@Anarchists_Guild
"Um.." Jimin hums
"Um.." Jimin hums
“It’s nothibg to worry about Jimin…promise alright? How’s practice…?” Kris asks in a soft voice
"practice is going good, we might wrap it up a couple minutes early. I have to go now, so I'll call you when practice ends, okay? Love you!" He says and blows a kiss to the camera.
Lana is still hiding under the sheets, wishing she had grabbed Tabby, her favorite teddy bear when she had rushed out that morning.
Mar takes a deep breath before calling Lana and Kris.
Lana gasps as her phone rings, she picks it up immediately. "H-hewwo?" She whispered into it.
"Hey Lana! It's me, Maria. How are you guys?"
Lana stays silent for a second before breaking out into loud sobs. "m-maw maw!!! W-when is you comin' home?? I'm sc-scawed!"
Mar's eyes widen. "Sh, sh. It's okay baby. Calm down. I'm right here. I have some good news." She says softly.
"w-what is it?" Lana asked, excited
Mar smiles. "I bought you guys tickets so you guys can come visit me while I'm on tour." She says happily.
"on…tour? What?" She asked, shocked.
Mar bites her lip. "I don't tell you guys I was on tour because I knew you guys would freak out… I'm in America at the moment."
Kris blows a kiss at Jimin, before hanging up and turning to Lana. “Who is it Lana…?”
Lana immediately slipped out of little space. She was angry. "Why didn't you tell me you were famous?? When did that happen? When did you find out about the tour? What about our band? We just found a manager who was gonna get us signed! What about that, huh? Did you forget? You know what? I'm hanging up. Goodbye Maria." She stormed. She walked into the living room and grabbed her stuff. Right before she walked out the door, she turned to Kris. "Talk to Maria. She forgot about us." And with that she walked out the door and straight home to lock herself in her secret room.
Kris was surprised st how quickly Lana changed, and she looks at her phone, pausing before taking a deep breath, calling Mar.
Maria's phone slipped from her hand, crashing to the floor. She hadnt forgotten. She wanted the band to happen. That's why she was doing this. It was so they could raise enough money to pay for a manager, props, stages, dorms to stay at. She sits down, curling her knees to her chest.
Lana knew she was overreacting. She knew she was supposed to be happy for her, but right now that was hard. Maria's keeping secrets had somehow triggered a PTSD episode. She entered the bathroom that she kept locked most of the time and flicked on the light. The sink was covered in dry blood and razors. She choked back a sob. "Why do I do this to myself? Why is it so hard to stop?" She asked her tear stained reflection before pressing the cool blade against her hot skin.
Can we please uh, skip over any self harm? I understand that it's a very real thing, but I'm struggling with it myself//
Kris calls Maria, hoping she’ll answer. She wanted to know what was happening, but she wasn’t going to yell
Maria ignored the calls, crying into her arms. She was so sad, so angry with herself. She just wanted to scream and throw something, or hide and never come back.
Kris pauses then purses her lips. She tries to text Mar, texting her three times.
Jungkook took a break from practice, and texted Mar. Hey Mar
Mar ignored everything before she stood pockets her phone and walks out of the studio. "Be out for a little." She mutters. Her manager nods.
(Im trying, sorry:(. And if you ever need anybody to talk to you, I'm here, I'd be glad to talk. I might know what you're going through)
Lana. No. You can't do this. She thinks to herself. She drops everything from her shaking hands and runs to her secret room. She curls up in her hammock and sobs quietly, ugly tears streaming down her face.
Kris pauses, curling up in her couch.
"Food. Food and crayons makes life much more bearable." She announced nonalchantly to nobody in particular as soon as she had calmed herself down. She walked into the kitchen and grabbed the rest of her cheesecake from the other day. She walked into her movie room and decided on watching a horror movie marathon to make herself feel better.
Kris snuggles into Jimins jacket, hoping he’ll be done soon
Mar walks quietly down the soaked streets. She looks around, making sure the road was safe before walking across. She hears a screen and looks up to see bright headlights looking towards her.
Kris snuggles closer. "Oh Maria…" She whispers.
(This is really weird to write because my mothers name is Maria)
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