time to time. She can go from moments of energy and rapid talking to irritability and anxious behaviors. Though when first met, she can be quite shy and withdrawn, finding it hard to open up to a person. Charismatic and is very sarcastic. Tends to be quite the daredevil. Can be blunt. She's eternally tired and a bit lazy too. Though, if she really does care about someone, she's very protective of them and can be gentle.
Flaws: Because of her quick change in moods, making friends tends to be hard for her. Stubborn. She can be very blunt and say the wrong things.
Likes: Tea. Antiques and cameras. Pharmacies and CVS since that's where she gets her hair dyes. Small towns. Grey days. She loves to thrift shop. Likes to stay up late and read. She loves watching National Geographic shows and her favorite animals are turtles and tigers.
Dislikes: The medicine she needs to take. Hates it when people point out how moody she is. Deadlines. Slow/classical music.

@Nessie she’s awesome! And yeah I can’t wait to rp with you again :)

(Ooo, I like Natalie a lot (but then again I like them both lol))

Same idk what to doooooooo

I have officially decided on Natalie!

For sure!!)