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i would say "i want to die" but im in such a great moooooooodododododd

that's gud

btw, can u get on discord? srryyyyy

@remarkab.le

nah thanks tho. I ate for the first time in 24hrs and don't really have time to talk about it really be here cause I got an SAT to study for so I don't fail saturday :)

@basil_

I've backed myself into a corner
My mom doesn't trust me anymore
My family knows nothing about me
My friends know nothing
My grades are steadily dropping
I've wanted to kill myself three times this past month
I hate the way I look
I don't even know who I am anymore
I've dug myself into my own grave and I can't climb back out

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

I've backed myself into a corner
My mom doesn't trust me anymore
My family knows nothing about me
My friends know nothing
My grades are steadily dropping
I've wanted to kill myself three times this past month
I hate the way I look
I don't even know who I am anymore
I've dug myself into my own grave and I can't climb back out

Then talk to me about it… I'll try my best to help… At least to lighten the load… You're a wonderful person… So please, let me help…

@basil_

There's no hope left for me. My mom just told me she doesn't trust me anymore and that it's such a heavy burden to carry around and I realized she had a point. It's all my fault. I'm too scared to tell her anything. I tried, I almost did, but I couldn't. Cause how do you even tell the people that love you that you need help. You can't, because you don't want to hurt them. Me dying would help. Because..it would..there's not even words to describe how much I hate being alive right now.

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

How would you dying hrlp? She may not trust you… But she probably loves you… And if you die… She might very well be devastated! And what about your friends… How will they feel… I'm not half as important as any of those people OK? But so help me God if I let you go I'll be a wreck… Stay strong for the people who love you… It's not your fault my darling

Please… I know you don't want to be alive for yourself… So do it for others…

@basil_

It will happen, maybe not tonight, but someday, all this stress will pile up and pile up and it'll all come crashing down and there won't be anything left to help me.

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

It will happen, maybe not tonight, but someday, all this stress will pile up and pile up and it'll all come crashing down and there won't be anything left to help me.

Except for me… And all the others on Notebook.ai, each one of us will share this burden with you. You're our best friend. We all love you to little bits and pieces. I can't convey how much I love you darling, and I'm sure everyone else feels the same exact way. Let's do this together.

@basil_

The only thing between me and death is my mind
It's just sitting on the line, waiting for something to happen. Something to push it one way or another.

Deleted user

Well heck I'm pushing you toward yourself not death heck no speeds away from death manically